asxtrxl - per aspera ad astra
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Latest Posts by asxtrxl - Page 2

9 months ago
Peace And Love On The Planet Earth
Peace And Love On The Planet Earth
Peace And Love On The Planet Earth

Peace and love on the planet earth

9 months ago
"every Dragon Has Its Own Special Way Of Choosing It's Rider"
"every Dragon Has Its Own Special Way Of Choosing It's Rider"
"every Dragon Has Its Own Special Way Of Choosing It's Rider"

"every dragon has its own special way of choosing it's rider"

9 months ago
asxtrxl - per aspera ad astra
asxtrxl - per aspera ad astra
asxtrxl - per aspera ad astra
asxtrxl - per aspera ad astra
asxtrxl - per aspera ad astra
asxtrxl - per aspera ad astra
9 months ago

they gave him highlights, britney waves, a diva lime green coat and they put him in glittery makeup with blood spattered all over his face while he cries and makes terrible jokes all the while daniel in the background pretends he’s dying,, and then he sings like he’s in the rocky horror show????? absolute EPIC serve incoming that will change the course of tv history

9 months ago

“I miss you deeply, unfathomably, senselessly, terribly.”

~ Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

[Malcolm T. Embrace 2019]

9 months ago

it really hurts me to see so many gazans asking us for help, though that's through no fault of their own. they've been forced to use a social media site that they're probably not familiar with (because tumblr has kind of faded out of popular consciousness), to interact with us in a second language, to distinguish themselves from the scammers who are taking advantage of genocide, and to ask strangers for help. i don't think there are any cultures where it's easy to ask for help like this, but i'm intimately familiar with how humiliating it can be in arab culture. please be kind, gracious and helpful to the gazans in your inbox. this is a desperate time for them, and in addition to the physical danger inflicted by "israel", the prices of basic resources in gaza are extremely high due to scarcity, and those that manage to escape to egypt are financially exploited by landlords there and have an extremely difficult time finding work due to their unofficial status as refugees. these families will continue to need our help and i hope we can all continue to provide it to the best of our ability.

9 months ago

alicent feels the vibrations of rhaenyra kissing another woman and immediately goes to drown herself in the lake. real lesbian representation right there

9 months ago
What If You‘re Alicent Hightower And You Gave Birth To All Your Grief And Your Pain And Your Broken
What If You‘re Alicent Hightower And You Gave Birth To All Your Grief And Your Pain And Your Broken

what if you‘re alicent hightower and you gave birth to all your grief and your pain and your broken dreams and he wears your face

9 months ago

### The Story of the Fundraising Campaign

### The Story Of The Fundraising Campaign
### The Story Of The Fundraising Campaign

#### Campaign Title: **Helping two families in Gaza of 10 to survive and hope**

#### The text of the story:

Peace, mercy and blessings of God be upon you,

I am momenalostaz, I am writing to you today from the heart of Gaza, asking for a helping hand for two families struggling to survive under unimaginable harsh conditions. We are two families of 10 members, living in very difficult situations as a result of the ongoing conflict and blockade that burdens us day after day.

### The Story Of The Fundraising Campaign

#### Who we are:

We are two families, each family consists of five members, including young children and the elderly. We struggle daily to secure our basic food and water needs. Our homes have been severely damaged by constant shelling, and we no longer have a safe shelter that protects our children from fear and horror. We live every day with anxiety and fear, trying to preserve our dignity and survive.

### The Story Of The Fundraising Campaign
### The Story Of The Fundraising Campaign

#### Why we need your help:

- **Food and water:** We need to secure our basic needs of food and clean water.

- **Medical care:** Some family members need urgent medications and medical treatment.

- **Education:** We want to ensure the continuity of our children's education despite difficult circumstances.

- **Shelter:** We need to repair our damaged homes or provide alternative shelter.

### The Story Of The Fundraising Campaign
### The Story Of The Fundraising Campaign

#### How you can help:

You can donate to us through the Buffon program to provide for the basic needs of us and our children. Every donation, no matter how small, contributes to changing our lives and giving us hope for a better tomorrow.

### The Story Of The Fundraising Campaign
### The Story Of The Fundraising Campaign

#### Conclusion:

We appeal to everyone who reads this story to help us, we desperately need your support. Words will not be able to express how grateful we are to everyone who contributes to this campaign. Let’s hand and show the world that humanity is still alive in our hearts.

####Here our donation link 🔗 :🙏

Donate to Help Evacuate My Family from Gaza to Safety, organized by momen alostaz
gofundme.com
.Hi everyone, I am momen.j.m.alostaz , 24years old, from G… momen alostaz needs your support for Help Evacuate My Family f

We ask God to reward all those who contributed and supported us with the best reward, and to achieve peace and justice

9 months ago

I currently have 700+ followers. And I will urge all of you to read about what is happening in Bangladesh. What has happened in Bangladesh. I am adding irrelevant tags of the fandoms I follow to garner more attention. I apologize in advance.

The government of Bangladesh killed pressumably 950+ people, innocent people, students, all because they demanded a system that will give them government jobs based on merit rather than quota. To suppress the students Sheikh Hasina and its government imposed 5 days of total internet blackout. While imposing this blackout they killed off anyone of the streets. They killed people from helicopters by shooting and throwing grenades. Many kids died in their own homes as the bullet shot them through their window.

Sheikh Hasina and its police took away all the dead bodies and the death registries from the hospital. The official death toll is 200. But various journalistic and medical staff sources confirm the death toll is over 950 in Dhaka alone.

That monster of a PM didn't acknowledge the death of the students. Instead she is crying over the infrastructure vandalism. I request you,rise up and speak out about this. Educate yourself and let other people know. The internet blackout have suppressed the truth at large. The Bangladeshi people are in deep surveillance and the government have made 2000+ arrests on false charges just because they have shared the Information. There is mass fear mongering. I know most of you people are not Bangladeshis and that's why you need to help us and speak up about it. Join your local protests, share the news in your social media, twitter Instagram. I beg you, don't let my people's murderers get away with it. Don't let my people's death be forgotten.

I am attaching some links for you to understand the horror of it all.

This Facebook page Bringing justice to you has documented all the horrors and the massacres that happened on Bangladeshi people. TW : all kinds of blood, gore, death bodies, every single horrible things imaginable but shows what went down.

Bringing Justice to You
facebook.com
Bringing Justice to You. 224,782 likes ¡ 479,391 talking about this. We speak for our people We fight for Justice

This ig page is also another page that brings you the horror stories.

https://www.instagram.com/thebangladeshivoice?igsh=YXBpdzQyem54cmZj

Al-Jazeera has been a very credible news source while the Bangladesh was under blackout. They have made several segments. I am attaching the latest one.

UN Human Rights have called out Bangladesh for explanation regarding the crackdown

Amnesty International's report of Bangladesh government using lethal weapon against its people and mass murder

Unlawful use of lethal & less-lethal weapons against protesters in Bangladesh
Amnesty International
Amnesty International urges the Government of Bangladesh and its agencies to respect the right to protest and end this violent crackdown.

There are many more contents, proof and videos to show you the horrors that was unfolded in the crackdown. Sheikh Hasina killed her people like insects and violated every single human rights imaginable. Please share these. Support us. Help us. I beg you all.

10 months ago
Hello!! My Name Is Denise. I Am Organizing This Campaign On Behalf Of Mahmoud (AKA @5735765 Here On Tumblr)
Donate to Help Karim and his Family Have a Better Life and Future, organized by Denise Pratt
gofundme.com
I’m Denise. I live in Washington State in the U.S. I’m organizing… Denise Pratt needs your support for Help Karim and his Family Have a Bett

hello!! my name is Denise. i am organizing this campaign on behalf of Mahmoud (AKA @5735765 here on tumblr) and his sister's family.

Mahmoud was able to safely cross the border to Egypt, but several of his family members remain displaced inside Gaza. his campaign to evacuate the Gaza Strip has been verified by el-shab-hussein/nabulsi (124 on this spreadsheet). he's now trying to assist his family in evacuating.

this campaign is for his 4 nephews, including little Karim who is pictured above, and their family to escape Gaza. the funds will be used to help them safely cross the border when it's possible to do so, and for future living expenses once they are in Egypt.

PLEASE SHARE AND DONATE TO HELP THIS BEAUTIFUL FAMILY!!!

tagging a few people i know have been in contact with Mahmoud. please feel free to tag anyone else who will share! @apollos-olives @aces-and-angels @videodrome-fag @acepumpkinpatrick

as i am organizing the fundraiser on Mahmoud's behalf, i'd like to be as transparent as possible and i am happy to answer any questions i can about the exchange of money. please feel free to message me if you have concerns or if you'd like proof of my direct contact with Mahmoud.

10 months ago
#2

#2

as i pass through the second circle,

i wonder ‘is this inferno able to hold all us sinners?’

‘will it ever be enough for the long lines of fools,

of the liars and the traitors?’

brimstone and basalt beneath my feet and in my nose; not an unfamiliar feeling

as i watch the souls devour each other

in reckless fury, passion

on the backdrop of a hurricane of blue fire, carbon on hydrogen

crashing bodies on bodies,

with the echo of the endless storm in my mind,

i feel burning nostalgia in my hands,

in my mouth

for our earthly time together, burning coldly

and slowly in the remnants of my mind,

already half eaten, empty

by Ugolino, hiding her half-eaten fingers from my blind eyes

we are all fools, i more than most

for willingly walking into a sulfuric hell,

and for letting myself get eaten, like roadkill

by a devil who could never be satisfied.

as i crawl my way down to the bottom,

the last circle, lust to treachery

to the icy depths of this menagerie of our creation,

i know that if there isn’t enough room for us

so i will make room

as i forced my stomach to give space in its tiny insides

for your ravenous hunger, too much for two.

i will make room in the bottom for us

to make sure the devil devours us both,

judas, brutus; they can watch

as He chooses which of us will be the greatest feast.

they will vote, of course, with their half eaten hands and minds, on whom will be ripped apart first

and be sure, my dear

they have not seen our insides, thawing and clawing

they can jest, but never know the extent

of the crime committed,

we may be frozen in the lake together, but

there is not enough space in this devils mouth for the both of us

your cold blood will serve as a better appetizer,

than mine, i will stand and watch

endlessly burning, endlessly waiting

for starvation to take its toll

on my soul,

ripped from my body.

-L


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10 months ago
From The River To The Sea
From The River To The Sea

from the river to the sea

10 months ago

I feel like I'm going insane. Multiple massacres in Gaza right now and no one is paying attention.

10 months ago
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10 months ago

the funeral (a grotesque display of two queens’ grief, forced on them against their will) being interjected by images of aegon beating blood into a bloody ruin says something about how women’s grief is exploited and paraded around as a virtue while male grief is only allowed to exist in conjunction with violence.

The Funeral (a Grotesque Display Of Two Queens’ Grief, Forced On Them Against Their Will) Being Interjected

female sorrow is expected to be public, dignified, and even noble, it serves as a symbol of quiet strength and resilience. otto uses it as a tool to gain sympathy for their cause. notice how he forced alicent and helaena into it, while he allowed aegon not to participate. wouldn‘t the king being at the funeral send a powerful message? yes, it would. but otto looks at aegon with contempt, the other councilmen and alicent do not know what to do with his tears. the realm cannot be allowed to see the king grieve. not like this.

The Funeral (a Grotesque Display Of Two Queens’ Grief, Forced On Them Against Their Will) Being Interjected

male grief is denied its own space and validity unless it manifests in aggressive or destructive acts. aegon realizes this to some degree too— he lashes out publicly by killing the rat catchers. he shows his grief by being violent, by spilling blood.

The Funeral (a Grotesque Display Of Two Queens’ Grief, Forced On Them Against Their Will) Being Interjected
The Funeral (a Grotesque Display Of Two Queens’ Grief, Forced On Them Against Their Will) Being Interjected

the toxicity of it all is very effectively shown at the end when aegon is crying by himself. did he retreat there to be alone and finally let it all out? his mother is either letting him have that moment alone or she’s deeply uncomfortable with it and chooses to leave. no matter what motivated alicent in acting the way she did— the moment still reveals how male vulnerability is something people fear. it shows that even the most human expressions of pain are not acceptable for some.

10 months ago
Treffor Doodle

Treffor doodle

10 months ago

vetted fundraisers from today. please keep sharing and donating as you're able, it really does so much; even if your individual action feels small, you are helping to save lives.

june 29th:

14-year-old Hala El-Hissi, her two siblings (the younger of whom needs hepatitis treatment), and their mother (€8,459/€16,000) - @halaelhissi, @nadasaftawi, verified by @/sar-soor

Muhammad Al-Azayza and his family, including two children, one with Down syndrome (kr6,738 SEK/kr200,000 SEK) - @hamouda-az, verified by @/sayruq

Ahmed Ziad, his siblings, and their sick parents (ÂŁ2,733/ÂŁ30,000) - @ahmed-ziad, verified by @/nabulsi

Basel Ayyad and his family of eight, including his daughter who needs urgent treatment to preserve her eyesight (CHF1,506/CHF60,000) - @basel-1995, verified by @/sayruq

Safaa Abd, her husband, and their two young children (€952/€50,000) - @safaabed, verified by @/90-ghost

Wafaa Alnhal's family of 15, including four children and a newborn (€20,277/€50,000) - @wafs-posts, verified by @/nabulsi

Alaa Al Khateeb's family of six, including her mother who needs medical treatment (ÂŁ25,391/ÂŁ56,000) - @alaaalkhateeb, #99 on @/nabulsi and @/el-shab-hussein's spreadsheet

Haneen Atya's family of ten, including several young children, a newborn, and her mother who needs urgent treatment for a stroke and bleeding ($38,011 AUD/$70,000 AUD) - @haneenatya34, verified by @/el-shab-hussein

Mohammed Okal's evacuation and education (kr3,228 NOK/kr90,000 NOK) - @mohammedokal-2, verified by @/90-ghost

Mohammed Adly Haboub and his family of four (he turns 20 today) (kr14,191 SEK/kr300,000 SEK) - @mohammedhaboub, verified by @/90-ghost

Siraj Abudayeh, his wife, and their three young children who've lost their treasured home ($1,398 CAD/$82,000 CAD) - @siraj2024, verified by @/nabulsi

Hadeel Adnan Abu Nasser and her family of 12 (they lost her father in a bombing and her brother to malnutrition; Hadeel is responsible for all her family) (€1,126/€20,000) - @hadeelgaza, verified by @/90-ghost

not yet vetted:

Reem Mohamed, her husband, and their two young children (€1,925/€20,000) - @rem096

i know you likely see posts like this every day, but please don't tune them out. every one of these families and individuals deserves to live safely and pursue their dreams. any contribution you make keeps someone's bright future alive

10 months ago
(1) the ruling class benefits from illiteracy.

(2) short-form video entertains more than it sticks.

(3) reading is a discipline distinct from listening, watching, or other forms of literacy. It’s a skill that needs to be honed separately.

(4) Absolutely no one comes to save us but us.

"Absolutely no one comes to save us but us."

Ismatu Gwendolyn, "you've been traumatized into hating reading (and it makes you easier to oppress)", from Threadings, on Substack [ID'd]

10 months ago
#1

#1

temptation hangs on the branch

sin dripping off the oak

a sweet smell, a sweet caress,

the forbidden fruit,

damned if you do, and damned if you don’t.

wine red, with a honeyed core

my mouth aches for the sweet release

of the first bite, saccharine and dangerous

forbidden, but inviting to our

innocent soul.

eat with me, my love

come and taste the sin

of which He has forbade—

how could He? when the taste is so sweet,

when the fruit sits on the branches so beautifully,

waiting to be plucked?

take the honeyed temptation, sweetheart,

and i’ll let you have the first taste,

of our gentle sin, ripe and pleasing,

a tender transgression—

let the flavor sit in your mouth, love,

and let me savour it with you

together we sin, together we rise

higher than the heavens

where virtues could never take us;

they would never taste this right

- L


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10 months ago
ALUCARD In CASTLEVANIA: NOCTURNE (2023)
ALUCARD In CASTLEVANIA: NOCTURNE (2023)
ALUCARD In CASTLEVANIA: NOCTURNE (2023)
ALUCARD In CASTLEVANIA: NOCTURNE (2023)

ALUCARD in CASTLEVANIA: NOCTURNE (2023)

10 months ago

literally drinking a beer by the lake and still opened tumblr. some of us are beyond saving

3 years ago
Let’s Just Say That Edit Of Black Howl Awakened Something In Me

Let’s just say that edit of black howl awakened something in me

3 years ago

Fuck zodiac signs what’s your favourite genshin impact slime

Anemo

Fuck Zodiac Signs What’s Your Favourite Genshin Impact Slime

Cryo

Fuck Zodiac Signs What’s Your Favourite Genshin Impact Slime

Dendro

Fuck Zodiac Signs What’s Your Favourite Genshin Impact Slime

Electro

Fuck Zodiac Signs What’s Your Favourite Genshin Impact Slime

Geo

Fuck Zodiac Signs What’s Your Favourite Genshin Impact Slime

Pyro

Fuck Zodiac Signs What’s Your Favourite Genshin Impact Slime

Hydro

Fuck Zodiac Signs What’s Your Favourite Genshin Impact Slime
3 years ago

where are the puritans. where are the cowboys. where's the hypersexualized revolutionary uniforms. where is the red scare. where's the cointelpro chic. where are the comic book characters bodypaint. where's the midwest states ominous billboards. where is baron von steuben and WHERE the FUCK is lassie

3 years ago
I Forgot I Do Traditional Art Too Lol Take These
I Forgot I Do Traditional Art Too Lol Take These
I Forgot I Do Traditional Art Too Lol Take These

I forgot I do traditional art too lol take these

3 years ago
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3 years ago

Oh the syndicate has very strong core values of freedom and anti-authority and are very strong physically wise. It'd be a shame if the fandom severely mischaracterize them as tyrants based on theories instead of canon.

3 years ago

if i were at the met gala i’d dress as one of the assassinated presidents

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