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Hi! This May I'm COMING BACK, but only for my followers whom i love so much. I’ll even be gifting a few free readings as part of my return to them (the ones that are always giving me likes when i am rambling? yes YOU! 🫵🏽). Also, maybe this way some people will finally stop so obviously copying the structure and aesthetic of my blog, even after being blocked and claiming they got it from Canva. Jeez, a shoutout instead would have been much nicer and such a cute interaction. I'll see you soon, and I’ll give you access to my private account with the readings once the blog is ready. Muack!

I had planned to open a tarot game today but the readings have left me exhausted hahaha stay tuned anyway! I'll be opening the tarot game in the next 1/2 dayss~

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Christian Dior by John Galliano fall 2002

★  Hello! :D This reading is a surprise and we will be focusing on your future spouse's personality. I'm a sucker for romance so I'm up for 4 piles (which is a lot for me considering I've only started doing free general readings a few weeks ago lmao it can be quite draining).  But will this stop me? absolutely not. This is about your future spouse's personality so it is likely that your spouse is not quite there at the moment (yk, we all mature or are in the process of it). I will also associate CHARACTERS most similar to the description of your future spouse. Take a deep breath, ask yourself the question and pick the pile that calls to you the most!

DISCLAIMER: this is a general reading it will be as close as possible to your situation but it will not be accurate. take only what resonates. if you want a more accurate reading you can book a reading! 

PILE ONE

Your future spouse has a very clear and mature personality. Someone who has undergone significant change. Definitely someone that matured a lot. They have freed themselves from many restrictions and seem to have everything in order when you meet them, both emotionally and financially. They are stable, dependable and again, mature. They don't allow themselves to be crushed by anyone and are resilient. For some of you they will look like they have it all, really. They will be someone who knows how to focus on what really matters without losing sight of their goals. Financial security is something they will have. Your future spouse may have had a crazy, even exciting, past. For a few of you a playboy even. They've matured a lot since then, but still carry that spark of excitement in them only with people they trust. Once you get to know them, they will make you laugh and will be exciting and fun.

You will meet your person when you make an important decision in your life that you struggled to make for a long time. It's as if you finally pluck up the courage to go for something after letting yourself get carried away by doubts or uncertainties. It is when you connect with this version of yourself that you will meet your future life partner. Best of all, new opportunities will surround you and you may meet them abroad (some of you, not all of you!), or when you start a new stage of your life. I feel a sense of freedom, of freshness. And I got really happy reading the cards. You will both be ready to meet one another.

At first the process of getting to know each other may be slow and, dare I say it, there may be misunderstandings. But nothing serious. It sounds like your future spouse is someone who struggles with opening up at all or feeling completely vulnerable. But nothing toxic or dramatic. Will not be someone who is going to play minds games with you. It just won't be a quick process of getting to know each other. You will take things slowly. Or even you, too, may even be cautious about getting to know them. For a few of you, your future spouse might be an introvert. There will be a mutual tension and curiosity in the air. The most extreme thing I see for some is misunderstandings over personal boundaries. For example: one may be too direct or forward and cause the other's personal space to feel threatened. It's nothing that can't be cleared up, though!

For the characters most similar or similar to the energy of your future spouse I have: Howl Pendragon, he's a man who seems to have it all under control, but is actually struggling with an existential crisis and leaving his past behind. They even give a nod to his past as a womanizer. From anime I don't know much, but I think of Itachi Uchiha, again, someone who seems strong, composed, competent and deeply mature, having grown through hardships while maintaining focus on what matters. Mr. Darcy even for the struggle to open up at first lmao. Really hard for me to remember a romantic comedy as close to this person as possible, sorry.

Signs: ISTP, INFJ, ENTJ and INTJ for a few of you. Fire, like Aries, Leo and even Sagittarius in Venus, Moon and Mars is very likely. Scorpio for the transformation. Leo Sun for a few of you. They might have a lot of Earth placements: Taurus definitely higher up there. I know it is a stereotype but that financial stability is something I've seen in people with some strong taurean placements (like a sun, venus or even mars in taurus in the 2nd house). Capricorn is up there too. Saturn trine Moon or Venus.

PILE TWO

I have no other way to describe them than as an interesting book that won't be easy to read, but will keep you hooked, curious and even seduced. I can't help but see that they will be secretive, calm and even aloof but mysterious. They may see romantic relationships in an unconventional way, but this is what will give them an authentic touch. For a few of you, they won't want a traditional marriage. They are, however, a very intelligent person. Very introspective. They are able to read between the lines and notice things that others might not normally notice. For some of you, a person that reads people well before they can even speak. A rich inner world despite being reserved. They are making it so hard to describe them lmao. I believe they are very private and reserved, but they are very seductive once you get to know them. The type who prefers deep conversations to superficial ones. Talk about everything a little bit and have a rich conversation. The type to remember details of the deepest things you have talked to them about or even things that you consider not so important that you have shared with them.

You are going to meet your person when both of you, or just them, are going through a stage where you feel stuck and are looking for a change. They may know that where they are currently gives them stability. Perhaps the job or where they are gives them that security, but they know deep down they needs to let it go and move on. Some of you will meet at a formal meeting, or a business related event. At first it will be a little tense or even uncertain. It is likely that the external situation will not let you two connect immediately. For example: perhaps one of you is looking for a new job, or is starting a business.

You will have palpable chemistry, and for some of you it may not be a marriage as such. You and your future spouse may be slow to make decisions or deal with certain issues. The lack of clarity and perhaps the reserved nature of your future spouse will make things so slow as to create frustration. A feeling that things are not moving forward as you would like them to. The key between the two of you will be learning to work together on communication and whether you both have the same values and vision for life. For some of you this may be a challenging connection. And for a very few of you, I don't see you getting married but this is as close as you will get.

For the characters most similar or similar to the energy of your future spouse I have: Megumi Fushiguro comes in the back of my mind and fits very well. Edward Cullen. Oh! and Giyuu! Miguel O'Hara (mostly because of how methodical, secretive and respected and even intimidating he became to others, not on an antagonistic energy tho).

Signs: Straight up textbook ISTJ for many of you. ISFP, INFJ and for others of you an INTJ. ESTJ for a very veeery few. Definitely a Capricorn/SCORPIO Moon or Capricorn/Scorpio Venus. Taurus Mercury for some. The competitive streak might be explained by a fire sign, maybe an Aries Mars or a Scorpio Mars (scared of y'all).

PILE THREE

A quick thinker. Speaks even faster. A remarkable capacity for analysis and strategy. Quick-witted and intelligent. One of those people who, if you tell them a clever joke, will respond with one that is just as good or even better. Somewhat restless but competitive. Will not tolerate mediocrity in their life. Their mental agility may make them come across a bit cold or cerebral at first. But they are simply very focused and guarded.

Whatever betrayals or hardships they’ve been through have created someone independent. Maybe even too independent, and when they meet you, things might move slowly before they let you in. This future spouse has experienced a lot of pain and sadness in the past, possibly facing betrayals or disappointments. This has led them to be more reserved and emotionally guarded—a gentle soul. They are quite rational, and for a few of you even leaning toward being pessimistic.

When you both meet, you will be looking for balance in your lives. I couldn't help but see the scales in the tarot cards. In short, balance/justice, whether professional or personal. You are likely to meet in a legal proceeding, a shared project, or simply evaluating what deserves to be in your lives that will bring balance or fairness to you. Your future life partner will be at a stage where they recognize that it is important to give and receive in a balanced way (I'm suspecting if either of you has any Libra in you), i.e., evaluating your priorities. Perhaps you will meet in a mediation service, volunteering, or a situation where the key is give and take.

The connection between you will be full of possibilities. You need to remember to set foot on the ground. You won't struggle to see a sky full of possibilities together, your only struggle is to get lost in it. Structure is key! The sky is the limit. It will be a stimulating connection. You will have shared dreams. Your future spouse may be more impetuous in pursuing their ambitions, while you are more likely to be more of a good judge of what steps to take. In short words, you complement each other.

For the characters most similar or similar to the energy of your future spouse I have: Satoru Gojo, he is quick-witted, competitive and even impulsive at times but deeply layered Definitely Flynn Rider. For Ghibli male leads, I could only think of Seiji Amasawa from “Whisper of the Heart,” seems distant but opens up emotionally as he becomes more secure in his relationship with Shizuku.

Signs: Yeah, they scream ENTJ, ESTP and ENTP to me. Air signs a lot too. Gemini is the one that I can definitely see in them, like an Gemini Venus/Mercury/Sun is definitely up here. Sagittarius sun definitely up there. Mars in Aries or Aries anything, really lmao.

PILE FOUR

Your future spouse will exude an aura of happiness! I see a relaxed, optimistic, and self-assured person. A very hardworking person too. Who does not let the bad things in life destroy their spirit. It makes me think of someone who lights up the room with their presence, someone you would not suspect them to have been through so much. They are satisfied with themselves, though they’ve come from difficult times that made them question their emotional stability. A charismatic person, who becomes the center of attention—or even artistic for some of you—who makes you feel like you’re the most special person in the world.

You will meet each other at a time of healing, when you are both leaving difficult situations behind. Situations where you have carried a burden that has left you exhausted.

Your future spouse will be quite committed, and will avoid falling into controlling and possessive dynamics with you. You will have a strong connection because you will have shared values and principles. You will grow emotionally together. Commitment will not feel like an obligation, but will feel natural and by having shared values and principles you will respect each other (wow). For a few of you, you may have to let go of old patterns, because you will be able to find stability without needing to be too dependent on each other.

For the characters most similar or similar to the energy of your future spouse I have: For this pile: Naruto Uzumaki, Yuuji Itadori (sweet, charismatic, unbreakable spirit and green flags). Elle Woods for the infectious energy, values she has (how she never broke her client's trust) and again, the charisma she has. Hashirama Senju (like full, this one a lot for his hardworking and charismatic spirit paired with his strong principles and values).

Signs: This person makes me think a lot about ENFP, ESFJ and ENFJ. From zodiac signs: pisces or water signs. Leo or even Sagittarius. Definitely Libra or even Aquarius. Moon trine Mars: emotional strength paired with action and positivity. They may have only one aspect in a sign and the most likely I can think of is Leo (their childlike ways can be similar to an Aries but Aries turns on as fast as it turns off, this person struggles lmao).

CRISTIN MILIOTI as SOFIA GIGANTE The Penguin (2024) dir. Craig Nobel

hi. The reading was very good and i hope it resonates. thank you so much again, have a good day/night 💘

Thank you lots for participating! :”) Hope you have a good day/night too~

hi 🤗

My reading was so cute, loved their reaction! It resonated with other readings that said they will be more in love with me after this, and this makes me so happy. Thank you a lot 💚🍋🍫🧁

Hi there! I’m so glad to hear that you loved the reading and that it resonated with you! It’s wonderful to know that it connected with what you’ve been feeling. Thank you for your kind words! ❣️

hi! i’m p.p 18 pisces rising! i have no placements in aries. my question is why am I struggling to find love? i have never dated anyone before but i have had crushes and heartbreaks. the ppl i catch feelings for often take advantage of that fact and i have reached a point where i am incredibly jaded about love due to the unhealthy disappointing and unlucky experiences i have had,, ty lots 💓

Why is PP struggling to find love?

What stops you is that you are very guarded. It's as if you shut yourself off and remain quite distrustful of others. You may also have high standards. Which I understand, because I do the same thing lmao (twin where have you been~ /jk). Never lower your standards though! And as I was saying, that distrust forms an emotional distance from others. The high priestess appeared reversed, and based on the context of your reading, maybe that distrust comes as a defense mechanism from bad experiences and is blocking your intuition. You need to learn how to stop them from having an influence in you to the point they no longer block you from connecting with others in a more healthy way. You may have inadvertently built a wall without realizing it. The reversed star in your spread seemed very saddening to me, the disappointments have been difficult for you. It is not bad to have high standards or to be careful with others, in your case it seems that your disappointments have tinted something that may be innocent, and instead of having standards and just being careful, you turned distant and distrustful. You need to open up without lowering your expectations. Imagine yourself as if you were someone using a brush to dust off a painting—it is not a bad thing! You're just removing the dust to take advantage of the use that beautiful paint can have in a room. The best way to do this would be if you become more emotionally independent and learn to be more compassionate with yourself and also with others (but this comes second lmao). Without lowering your standards. Just between us, your cards have a lot of color so there’s a hopeful future for you, there was just one gray card and it was a good one. You have a really softer side deep inside, don't let it get all dust up!

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