asxtrxl - per aspera ad astra
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3 years ago
Nubia In Wonder Girl #001 (2021)
Nubia In Wonder Girl #001 (2021)
Nubia In Wonder Girl #001 (2021)
Nubia In Wonder Girl #001 (2021)
Nubia In Wonder Girl #001 (2021)

Nubia in Wonder Girl #001 (2021)

3 years ago
The Blaze Empress

The Blaze Empress

3 years ago
How Wilbur Got His Name

how wilbur got his name

3 years ago

im so obsessed with this game

Im So Obsessed With This Game
3 years ago

if i find out ANY of you motherfuckers ship jonas and alex ill rip out your spine and shove it up your ass

3 years ago
asxtrxl - per aspera ad astra
asxtrxl - per aspera ad astra
asxtrxl - per aspera ad astra

They’re so in love I can’t properly put it into words but like.. they just aren’t complete without each other, and you can feel it every time they’re separated. They just have have great chemistry 😮‍💨

asxtrxl - per aspera ad astra
3 years ago

STOP pronoun discourse over eret. fucking STOP. they have said on stream they do not care if you use one set or all and they started using any pronouns partly so they WOULDN’T have their fandom argue over their pronouns. fucking STOP getting mad at fans for only using they/them or switching pronouns every sentence. eret does not care.

this isn’t about you. this isn’t about what makes you comfortable. this is about eret. and eret doesn’t care.

3 years ago

Disabled household low on funds after an eviction and two months in a hotel

At the end of May my family was evicted from our apartment and forced to stay in a hotel while working on new living arrangements. This took two months, and during this time we had to spend >$200 a night for a pair of rooms for the four of us and our two cats (plus other costs, such as our storage units for our stuff, and food and the like). Our reserves of money are stretched thin, and all that’s left is needed for things such as paying people to move our items into our new home.

My mother lost her job earlier in the year due to cutbacks because of COVID, and my father is dealing with an as-yet unknown illness that, while still allowing him to work from home, has left him in immense pain. Meanwhile I have had to hold off on beginning my transition until we’re moved in, and that, too, will be costly.

All this is to say, if you have anything to spare, I am linking my Paypal here. Anything sent will assist in food or necessities. Thank you!

3 years ago
Paper Itadori Yuuji
Paper Itadori Yuuji
Paper Itadori Yuuji
Paper Itadori Yuuji
Paper Itadori Yuuji
Paper Itadori Yuuji

Paper Itadori Yuuji

↳ Requested by @zoycitem

3 years ago
Tastefully Ignoring Shibuya Arc By Drawing Happy And Healthy Jjk 👍
Tastefully Ignoring Shibuya Arc By Drawing Happy And Healthy Jjk 👍
Tastefully Ignoring Shibuya Arc By Drawing Happy And Healthy Jjk 👍
Tastefully Ignoring Shibuya Arc By Drawing Happy And Healthy Jjk 👍
Tastefully Ignoring Shibuya Arc By Drawing Happy And Healthy Jjk 👍

tastefully ignoring shibuya arc by drawing happy and healthy jjk 👍

3 years ago

Urgent Please Read

My father has passed away from Covid-19 yesterday morning. As much as I want time to grieve him; me, my mother, and little brother are in urgent need of money. We had been funded by his SSA checks each month, & now have to contact SS of his death.

Because of this, we will have almost no funding until we are approved for Survivors Benefits. I am currently working but because my father died from Covid, I must remain in quarantine until I can continue. We urgently need to pay $1000 in rent & utilities by August 5th.

Luckily, once I return to work I can handle paying for the other misc. bills. Until then, we need funding however we can.

Ways you can help fund us:

Cashapp: https://t.co/Z35i0r7RiR

Venmo: https://t.co/mkfGZi2Ima

GPay: https://t.co/xGX7C9bOK2

Thank you all who took time to read and help us in this time.

3 years ago

Need $10 to get home this morning 😮‍💨

Paypal.me/lavalake

Cash.me/$ronaldknox

Venmo.com/ronaldknox

3 years ago

hey y'all, i hate having to make these posts, but the first of the month is fast approaching and my partner and i are struggling to make ends meet.

we are around $250 behind where we need to be to be able to pay rent, so any amount of help would be greatly appreciated.

so if you wanna help two trans women keep a roof over their heads, donate or reblog today! your support means the world to us!

PayPal - paypal.me/dingusmyers

CashApp - $dingusmyers

Venmo - @Dingus-Myers

3 years ago

Attention needed 👐👐 Help a dtudent for Dialysis and hospital expenses. Please take time to read!!

Attention Needed 👐👐 Help A Dtudent For Dialysis And Hospital Expenses. Please Take Time To Read!!
Attention Needed 👐👐 Help A Dtudent For Dialysis And Hospital Expenses. Please Take Time To Read!!
Attention Needed 👐👐 Help A Dtudent For Dialysis And Hospital Expenses. Please Take Time To Read!!
Attention Needed 👐👐 Help A Dtudent For Dialysis And Hospital Expenses. Please Take Time To Read!!

Hello everyone. It is not my will to ask this because I'm just all about anime and fun stuffs here, but i have seen many donations blog here so i got to swallow my pride for this.

I'm Kaye Montello. A 19 years old student, I am a Dialysis Patient. I have stage 5 Chronic kidney disease. I have undergone many surgeries before. I am asking for a little help from your good hearts everyone 😭

Im very open of giving my bill Info privately if needed

We are just poor, my parents can no longer afford the dialysis expenses. Because all the money goes to all of my Dialysis, Dialysis is the only way extending my life, especially now that I'm positive for covid because of my cough and cold.

You know im still young, I still have many dreams to reach in life😭 My siblings are still young. My mother is just a housewife, I don't have a father anymore because he also died because of Cancer ... I hope there are good people who will help me here. I'm also hoping that you'll consider me with your prayers.

Please don't forget to share this 🙏🏽 A blessed day to y'all!

If you're willing to donate, You can send it here it at my provided link below. Thank you ❤️❤️

Pay Kaye Montello using PayPal.Me
PayPal.Me
Go to paypal.me/KMontello and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.
3 years ago

help an autistic transmasc 19 year old eat

hi, i feel guilty for posting again but i really need help.

a couple months ago i got into a head on collision with a speeding driver and it totaled my car and left me injured and in debt. the insurance company ruled in the other persons favor since the police gave me a citation for not yielding (even though i did) and they let the other person off for speeding since it was rush hour friday. i have chronic back pain now and i owe the state an amount of money they refuse to tell me for damage to a crosswalk signal the other car did when they bounced off me

i have no money right now at all since i can’t work, have no mode of transportation, and have no income. i have my medication for this month but i know i won’t have money to refill it next month. i completely gave up on my HRT because of this and it makes me extremely dysphoric

im so anxious every single day because of food. sometimes i just can’t help myself from having breakdowns and crying because i just don’t ever feel alert or safe. i spend most of the day sleeping, partially because of depression but mostly just because i’m physically exhausted. i’ve lost a significant amount of weight this month and no matter how hard i try to stretch the money i have it just isn’t enough to be able to eat consistently every day.

if anyone could give me any amount, even a couple dollars, i’d be extremely grateful. if you can’t donate, PLEASE, PLEASE reblog this. i’m really desperate right now and i feel like i’m not going to be able to make it out of this without help.

if you need any sort of proof or confirmation that i’m telling the truth feel free to message me. in general, please feel free to message me- i’m honestly feeling really alone right now and some encouraging words would be really nice.

cashapp: $frogiess

vemno: @finchfrog

paypal: https://www.paypal.me/skyve

Pay Katherine Veith using PayPal.Me
PayPal.Me
Go to paypal.me/skyve and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.
3 years ago
asxtrxl - per aspera ad astra
Gullah/Geechee Land & Legacy Fund, organized by Gullah Geechee
gofundme.com
The people of the Gullah/Geechee Nation (www.gullahgeecheenation.com) have been fig… Gullah Geechee needs your support for Gullah/Geechee
3 years ago

URGENT! TRANS WOMAN IN TROUBLE: I haven’t gotten any donations in a few days, and I need to.

hi everyone, i’ve been in immigration limbo for a few years now, and covid has made it worse. i have been deported twice since the start of the pandemic, and lost most of my material belongings because of it.

i plan to file for a residence permit next month, and it’s time-sensitive. if i am successful, i’ll have legal status for the first time since 2017. if i can prove i have 2000€ in the bank account, i’ll get it. i do not have 2000€ in my bank account.

i’ve raised over half the money through other posts, but i need to raise almost 1000€ in the next week or two

https://ko-fi.com/sadstoned/

3 years ago

What happened in Hungary?? Is there any way we could support you guys?

you can donate to budapestpride, hĂĄttĂŠr society and labrisz lesbian association! ill add more organizations if i can think of any

if there is an article in english about the situation i cant find it right now so i'll attempt to sum it up

basically our pseudo fascist government granted themselves emergency powers at the beginning of the pandemic and among other things they have been using it to slowly take away thw lgbt community's rights and freedom. trans people can no longer change their name and gender marker and gay couples can no longer adopt children

and most recently (last night actually) a law that is supposed to protect against child predators was changed so that "sex education in schools cannot promote the changing of one's sex or homosexuality" on top of that sex education programs can only be done by the school or a database of organizations maintained by the government. the breaking of these rules (aka telling kids its okay to be trans) would get both the organizer AND the principal of the school into major trouble (think jail)

additionally children under 18 cannot be shown advertisements or educational content containing homosexuality or transgender "propaganda" these materials MUST be marked 18+

40% of all hungarian lgbt individuals have admitted to suicidal ideation, with 30% percent admitting to attempting it. our government is framing this as the protection of the children but what it will actually do is kill even more lgbt kids.

im incredibly angry so i'm sorry if this is not well phrased but this needs to stop because the path we're heading down is gonna end really fucking bad for the hungarian lgbt+ community

4 years ago
Pov U Are #1 C!dream Hater But #1 C!wilbur Stan

pov u are #1 c!dream hater but #1 c!wilbur stan

4 years ago

?!??!;!,!!; god lore ?!?

Your url is what your not-important-to-the-story self's name is as a citizen of the Dream SMP, how fucked are you?

(And while you're at it give yourself a backstory in the tags)

4 years ago

self-care is spending 90% of your day absorbed in fictional worlds/characters to avoid thinking about or engaging with your very real problems

4 years ago

Anyway tumblr isn’t a news site and if you think it’s like a moral failing or something to not Exclusively reblog shit about Important, Often Horrifying Things that’s um. Weird

4 years ago
It Isn't Really An Issue On Tumblr But On Other Social Media? Yeah

It isn't really an issue on tumblr but on other social media? yeah

4 years ago

niki spoke about that she had to delete twitter because she was being babied on minx’s stream, & i was thinking about that and i want to rant about it because that’s also, one of the things that piss me off about some people in the fandom. (& as we’ve gathered from the fuck ton of posts i’ve made about this fandom, there’s a lot of shit that does)

babying adult cc’s shouldn’t even be a thing that happens — & shouldn’t be a thing that’s as frequent as it is, but it is, and it’s weird. most of the time it’s with cc’s like george, or niki, but sometimes it’s with sapnap, sometimes it’s with dream, sometimes it’s with karl, sometimes it’s with anybody, and it’s fucking. weird. these are adults you’re talking about; adults that you’re referring to as babies/treating as if they can’t defend themselves, as if they’re innocent beings that need to be protected and cooed over, when most of them are in their late 20’s.

it doesn’t stop at adult cc’s, though. tubbo is the most frequent minor in the smp who’s babied; people are surprised whenever he makes sexual innuendos/jokes, saying shit like “they’re surprised he knows that” & “i thought he was so innocent!” as if he isn’t a 17 year old boy going on 18. people have always had this image in their mind that he’s this sweet, innocent boy, & they’ve always harped on people — specifically tommy — for being “mean” to him, as if he isn’t mature enough to defend himself/as if it’s their decision to defend him.

people have this weird thought process — specifically with cc’s with a ssofter/kinder persona — that it’s their job to protect them, because they’re this innocent angel. they’re human beings, & it’s weird for you to be viewing them this way — it’s weird for you to be shocked when they’re mature enough to know certain things, or don’t get upset when they’re slightly insulted by their friends. it’s weird for you to be so protective of them when they don’t even know you exist.

of course you shouldn’t sexualize cc’s — and this isn’t me giving you the go ahead to do so — but don’t fucking baby them either. don’t flock over them to go to sleep, don’t flock over them when they’re drinking or doing things they’re allowed to do when they’re adults, & certainly don’t get all up in another cc’s when they say a “mean word about them 🥺”

it’s crazy to me that it went to the point where niki literally had to speak about it, but also that she had to delete twitter. just because a cc acts softer doesn’t mean they’re your precious baby, that just means you’re a creep <3. that is my ted talk for today

4 years ago

If you are on Sapnap's alt stream (or any stream but especially SapnapAlt) please read these basic twitch etiquette rules and tips. Kinda negative but sometimes bullying works.

1. Get BTTV. Google BTTV download the BetterTTV browser extension. It's 100% safe.

2. If you want to donate to be noticed please gift subs instead not only is it helping the community but streamers prefer gift subs.

3. Don't mention other streamers in chat. If another person starts streaming don't announce you're leaving just fucking leave.

4. Don't promote yourself or anyone else on someone's stream. That includes asking for a sub.

5. Don't spam chat. No joke needs to be spammed for 20 minutes and re-mentioned every stream after that.

6. Call streamers by the name they go by whether it's their birthname, nickname or Twitch username. Nicknames aren't funny. For example stop calling Sapnap Cracknap, Snapchat, Samsung Refrigerator etc. If their friends give them nicknames it doesn't mean you can especially if you overuse and ruin it. If they don't go by birth names don't use it. Clay, Nick, Luke, Dave etc remove that shit from vocab.

7. If you do want to donate please understand that stupid questions and donations aren't appreciated by streamers or viewers. If you donate saying any of these messages just know chat doesn't like you and the streamer probably think you're cringe.

"Can you say Happy Birthday to"

"Can you say Hi to"

"Can you read my DM/email"

"You ignored my last dono"

It doesn't matter how polite you are it's still dumb. If you are donating purely to be noticed, don't.

8. Don't call out lurkers. If Dream is watching but doesn't speak in chat don't spam chat saying hi or saying "Dream is lurking"

9. Don't ask streamers to join VC or add people to call

10. This is for DreamSMP members only but don't inform them about what happens in other lore streams. Like everyone spamming Phil, George and Techno about Dream being in prison, they know but the characters don't. Also stop spamming everyone to visit Dream in prison. It's arranged by both Sam and Dream since they both need to be online.

11. Don't say personal details. No age reveals. No location reveals. No full name reveals. Please stay safe.

DONATING TO A STREAMER MEANS YOU ARE DONATING WITHOUT GETTING ANYTHING IN RETURN. YOU WOULDN'T GIVE MONEY TO A DOG'S SHELTER AND EXPECT ANYTHING IN RETURN. SAME THING GOES FOR STREAMERS. DONATIONS AREN'T A PLACE TO GET A NOTICE. THEY AREN'T A PLACE TO BUY A HAPPY BIRTHDAY COMMENT.

FOR THE LOVE OF EVERYTHING PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT DONATING AND BUYING ARE TWO COMPLETELY DIFFERENT THINGS. Buying means you exchange one product for another for example you give money in exchange for a new phone. Donating is you helping someone out without them doing something in return. Please learn that.

4 years ago

friendly reminder that just cuz people do in-depth analyses of characters you like you can enjoy them however you want

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got a headcanon for c!dream that redeems him? go wild, the world’s your oyster

think c!schlatt is pure evil and has no backstory or isn’t misunderstood? that’s how it be, he’s an evil ram man

think c!schlatt is a misunderstood good guy? good for you, he’s a very nice man with an evil laugh i guess and we stan

think c!philza is a shit dad and person? he fuckin is i guess, you are literally so smart i love you /gen, /p

think c!philza is a broken man who tried to protect his family in his own way? you’re so right and that’s so sexy of you

you’re a c![insert name here] apologist? you are very valid and i’m happy to hear all your thoughts /gen

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whatever way you find these characters enjoyable just… enjoy them that way. i’m mainly saying this cuz i see a lot of people being like “if you think c!phil is a bad person you’re so stupid” or “if you think c!dream can be redeemed you are the worst” like… if something isn’t stated outright in canon, let people have their headcanons and interpretations

same goes with victimizing people just cuz they enjoy a problematic character, i’ve seen a lot of people go after c!dream fans just because c!dream is a bad person and hurt tommy as much as he did… y’all it’s fiction. people can enjoy bad people in fiction. why do you think villains are always so loved.

this is a minecraft roleplay y’all. we don’t have to get so in-depth.

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on the other hand if you love making in-depth analyses of the characters and having very serious detailed opinions? GO BUCK WILD! DO THAT SHIT! everything is valid bro!!! just enjoy yourself! as long as you’re not invalidating other people’s headcanons and ways of enjoying themselves, do your thing bro!!!

and of course as long as you don’t harass the actual CCs behind the characters and don’t do anything that makes them uncomfortable or something they said they’re not okay with

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there that’s my psa thank you

4 years ago

guys whats everyones hybrid things and their powers i need to know for art reasons

4 years ago

PLEASE DON’T SCROLL

even if you only reblog, that’s enough

1st of February, 2021

i was debating on whether or not i should post this on tumblr but seeing as there haven’t been posts about this yet, here it is. i’m exposing my real location and nationality but it doesn’t matter.

if you have been active on twitter, you may already know #savemyanmar is trending. long story short, there has been a military coup. several nations have released statements but i want to share insight on what’s happening in the country.

memes about a coup have been circulating around for a couple days and when i slept at 2 am last night, we were still under the rule of the National League for Democracy (NLD). while they are not technically democratic, they are the closest we’ve got. when my mother woke up at 6 this morning, she was notified that the country was now under the rule of the military.

banks services are no longer available. wifi was cut at around 7-8. some people got wifi again earlier but many got it barely thirty minutes ago. this is bad for businesses especially ones that require international communications. additionally, international students like myself are experiencing anxiety; how do we pay for and attend classes if we’re not sure wifi is a given?

myanmar has a long, complicated history with military governments. the last time the military went into rule was in 1962 and only stopped in 2011, following the 2010 elections. there was a huge protest in 1988 lead by students that resulted in lots of death. during the military junta, resources like rice, water, oil, were scarce. the gist is military rule is bad for us.

all of my followers are not myanmar citizens, i’m sure but as part of the international community, please help us. here is a petition that you can sign (although i’m not sure if that can do much). there may be protests in front of myanmar embassies so look out for those. most of all, please help spread awareness. 

the people here are coping with dark humor, primarily in the form of memes but we don’t know how long this rule will last, even though the official statement said only a year. here’s something that pretty much sums up our coping mechanism:

PLEASE DON’T SCROLL

again, even a reblog helps

update :: all telecommunication means will be cut off at 12 am MMT

4 years ago

hey unfriendly reminder that jack and niki do not agree with their characters actions and are fully aware that they are the villains in the situation but have stated that their characters are hurt and do not know the damage of their actions so if i see you talking shit in their chats i’ll break your kneecaps

it wasn’t cool when people were doing it to schlatt and quackity during the election and it sure as hell isn’t cool now

shut the fuck up

4 years ago

The Dream SMP fandoms is the most chaotic fandoms I’ve ever been in. If you miss one week with other shows you can just catch up after an hour or two of binging, but with the DSMP you miss one week and your behind 2 major plot points, a canon death, another character having a villain ark, and have to sell your first born to know whatever the nethers happening to Ranboo.

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