connorbutlost - ☆ Connor ☆
☆ Connor ☆

He/They/Ey/End・ Genderqueer, Queer・ Drawer of cats and stuff

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7 months ago
Transformers One Where Everything Is The Same Except The Circle Does Not Go Into The Square Hole

transformers one where everything is the same except the circle does not go into the square hole

7 months ago
Transformers One But They R Human!
Transformers One But They R Human!
Transformers One But They R Human!

transformers one but they r human!

7 months ago
Megatron, Thinking About Murder

Megatron, thinking about murder

Bee: and this is why lasagna is a salad.

7 months ago
Return To Sub Level 50
Return To Sub Level 50
Return To Sub Level 50

return to sub level 50

7 months ago
Since He's Physically Weaker, Bee Likes To Imagine He Can Do More For The Autobots

Since he's physically weaker, Bee likes to imagine he can do more for the Autobots

7 months ago
Thinking About The Puppyfication Of Bumblebee. I Think It's Mainly A Movie Thing That Started From Bayformers

thinking about the puppyfication of bumblebee. I think it's mainly a movie thing that started from bayformers

7 months ago

that one execution scene

7 months ago

all the things i never got to do

All The Things I Never Got To Do
All The Things I Never Got To Do
All The Things I Never Got To Do
7 months ago
Return To Sub Level 50
Return To Sub Level 50
Return To Sub Level 50

return to sub level 50

7 months ago

all the things i never got to do

All The Things I Never Got To Do
All The Things I Never Got To Do
All The Things I Never Got To Do
7 months ago
I Redrew That One Bumblebee And Optimus Hugging Gif In Their Transformers One Designs...
I Redrew That One Bumblebee And Optimus Hugging Gif In Their Transformers One Designs...
I Redrew That One Bumblebee And Optimus Hugging Gif In Their Transformers One Designs...

i redrew that one bumblebee and optimus hugging gif in their transformers one designs...

I Redrew That One Bumblebee And Optimus Hugging Gif In Their Transformers One Designs...

holding my stupid son like a subway sandwich because hes subway sandwich shaped

7 months ago
Their POV

Their POV

7 months ago
A comic featuring the characters Odile and Siffrin from the game In Stars and Time. Odile is a tall older woman with light skin, straight black hair pulled into a bun, rectangular glasses, and a long coat with large sleeves. Siffrin is a small, androgynous, young-looking adult with light skin and chin-length wavy white hair with the ends dyed black. He has an eyepatch over his left eye and is dressed in a white cloak.
Panel 1: The two are talking while sitting on the floor of a dark brick room with motes of magical light floating around. Odile is looking at Siffrin with a relaxed posture and a neutral face, while Siffrin is looking down and away from her with a sad expression. He asks, “What you said earlier, do you really care about...? … Never mind…” The speech bubble font gets smaller as the text goes on. He’s fidgeting with the brim of his wizard-like hat resting on his lap.
Panel 2: The camera angle shifts to point towards Odile, who’s narrowed her eyes at Siffrin with a stern expression. She says, “Siffrin,” in bold text with an angular speech bubble. Siffrin flinches and ducks his head. The camera being on his blind side means you can’t see his eye, but his eyebrows are pinched together and his mouth is pressed into a wavy line. He grips the brim of his hat harder.
Panel 3: The camera angle is the same, but now Odile’s face is softer and sympathetic. She says, “Of course we care about you,” with a round speech bubble and regular font. Siffrin’s shoulders have slumped and he looks more relaxed, but his head is still hung with a sad expression. He’s still firmly gripping the brim of his hat.
Panel 4: The same camera angle. Now Odile is reaching up to grab her own speech bubble from the previous panel. It still says, “Of course we care about you,” and it’s deforming like it’s made of cloth. Her mouth is closed, indicating she’s not actually speaking. Her eyes are sharp and intimidating, and she’s maintaining intense eye contact with Siffrin. Her posture has shifted like she’s getting ready to stand up. Siffrin has whipped around to look up at the speech bubble and his face is no longer in view. He’s leaning away from Odile slightly.
Panel 5: The camera has shifted to a high angle slightly behind Odile, who is now up on her knees looming over Siffrin. She’s gripping the “Of course we care about you” speech bubble by the tail and has it raised up behind her head, preparing to swing down and hit Siffrin with it. Her loose coat flares out behind her from the motion. Siffrin has stumbled and is lying on his side, staring up at Odile with his eye and mouth wide open in shock. He’s trying to scramble away from her while shielding his head with his arms. The hat that was on his lap is now on the ground between the two, and his cloak is bunched up awkwardly underneath him.

2024 September 14th

Do you ever wish you could beat into a character's head that they're loved? Because I sure wanted to beat Siffrin during my first playthrough of In Stars and Time. Then I thought about that figure of speech too literally, laughed at my own joke, and now here's me using Odile as a proxy to do just that. :)

I absolutely adore Odile's "you will be safe and happy and that is a threat" approach to emotional support. Her and Siffrin's dynamic in general is just chef's kiss.

Sorry about your hat, Siffrin, but it was destroying my panel composition when I tried to put it on your head.

Dev requests to be @'ed with fan art, so @insertdisc5 YEET

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For being rusty with art I'm really happy with this! That last panel in particular was very new territory for me but I think it came out good! I'm happy with the movement between panels in general. And look at me! Drawing backgrounds!! Wahoo!!

I drew these panels incredibly out of order, so you can see my art style and amount of effort fade in and out as you read, lmao. I tried to stay authentic to the game's style, but sort of gave up and let my style bleed through on the action-y panels. It just felt right. Gives it emphasis. :P

I'm new to writing screen reader image alt text, so feedback is welcomed. Sorry again to Siffrin because I forced myself to he/him them only to avoid confusion, but it felt bad! My fellow they/he, I have wronged you.

Time spent working on this comic was...... 33 hours and 18 minutes. I blame the rust, learning how to draw these characters on the fly, and figuring out the perspective on those bricks, oh my god.

Have some close-ups of my fave panels as thanks for clicking the read-more, mwa

Odile's intense glare from panel 4.
Siffrin crumpled on the ground from panel 5.
7 months ago

face studies idk

Face Studies Idk
7 months ago
Light Before Rain- Macaque

Light before Rain- Macaque

based on the one bakugo scene :)

7 months ago

Wet mouse intimidates random local god

Wet Mouse Intimidates Random Local God
7 months ago
Fanart For Peak (REALS ONLY!!!)
Fanart For Peak (REALS ONLY!!!)

fanart for peak (REALS ONLY!!!)

7 months ago
Did Not Expect A Heartbreaking Iteration Of Cain And Abel Story In A Silly Creature Game But Here We

did not expect a heartbreaking iteration of cain and abel story in a silly creature game but here we are

7 months ago
Survivor Is A Good Parent And I Will Not Let Anyone Tell Me Otherwise

Survivor is a good parent and I will not let anyone tell me otherwise

9 months ago
Fanart For @barrenclan

Fanart for @barrenclan

I love Blacknose, poor girl


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1 year ago

Someone said GL!ranboo with religious trauma, I said yes.

Someone Said GL!ranboo With Religious Trauma, I Said Yes.

And a up close shot of the face cause it looks cool

Someone Said GL!ranboo With Religious Trauma, I Said Yes.
1 year ago
Catching Some Z’s

catching some Z’s

1 year ago

Scenario (au): Cloudtail getting his 9 lives 

Firestar, joking: My nephew, now that you are here… witnessing this all. I must ask, do you now believe in Starclan? Cloudtail, very serious: nope Firestar: What??? But, I am literally dead- speaking to you from Starclan- Cloudtail: Logically, this is just a very realistic dream. Firestar: B-but all this evidence! Cloudtail: Quite fake if you ask me.

1 year ago

i saw ur nightheart posts and i noticed u hate him quite a lot and im curious for the reasons why! i hope it doesnt sound rude! its a genuine question out of curiousity not an attempt for you to justify ur opinion, personally im aloof when it comes to nightheart i think hes just an edgelord tbh

nah you're not rude dw i get it. tbh i don't hate HIM as a character, i mean he's kinda annoying but whatever. instead i hate everything about him as a written extension of the authors and their views. nightheart isn't real, and doesn't have opinions but they authors do and they speak thru him to a young and volatile audience that might not know better. (which is also why i don't buy the "unreliable narrator" thing)

they twist the female characters around him to fit their narrative of "poor misunderstood sadboy" surrounded by "cruel mean women". squirrelflight, sparkpelt and even finchlight already had personalities, squirrelflight especially is known for bending rules for what she views as "the right thing", so why would she turn around and scream at him for wanting to change his name? why would finchlight, in one book, support his name change and stick up for him, only for in the next book to completely turn around and call him disrespectful and selfish. they needed to create more drama for him. before his warrior ceremony, he pulls off dangerous stunts trying to show off during his test, and it ends up blowing up in his face and fails, and he doesn't see this as HIS failing, he blames squirrelflight and his mentor for "expecting more of him because he's related to firestar" which??? and for that plot point to be given to him instead of his mother sparkpelt who is multiple times described as the spitting image of firestar? but she's like, totally fine with it. she's never given anything to do ever until she becomes a mother, (except disagree with alderheart like once and be the "rude misunderstanding woman" for his story too.)

and speaking of mothers... sparkpelt lost her mate as she gave birth, two heavily traumatizing things happening simultaneously. she had post-partum depression for a while, which is a serious and debilitating illness that KILLS people. yet she was still able to feed the kits, she didn't abandon them. they had plenty of attention from their family and from the other nursery cats. they were never once neglected. she was only out of commission for about a month before squirrelflight helped her back on her feet but that doesn't matter, because for the narrative, (and by the fandom) she is treated like a horrible abusive mother who neglected her kids on purpose. which. first of all crookedstar couldn't even LOOK at his daughter for the first week of her life and he is heralded as nothing but a loving father. second, nightheart goes on and on about how she left him and how she is hardly his mother because (lilyheart? i dont remember) one of the other queens helped raise them for the first month. the erins tie the worth of their female characters to how good of a mother they are, and any deviations from the nuclear family with a working husband and a housewife are automatically bad in their eyes,( yet they killed off ferncloud because she was "too annoying" for being a loving nursery mom.) (also think about how anti-adoption they are. the second the po3 secret was out, suddenly brambleclaw and squilf were never their parents despite literally raising them) they are horribly misogynistic, and their female characters are just pawns for either manpain or to be baby machines. this doesn't even begin to touch on how boy crazy the female protags have been lately, bristlefrost was interesting at first but eventually just turned into a wife for rootspring and then fridged for manpain, and sunbeam suddenly deciding shes in love with nightheart even though he stalked her and creeped her out???

adding on to this point, during ashfur's takeover, sparkpelt is EXILED from thunderclan (after being mauled by dogs, and by who she believes to be her father btw) she BEGS imposterstar to let her stay because of her family but he refuses. finchpaw chooses to go with her mother but flamepaw stays behind. then in his POV parts, he goes on and on about how she walked out on him!

again, nightheart the character: not real. he's a puppet for the authors to speak their misogynistic rhetoric. i would LOVE if he was just kinda a whiny emo dirtbag, or an actual unreliable narrator and whenever he complained everyone around him rolled their eyes and was like "ok nightheart" . remember that scene in meet the robinsons where bowler hat guy is telling his tragic backstory and he's talking about ppl at school and his narration says "they alll HATED me" while everyone in the scene was like "hi goob cool binder!" or "hey wanna come hang out with me later?" THAT'S (hilarious) but also what an unreliable narrator is. if that was nightheart it would be so funny. but instead, he HAS to be right, he HAS to be mistreated by all these mean horrible women. sorry for ranting, i promise im not mad at you.

1 year ago

To be a man you do NOT have to:

Have short hair.

Bind your chest.

Have amab body parts.

Grow facial hair.

To be a man you DO have to:

Defend your Clan, even with your life.

Hunt only on your own Clan's territory.

Feed the Elders, Queens, Kits and the sick before you or your apprentice.

Kill prey only to eat.

2 years ago
Happy Birthday To The Series Ever

happy birthday to the series ever

2 years ago
RiverClan's Forest Camp
RiverClan's Forest Camp
RiverClan's Forest Camp
RiverClan's Forest Camp
RiverClan's Forest Camp

RiverClan's Forest Camp

I populated this based on who would be in camp right before Into the Wild: with Crookedstar and Oakheart in leadership, Leopardfur training Whitepaw, and Silverstream a newly appointed warrior.

2 years ago
Twitter stop hiding this challenge 

TW in doc

Warning doc on @/Sagutoyashttps://t.co/xw9hHFplyf

— Fae (@Illusionwvlf) February 12, 2023

For those who dont know, news broke today that Sagutoyas, a very spopular Warrior Cats animator, was grooming a 17 year old while she herself was 21. While this was happening, there were several adults in the community who knew of their interactions and said nothing. They have yet to be named by request of the victim.

While this news is shocking to hear, please keep the focus on the victim and not your own feelings. You may have "lost a good animator," but a 17 year old lost their sense of safety. Please be respectful in conversation around this topic.

2 years ago

6 fanarts thing !!!

6 Fanarts Thing !!!
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