Hello I'm FA And Leo Sun. I'm 26

hi! i’m p.p 18 pisces rising! i have no placements in aries. my question is why am I struggling to find love? i have never dated anyone before but i have had crushes and heartbreaks. the ppl i catch feelings for often take advantage of that fact and i have reached a point where i am incredibly jaded about love due to the unhealthy disappointing and unlucky experiences i have had,, ty lots 💓

Why is PP struggling to find love?

What stops you is that you are very guarded. It's as if you shut yourself off and remain quite distrustful of others. You may also have high standards. Which I understand, because I do the same thing lmao (twin where have you been~ /jk). Never lower your standards though! And as I was saying, that distrust forms an emotional distance from others. The high priestess appeared reversed, and based on the context of your reading, maybe that distrust comes as a defense mechanism from bad experiences and is blocking your intuition. You need to learn how to stop them from having an influence in you to the point they no longer block you from connecting with others in a more healthy way. You may have inadvertently built a wall without realizing it. The reversed star in your spread seemed very saddening to me, the disappointments have been difficult for you. It is not bad to have high standards or to be careful with others, in your case it seems that your disappointments have tinted something that may be innocent, and instead of having standards and just being careful, you turned distant and distrustful. You need to open up without lowering your expectations. Imagine yourself as if you were someone using a brush to dust off a painting—it is not a bad thing! You're just removing the dust to take advantage of the use that beautiful paint can have in a room. The best way to do this would be if you become more emotionally independent and learn to be more compassionate with yourself and also with others (but this comes second lmao). Without lowering your standards. Just between us, your cards have a lot of color so there’s a hopeful future for you, there was just one gray card and it was a good one. You have a really softer side deep inside, don't let it get all dust up!

hello there, can i ask if MS think sexually about me? If yes, which thoughts/sexual fantasies they have?

Infos: N and 25 years old

Thank you <3

If you don't do nsfw readings, kindly change for "if they think romantically about me"

Disclaimer: I do NSFW readings, but I do not do readings of this nature on people with whom you are not in a consensual or formal relationship with.

Does MS think romantically of N?

9 of swords, 2 of swords

None of the cards gave me any strong indication that they think of you in a romantic way right now. It feels more like they’re anxious or guilty. MS is exercising caution. They don’t want to send the wrong signals or have any communication issues between you two. I believe the situation between you two made them very anxious at first (overthinking it a lot), but they are now less confused. They’ve realized how they want things to be, and it’s likely they don’t want anything too sudden right now. You might notice moments of conflict in them sometimes. If there’s a bit of romantic interest, it’s too wrapped up in indecision and confusion for it to be fully expressed to you.

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Hi, I just wanted to say that your aesthetic and the style for your readings are absolutely gorgeous. Very pleasing to the eyes.

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My initials are CVK and I have no specific question coming to mind. So could I just get like a general reading (particularly focusing on my romantic and platonic love life)? Thanks so much 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫂🫂 I’ll make sure to leave feedback too!

Love your profile pic haha. Love life and platonic life would be two questions, so I did the first one. 

CVK's love life

judgement, 9 of swords rx & 10 of pentacles

I only pull 2 cards but a 10 of pentacles flew out of nowhere like it wanted me to read it anyways. So I complied. Look - you've finally managed to heal from that anxiety and overthinking that used to keep you up at night (from of an old connection). You’re getting closure. This connection shattered your heart. Even though you're still kinda dealing with the aftermath of heartbreak, you're already turning that pain into personal growth and making future plans despite having moments where you sometimes feel stuck in your old ways. Don’t worry it’s natural! You’re doing better than most by the looks of the cards. Keep going because this healing process is directly leading you towards a super stable and fulfilling emotional state (this is where the 10 of pentacles flew out). 

Thank you so much! You hit the nail on the head with the creative part. When I opened this blog, I spent quite a while thinking about how I was going to decorate it, what readings I was going to do. In fact, I think I had the first one halfway done before I even opened the blog. I put a lot of effort and screen time into it.

I think that’s what made this bother me a bit more. I still have a lot to polish and improve, and even though I haven’t been very active since November, I hope I can continue and get better at it. The combination of feeling burnout from personal matters and then finding out about that was just bad timing. I really considered deleting this blog because of this. But these little messages have encouraged me a lot. I might actually leave this account as it is and not be too brash about it, lol 🫶🏽💛

Addressing an Ongoing Issue Before My Return

I have noticed strong similarities between my content and this person's ever since I created my blog, and just a few days later, this person @/hermetiqa changed the aesthetic of theirs. I know i am a small blog with less than 400 followers and i disappear a lot. I have had sad experiences with plagiarism before, people have stolen my work (tarot and non tarot), and even if this isn’t exactly that, it’s really frustrating when someone with a bigger blog starts taking a lot of inspiration from you, never acknowledges it, you block them, and even after being blocked, they come back and keep doing it.

There’s no problem with being inspired, the issue is the context and how often it happens. Especially because this person changed their aesthetic after I opened my blog, along with their masterlist. I only found out now that they kept going because some friends outside my tarot blog told me. My last post was in November and guess what? So was theirs. I don’t know them, and they don’t know me. But the vibe here for me stinks bad. There’s also one thought that crossed my mind, even if it sounds silly: their blog has been around longer than mine, so what if I come back and they do it again? I won't feel comfortable because they made it weird. They could have said: oh and this masterlist was inspired by clairdelune. Like, they have paid readings, and are gaining money out of people. If you are having a business at least be transparent and support newcomers with their small business too when there's something you like or something you take inspo from.

PSA: I don't want anyone to give me advice on how to proceed, I just want to vent about this and not feel like I'm crazy. Even if it doesn't seem like it, this takes A LOT of time and days. Making tarot readings for a lot of public is draining because of the energies, and then decorating and coming up with something to make it look attractive is also draining. It's not a crime to get inspired, but the way this person has handled it has made me angry and feel a very bad energy around it.

For context this was their blog before:

It was simple, cute, straight to the point with three pictures. When you went down to read your pile, no section of "signs" with mbti or astrological placements where there. I love mbti, i checked their readings superficially and never noticed them referencing them. Here, you can see it for yourself:

then here's where it all started for me. This is what their masterlist looked like before:

Now this is what it looked like after taking inspiration from me and not even changing the roman numbers. Just changing small details but the essence is there. That's the difference with inspo and copy. You can take inspo from someone but the essence is going to be yours. If they did not change a few little tiny things, this would be confused with mine.

After this I blocked them. My thought process was: If they are a big blog and can do this with no one raising their eyebrows, It's safe to say they could even take inspo from my pictures and even readings. I don't know them, I don't know if this could be a one time thing or something that can continue, or worse: something that can enter plagiarism. I was hoping this would be enough for them to never see my blog again. But no. It kept going. At least they haven't copied what i write as I am aware.

Now, this can get tricky because unlike plagiarism, this is more inspiration based. Which is not a crime, but again, this being done heavily, with no acknowledgement whatsoever because i am a lesser known blog and after getting blocked? Not so nice and too much to be coincidence. Check the dates.

Same months, and this one took two weeks because before that, they posted another reading in between. I mean, putting floating png objects is not a trademark. But after I blocked them for what they did with my masterlist it pissed me off. Right now, them gaining more interactions with their post after this and with no acknowledgement is what did not sit well with me. It is hard to be a new blog in the tarot community and opening a ton of ask games for people to then unfollow you when they get their energy and reading from you and never interact with your blog again. Specially when this was a chance for you to get some money for college. But then again, seeing the strong similarities gets tricky, but you can see the inspiration.

Mine:

Theirs:

They never posted that section before. You can see it in their readings before, right? So when I started posting it too, guess what? they did it too. You know, it doesn’t feel fair that even after blocking them so they would leave me alone and find someone else to get inspired by, they still have this recurrent thing with me and might keep doing it with anything new I come up with. Because i stopped posting readings, the last reading I posted was the same theme (romantic partner) and with strong similarities as mine. I have not posted ever since. The one before that for me was future spouse related and theirs too. You know what's crazy? Mine got a lot of trouble and issues with the aesthetic I had to pull it down. This person's energy is so down heavy it made me put down my reading.

This can be called speculation, but we are in a spiritual community and I believe this could not be a coincidence and their energy towards me is not a good one. You can check the date. All in november. This is also a warning for other tarot readers, if you are sensitive like me with people's vibes, beware when opening a tarot blog.

They don't just do it with one thing and move on, they keep doing it with several things even after not being well received by my end, and it becomes annoying and it literally made me put my own post down.

I just want to leave this here before closing this blog and moving on, because honestly this hasn't been my year and I know it’s just starting, but little things like this don't give me a good vibe to keep running such an open blog to any audience. The energy is so draining and I want to do impulsive things like deleting my posts. Because I start thinking back to times where people straight up stole my work or envied it and posted it as theirs and I don't want that happening again.

Again, please, be mindful with your comments. If you have something rude to say, keep it.

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