10% of danny rumors on campus are 100% true
jackie frost and northwind are the only thing i like about epic winter ππ
Friends and I are making a yaelokre band that lives in the sanctuary with the Larks <3 they act as older siblings
Eurasian Lynx - harrow
Sloth bear - Sonder
Lesser Horseshoe Bat - Dagny
having spoilery thoughts about The Archive Undying in the context of that post that someday the queer couple that says "let's fuck it all and run away together!" should actually do it:
Sunai and Veyadi don't actually run away but I do think that's what emotionally/ethically happened in the last quarter or so of the book?
Sunai's initial motivation was to prevent the totalitarian state from getting to keep an enforcer mecha to oppress his home city. Made perfect sense. Despite the emotional upheavals and betrayals and murders, that kept being true pretty much up until the Maw eats him. We learn that the Passenger trying to help him do this is the same entity that has caused Corruption aka the deaths of AIs who became tyrants.
And there's a whole ethical quandary there bc the AIs who died were tyrants and Iterate Fractal ate people and there should be some force that can stop even gods. But also the Passenger killed these AI in ways that led to the deaths of millions of people and left their corpses as weapons that could be used by the Harbor and left their remnants as hungry scavengers who kill people.
And so as various characters align with/against the Passenger I am just lost on how I should feel. It's cause is noble in abstract! It's methods cause great suffering! It's unclear why the Passenger cares about killing the Maw at this point given that it is no longer controlling a large group of people. Perhaps it is just that Sunai asks and Veyadi asks and Ruhi asks and the Passenger always answers when people ask because that is it's purpose.
And then Sunai is one with the Maw, who is a remnant of Iterate Fractal and that larger plot goes out the window. His friends want to separate them or mercy kill him or kill the Maw with him as collateral damage. He can't be separated from the Maw, who had always wanted him as their conscience and thus horribly abused him his whole life. Veyadi, on realizing that they can't be separated decides he wants to protect Sunai more than he wants to kill the Maw. They fight the Passenger and Ruhi, who remains laser fixated on the larger cause.
And that's the point where the pair of them decide to leave and they leave. Sure, the Passenger might be the only force capable of protecting humans from tyrant AIs. But they no longer care about that compared to the fight to live and get to be together. They imprison it and Ruhi (and, if I understand correctly, entomb Ruhi alive in eternal torment??) to prevent it from ever trying to kill them again. They survive together. The End.
And, well. The gays sure did run away from their problems together for once! but boy howdy was I unsure of how to feel about that final arc.
fresh Silly question for you, if you'd like one:
what animals would TAU characters be?
Lucky you, wife and I had the daemon debate years ago and have OPINIONS:
Sunai is a mongoose. Reasonably cute looking but actually extremely adept at very specific violence. Action twink at it again to keep the colony safe.
Veyadi is a raccoon -- hear me out!! Too clever! To the point that he is a constant problem for himself and others! LITTLE KING TRASHMOUTH. HE'S GAY.
Jin is the largest and most regrettable parrot. Has figured out how to open doors and we are all suffering for it.
Imaru is the coolest person on deck because she probably is legitimately like, a wolf -- but the kind that's on the verge of domesticating itself.
Gonna do a few more under a cut bc they're not really spoilers, but they take up more room later in the book, so if you want to go in cleaner! Avoid! I just want to talk about them! You're welcome!
Ruhi is a police dog. A dog, with all the positive prosocial instincts that come with being a dog, but unfortunately also a cop.
Madam Wei is a swan. I often compare her to some kind of terrifying raptor bird, but I think swan fits better overall bc of how she seems elegant from a distance but up close is just the most frightening thing in the pond.
The Maw is one of those poor rhesus monkeys raised in a lab with terry cloth mothers.
The passenger is a robot.
And because my wife would not help me finish this list until I added her other blorbo: Ueda is a scrungly old lioness who is still not dead, much to her own surprise as much as anyone else's.
sunai and veyadi......... sunai...... sunai and veyadi.............su....sunai andv.......sunai and veyadi
more of them because i cannot get enough
hey everyone i know i havenβt said it in awhile but donβt worry pompous pep is still really fucking gross and is still very much pedophilia. and if you ship it i really recommend you taking up a new hobby. maybe knitting.
Ah, yes, teenage boys β famously known for handling emotions and affection in a totally well-adjusted, non-awkward way. Totally.
glowing green eyes
Danny doodles! After not posting art for ages I thought Iβd upload some doodles of the lil guy