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Dame Maggie Smith
1934-2024
Franz Kafkaâs Diaries, 1 July 1914
warnings:Â None, pure fluff, summer romance
word count:Â 7.8k
For once, Allie was grateful to be babysitting Erica Sinclair.Â
It was the hottest day of the year and the air conditioning of Starcourt Mall was a welcome alternative to being boiled alive in the June sun. She was trying to cool off in the food court, reading a new book she just picked from the store on the second floor when Erica slammed her bags on the table. The motion made her jump as Allie looked up at the little girl with a stern expression.Â
"What is it now, Erica?" Allie groaned. All she wanted was a little break from the youngest Sinclair and her posse of minions.Â
"I want ice cream."Â
"No one is stopping you, Sinclair. Go for it." Allie said, jerking her head at the nautical themed ice cream shop across the way.Â
"I can't," Erica said slowly, as if Allie wasn't understanding. "The girl who works there said I can't have any more samples. But you can."Â
The mischievous smirk on Erica's face sent a little trickle of worry down Allie's spine. She'd never admit that sometimes she was terrified of a ten year old.Â
Looking back up at the ice cream shop, Allie bit her lip before closing her book. Sacrificing her alone time in favor of ice cream didnât sound like that bad of an idea.Â
âFine. Come along, gremlinsâ she grinned at the face Erica pulled at her comment, stashed the book in her bag and made her way across the food court to Scoops Ahoy.Â
The ice cream parlor was packed, every table full of kids and teens in search for the perfect cool down during summer break. Her mouth was watering just dreaming of the ice cream sundae she was going to order, once Erica and her friends had their own, of course. If there was one thing the mall didnât need more of, it was a hangry bunch of pre-teens.Â
As she approached the counter, she could see Robin speaking animatedly with her coworker. She always looked very passionate when she talked but she looked like a conspiracy theorist pointing at her whiteboard this time. Suddenly, her coworker took off his little sailorâs hat and her breath caught in her throat. That hair.
Of course it was Steve Harrington behind the counter. Today of all days, when her long curly hair was tucked up in a messy bun and she felt ragged from dealing with Erica and her antics all day. Allie knew him from around the hallways at Hawkins High, and always had a bit of a crush on him. She took a deep breath, and swiped the baby hairs away from the sticky sweat of her forehead as she stepped forward to the counter.Â
âAhoy there! Would you like to set sail on an ocean of flavour with me? Iâll be your captain, Steve Harrington. What can I start you with?â He leaned forward on the counter, and smirked at Allie, his amber eyes twinkling in the lights.Â
Allie could feel the words as they tumbled out of her mouth, âice cream.â
She groaned and scrunched her nose up, embarrassed that she had blurted out the most prominent words she could think of. His tongue flicked over his bottom lip and his small smirk turned into a full-blown cheeky smile. She could see his lips moving but every ounce of her focus was poured into the two soft freckles on his neck.
âAllie?â Erica flicked her arm bringing her back to reality. Visibly confused she looked to Erica who had an eyebrow raised in annoyance. âFarrah Fawcettâs secret child just asked you a question, were you even listening, or were you daydreaming about your little book boyfriend again?âÂ
Steve leaned on the counter, elbow propped up by the register.Â
"Book boyfriend, huh? Well, how about a real life boyfriend? Got one of those you might be thinking of?"
Allie wanted to dissolve into the floor as he smiled, the flush rising in her cheeks. She could see Robin over his shoulder rolling her eyes. Erica elbowed her, shoving her way to the front before Allie could answer.Â
"Give us the goods, sailor boy. I don't have all day," she sassed.Â
âSorry but you already had enough samples, Sinclair. Now, let the adults talk.â he said, not taking his eyes off the beautiful girl in front of him, who was blushing at Ericaâs mention of her book boyfriend.
âSo, that book boyfriend of yours. Whatâs better about a book boyfriend than a real boyfriend?â he asked.
Allieâs gaze fell to her hands. She needed to look away from his eyes for a second because they were just too much. She picked at the polish on her nails, thinking of a way to murder a child and not go to jail. Never had she felt so embarrassed in her life. But she needed to come up with an answer soon before Erica said something worse, if that was even possible.Â
She huffed out a breath and met Steveâs eyes again, âWell, I guess that um, they wonât disappoint you like most real-life guys do.âÂ
Steve stuck out his bottom lip and nodded once, raising an eyebrow at her, âCanât say you're wrong thereâ He winked, standing up straight and twirling the ice cream scoop in his hand.Â
God, this man was more charismatic than she remembered. Just the movement of his hand in that motion made her head go all fuzzy. Erica may have started with the embarrassing comments, but Allie knew she was definitely not doing herself any favors here either. She had to change the subject and fast.Â
âCotton candyâ She spit out, crossing her arms over her chest and shaking her head a little, trying to get her attention away from the spinning of his hand. âCould I try the cotton candy ice cream⊠please?â Allie asked properly, shooting him a smile.
âExcellent choice,â he laughed, grabbing her a small bowl. He extended it across the counter but didnât let go as her hand brushed his, âgotta be careful with this one. Too much of it will turn your tongue pink.âÂ
âI guess Iâll have to try something different next time,â she pulled the bowl from his hand and she could feel the heat rising up her neck.Â
âAhem,â Erica cleared her throat.Â
âSheâll get a banana split,â Allie smiled as she pressed the tiny sample spoon to her tongue and let the ice cream melt from the heat.Â
Steve nodded, brushing a piece of his golden brown hair behind his ear as he got to putting together her sundae. Once he had finished he slid it across the counter to her without taking his eyes off Allie who was digging in her purse for change.Â
âPretty girls get one free banana split,â he laughed and Robin audibly groaned from the back room loud enough for Allie and Steve to hear her. âUnfortunately, you also only get one sample so youâll just have to come back tomorrow to try another flavor.â
"How many flavors are there exactly?" Allie laughed, dropping her sample spoon in the small trash can by his side.Â
Steve's eyebrows furrowed as he counted silently. He sighed before putting his hands on his hips.Â
"Thirty five, so if you wanna try each one by the end of the summer, you might wanna start tomorrow," he said with a shrug.Â
"Will you be here? I mean, I might need some help."Â
Steve's eyes lit up as a "no way" came from the open kitchen window.Â
"Yeah, I, uh, will be here," he stammered out with a broad grin.Â
After all the times he âsuckedâ - at least thatâs the way Robin always put it - he didnât expect this to be the outcome.
âGreat,â she smiled, âI guess Iâll see you tomorrow then.âÂ
She was about to leave, the little gremlins already ahead of her, as Steveâs voice made her stop in her movements.
âAllie!âÂ
She turned around, facing him again, but he remained still, as she waited for him to continue.
He hesitated as if he wasnât sure what exactly to say, or ask even.Â
âSee you tomorrow.â he said with a soft smile on his lips.
Allie bit her lip and let out a soft laugh. Steve Harrington, flustered. Because of her. That was definitely a sight to behold.Â
âSee you tomorrow, Harrington.âÂ
As she walked out of the shop, she smiled to herself and thought about what the following days would bring. It might turn out to be a good summer after all. She shook herself out of her daydream after Erica cleared her throat. Head tilted and brows raised at her babysitter.Â
âThat was nasty. Even with the free banana split.âÂ
âJust eat your ice cream, Sinclair.â Allie rolled her eyes in annoyance.Â
The following day, Allie brought Erica to meet her friends at Starcourt once more, all of them taking off towards the arcade as soon as they got there, but not before Erica paused and placed her hands on her hips.Â
âLemme guess, I can find you at the ice cream shop when weâre done?âÂ
âI will be in the food court. Go have funâ Allie said through gritted teeth, causing the little girl to roll her eyes before taking off to find her friends.Â
Once the kids were out of sight, she made her way casually into the ice cream shop, twisting a dark curl around her finger as she pretended to read the menu on the wall. Alle glanced over at the counter just in time to see Robin walk into the back room.Â
âHey dingus, this ones for you..â She heard, causing an involuntary smile to form on her lips.
Allieâs chest tightened as she heard the metal hinges swing open from the back door. Steve slid out, cleaning his lips with the back of his hand as he made his way to the counter. âHi,â she said quietly, her voice suddenly so small in his presence.
Robin disappeared into the back as he leaned over the counter to come eye level with her as he finished chewing whatever he had been snacking on.Â
âHow's the tongue?â He asked and Allie flushed red instantly, why did he want to know that she panicked silently. âShit, the cotton candy ice cream⊠turns your tongue pink⊠it was dumb.â He ran his hand hair nervously and shook his head in shame.
She chuckled, shaking her head at him. Her curls hadnât cooperated that morning, frankly, they hadnât been doing so all week with the heat wave but she had dared leave them down and now they were sticking to her sweaty neck. Banishing her nerves the best she could she playfully stuck her tongue out, âready for more flavor tasting.â
âWhat will it be today?â He laughed, his big doe eyes flickered to her lips quickly before he shifted to the ice cream case.Â
 Allie hummed as she tapped her chin playfully. âLetâs do mint chocolate chip today, captain.â she said with a wink.Â
Steveâs tongue darted out across his bottom lip as he shook his head and tried to hold back a smile. Allie watched him as he grabbed the cup and scooped up a sample of the ice cream she had chosen. He wasnât wearing his sailor cap today either. The wild wisps of brown hair that framed his face catching in the fluorescent lights of the shop as he moved. He placed the cup on the counter and handed her the spoon. Fingers lingering on top of each other once again caused Allieâs stomach to flood with butterflies.Â
âGave you a little extra today, our little secret.âÂ
Allie made a mock locking motion at her lips with her free hand as he smiled at her.Â
âWait, arenât you gonna try?âÂ
He stammered at her question, âI donât-â
âWell I said letâs didnât I?âÂ
âRobin, can you man the counter Iâm taking my 15.â Steve yelled back as he fumbled around the counter for an extra spoon before he followed Allie back to a table.Â
Allie let out a genuine laugh as Steve caught up with her, smirking over at him as she watched him push his hand through his hair. It was nice to see him flustered for once because of her, instead of the other way around.Â
âOk, what do you prefer, cotton candy or mint chocolate chip? Be honestâ She asked, taking a seat at a vacant table and putting the bowl of ice cream in the middle.Â
Steve thought for a moment as he sat across from her, tapping the spoon on his plump lips, âSee that depends on the day. Sometimes I need something sweet like cotton candy, but other times.. You just need that classic tang of the mint, you know? Itâs sweet but has that secret side to it that keeps it exciting..â He smirked, taking a scoop of the ice cream and holding it out. âPlus, I like the green of this one⊠it matches your eyesâÂ
Allieâs whole body warmed under his stare as she pulled the spoon from her lips. She secretly loved mint chocolate chip and now sheâd never eat it again without thinking about Steve Harrington noticing the color of her eyes.Â
âSo is mint chocolate chip your favorite?â She asked knowing the implications of her question.
He swallowed hard, his throat bobbing against the silly collar of his sailor's uniform as he composed himself to answer her. âIt is today, yesterday it was cotton candy,â his soft lips curled into a smile as he watched her turn red.Â
âHow do you do that?â Allie asked him, watching his eyes flicker across her features in confusion. âOne minute youâre a flustered mess and then you open your mouth and you say something cute as if you planned it.â
Steve laughed nervously, opening his mouth to say something but his cheeks flushed red and he pressed another scoop of ice cream to his tongue. Allie followed suit, distracted by the way his lips pressed together as he enjoyed the sweet treat with her.Â
âIf I tell you all my secrets youâll just take them into the mall and use them on other boys,â he shrugged with a smile forming on his face.Â
âOr maybe Iâll use them on you and that's what youâre really afraid of,â she laughed and he scoffed with a soft shake of his head.Â
Steveâs break flew by and Allie retreated to the food court with the promise of tomorrow and the next 33 flavors.Â
As the days turned to weeks the two continued to get comfortable around the other. Eye contact was held for longer, conversations flowed more naturally and lingering hands found each other from across the table.Â
The third week sailed in and Allie made her way back into Scoops Ahoy, with a big smile and a little extra weight in her bag. Butterflies had never left her stomach the whole time but she hadnât felt this nervous in a while. And when Steveâs eyes lit up watching from the back room window, she knew she was smitten.
He gave her a small wave and his cheeky smile that made her fall head over heels for the man even more. She waved back with a sweet smile, oh if only he knew what he was doing to her. It felt like her heart could burst out of her chest from how fast it was beating. So when he walked out from the back room, she needed to take a couple of deep breaths to steady herself.Â
He stopped on the other side of the counter and placed his hands on top. His golden brown hair was messy but neatly tucked behind his ears. A couple of strands managed to find a way to fall forward.Â
She needed to bite the inside of her cheek in an attempt to not lean forward and fix it. To touch him.Â
âI like that.â His eyes lingered over her face for a bit before stopping on her eyes.Â
She chuckled nervously, his gaze felt so much more intense than before. âLike what?â
âYour smile, itâs nice to look at âŠâ He grabbed a scoop from the counter and twirled it around in his hand before saluting with it. âWhat flavor for the lady today?â
A blush crept up Allieâs cheeks and she bit her bottom lip to stop the smile from growing any bigger. Every time this man spoke to her, she felt all tingly inside. But there was no way she was going to let him see that side of her. Not yet.
âActually, I have something for you firstâ She grinned proudly, reaching into her bag and pulling out a book, sliding it across the counter towards him. âThis was the book I was reading the first day I came in here, and I thought you might like it. The main character is so sweet. I thought she might make a good book girlfriend for youâÂ
Steve let out a laugh and took the book, turning it over in his hands as he examined the cover, âBook girlfriend huh? I think I could give that a shotâ He smirked, before turning and putting the book on the back counter. âSo got a flavor in mind for today?âÂ
âWhat number are we on?â She asked, looking over at the display case.
âHm, 13 I thinkâÂ
âYou pick, then. Lucky number 13 has to be a Steve Harrington pickâÂ
Taking a moment to look over the flavor list, a wide smile appeared on his face, âI have the perfect one..â He spoke confidently, as he scooped the ice cream. âRocky Road. A crowd favorite. And a personal oneâ
"Oh wow, a personal one? Why wasn't it the first suggestion then?" she teased, watching him scoop out way more ice cream than a normal sample size.Â
Steve walked around, coming through the door built into the counter to hand her the cup.Â
"Can I tell you something?" he asked, leaning in closer to her than he ever has been.Â
Allie felt her breath shorten as she nodded, the sweet smell of waffle cones and whatever he used in his hair that morning filling her head. She could count more of the freckles on his cheeks and noticed how the tips of his eyelashes are a golden brown, just like his hair.Â
"I kinda like to hog it all to myself. Devious, I know, but it's just too good," Steve whispers as Allie giggles at his expression, taking the cup of ice cream. This time his fingers trail against hers in a way that is more than obvious.Â
"Your secret is safe with me. Can't have you losing your job or anything," Allie murmured, looking up at him before taking a bite of ice cream.
Steve bit the corner of his bottom lip as his eyes zeroed in on her lips and lingered for a beat. She smiled as his eyes found his way back to hers after she let the spoon go with a pop. Â
âYou got your spoon, Harrington?âÂ
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Saturday arrived in the blink of an eye and like the ones before during these past few weeks, Allie made her way back to Starcourt Mall. Theyâd gotten into the habit of having lunch together on Saturdayâs since sheâd be relieved of her babysitting duties for the weekends. When she arrives at the counter, sheâs met with Robin refilling the spoons.Â
âHey Robin.â
âAh, welcome oh great oneâ she curtsied, and Allie snorted a laugh as her eyes widened.Â
âWhat?âÂ
âNothing, I've just never seen Steve read a book so intently in his life. He hasnât let it go ever since you gave it to him. Not that itâs that much of a surprise of course. I mean you guys have been spending time together every day this summer and he canât pull his eyes away from you even if he tried.âÂ
Robin rambled on and Allie felt like she was in a daze. Not that she thought that he wouldnât have read it but certainly not that heâd like it so much he wouldnât put it down. As if he was summoned, the backroom door swung open, a flushed Steve holding the door open book in hand. He ran a hand through his hair and sent her a smile that made her feel like her legs were going to give out.Â
âHi.â He breathed.
Allie let out a small giggle and tucked a curl behind her ear, âHiâ She repeated, clasping her hands in front of her and returning the smile.Â
Steve made his way over to where she was standing and held the book out to her, âThis was amazing.. Iâm not a book guy, but any more recommendations, Iâll be happy to take themâ He grinned.Â
âBook recommendations for ice cream samples? I think I can accept thatâ She took the book back from him and noticed a little piece of paper sticking out of it. Not thinking anything of it, she tucked it into her bag.Â
The two of them had their usual ice cream date, trying a rainbow sorbet this time to be different. The conversation flowed as smoothly as ever, and at one point as they were talking their hands touched on the table, but neither of them pulled away. Instead, Steve casually intertwined their fingers as they talked.Â
Again, his 15 minute break flew by fast and they said their goodbyes. Steve shot her a wink as he walked back into the store. âYou should uh, check that book by the way..âÂ
Allieâs brows furrowed together, as she watched him walk away. She pulled out the book, and again found the piece of paper, pulling it out and unfolding it in her hand.Â
âYou were right, I did like this girl. But sheâs not youâ the note read, causing an involuntary grin to break out on her lips.Â
She placed a hand in front of her mouth, shaking her head while her smile just widened every time she re-read the note. She turned her head to where he stood before to see if heâd caught a glimpse of how hard she was crushing over him, by just his beautiful written words, but he was nowhere to be seen. He mustâve walked to the back room.Â
She smiled to herself while thinking if Steve had the same expression on his face as her, maybe he even felt nervous of the thought of what she would think about the note. Steve Harrington being nervous and flushed over a girlâŠmaybe he even paced back and forth while thinking if his move was all too much and too forwardâŠÂ
Well Allie didnât.Â
She turned the note and took out a pen from her bag, scribbling down the words that she hoped would have the same effect if sheâd said it face to face.Â
Exactly what I thought about my so-called book boyfriend, until I met you.Â
She folded it and walked over to the desk where Robin stood while scooping up ice cream for a customer. She quickly placed the note on the counter top, clearing her throat to have her attention.Â
It suddenly felt really hot. More than usual. âHi. Can you please give this to Steve when you see him again?â She asked with a soft smile.Â
Robin lifted a brow and looked down to the note, a smirk grew on her lips before she looked up to her. âSuuure, Iâll handle it.â
Allie watched as Robin disappeared to the back before rushing off. She bit her lip to keep from squealing, doing a little happy jump that earned her a weird look from a passing older couple as she left the mall into the sticky summer air.Â
Another week passed. A week full of waves and smiles across the mall as Allie ushered Erica and her friends around and another lunch date on Saturday that had her crying laughing as Steve desperately tried to avoid an interrogation by Dustin Henderson.Â
The next Saturday at noon, Allie excitedly hurried to the ice cream shop as the familiar hustle and bustle of the mall went on around her. When she approached the counter, she noticed something was off. Robin was the only one there, grumbling as she wiped down the counters.Â
"Hi Robin," she said softly, trying to hide her disappointment.Â
"Hey Allie. Sorry, no lover boy today. He didn't tell you?"Â
Emotion choked any words that could have come out as Allie shook her head. How could she be so dumb? She had never even asked for his phone number. But then again, he'd never asked for hers. Her mind started racing as she mumbled something to Robin before turning to walk away.Â
As she rounded the corner, Allie ran into someone, hands catching her before she was knocked to the ground. She looked up, relief rushing through her body as Steve gazed down with a smile teasing his lips.Â
"Sorry, had to take Henderson home. Didn't figure you'd want that little shit joining us again."Â
Allie laughed, smoothing the lapels of his polo shirt with a gentle hand. It was the first time all summer she'd seen him without that ridiculous sailor suit.
"I thought you'd forgotten," she said, looking up through her eyelashes.Â
"Forget you? That's impossible," Steve murmurs before pushing a curl behind her ear.
âO-Oh.â the blush creeped up her chest at his admission as she stammered, his fingers still tucked behind her ear.Â
He ran his eyes over her face. Almost like he was seeing her for the first time, taking in every single one of her features. She couldnât help but smile as he ran his hand down her arm slowly igniting every nerve fiber in her body until he reached the tips of her fingers and gave her a soft squeeze.Â
âYou hungry?â
âStarving, actually.âÂ
âWell, we canât have that. Letâs go get you fed.â he chuckled as he laced his fingers in hers and they began walking back towards the food court.
Allie smiled at him, and gave his hand a little squeeze, his thumb gently running over her knuckles as they walked. Ok, so maybe carting around Erica Sinclair and her friends to the mall all summer hadnât been so bad.Â
When they got to the food court, Steve outstretched his free arm and gestured widely, âThe choice is yours. Anything you wantâÂ
A giggle escaped her lips, as she dramatically thought and looked around, âI think Iâm feeling a burger todayâÂ
âAs you wish, mâladyâ He winked at her, making their way over to Burger King.Â
They got their food, and found themselves a fairly secluded table where it could just be the two of them. As they ate, their conversation moved along from Allie telling Steve about Ericaâs new antics from the week, and Steve explaining Robinâs whiteboard to her from when they first met. There were little touches, and nudges, and so many laughs Allie swore she was going to combust. Everything always felt so easy and natural with Steve.Â
Steve reached forward, and brushed her curls off her shoulder, his fingertips brushing lightly along the crook of her neck.Â
âHey, what are you thinking about? Youâve been staring at me for a whole minuteâ He quipped.Â
She stared at him for a moment longer, trying to figure out exactly what she wanted to say. Unsure how he would take her next words, âdo you want me to be honest?âÂ
âAlways,â he smiled, his fingers lingered on her skin and he grabbed her hand gently in his. âYouâre making me nervous,â he laughed and the food court lights made his eyes glimmer.Â
âI was just thinking of all the ways I could screw this up,â she admitted. âIâm not in your league and there are so many other girlsââÂ
Her words were cut off by Steveâs lips brushing her knuckles, he peered up at her through his thick lashes. âI took you to Burger King, do you think I would just buy anyone a cheese burger?âÂ
âItâs not thatââ she sighed.Â
âI know what it is, Allie,â he got serious for a moment. His brows pinching together and his tongue pushing against the inside of his bottom lip. âIt may not seem like it but I think about how I donât deserve you every time you walk through the doors of Scoops. I want to be here with you, Iâd beg for a chance every day if you had turned me down.âÂ
She stared down at his hand that still held hers. He rubbed the back of her hand with a thumb and she placed her free hand on top of it, stopping his movement. She took a deep breath, she couldnât look up to meet his eyes from the words she was about to say. The thought wasnât new. Every time she left the ice cream shop sheâd thought about it, scared for that day to come.Â
âSo youâre not going to ditch me because Iâm not like the other girls you've dated?â Her voice slightly broke at the end.Â
Steve sighed. He pulled back his hand and placed two fingers under her chin so he could lift up her head, whispering softly.
âAnd what are the other girls like to you?â
She huffed and looked to the ceiling while shaking her head. How stupid could she be? Steve had literally mentioned it in the note with his beautiful words.. but that could also be just something he says to every girl he meets, the safe card to play.Â
Two warm hands cupped her face and once again was she met by those warm and kind eyes she could get lost in for hours.Â
He lifted a brow and smiled softly in an attempt to make her keep going.Â
âTheyâreâŠpretty. Like really pretty.â She whispered.Â
He leaned in closer, eyes never leaving hers. Her mouth started to feel dry and face hot from how close they were. âBut not nearly as pretty as you, Allie. Youâre just getting prettier each day. Iâm not going to be a fool and let go of this stunning woman, believe me. You're stuck with me.â He chuckled slightly as he rubbed her cheeks with his thumbs.Â
Allie leaned into his one hand and closed her eyes, relishing in his soft skin. His words washed over her like waves. She wanted to fully believe him, but that doubt would always be in the back of her mind, just a little bit.Â
âWell, I consider myself very lucky to be the one sitting here with you tonightâ She whispered, finally looking up to meet his amber eyes, and shooting him a small smile.Â
His eyes raked over her features, and he started to lean in, both of them inching closer to each other, the tips of their noses just brushing as Steveâs tongue ran across his bottom lip.
âHey Steve!â Robin rounded the corner, and crossed her arms over her chest. âI know youâre off today, but the till is off by a couple dollars and I donât know what happened, and now Iâm freaking out because what if someone short changed me and I didnât realizeâŠâÂ
âRobin! Iâll ⊠Be right thereâŠâ Steve let out a sigh, dropping a hand from Allieâs face, but keeping his eyes on her. âIâm so sorry, if it was anyone else I would tell them to solve it themselves, but when she gets frustrated, itâs just.. Itâs better if Iâm there to help her..âÂ
Allie sucked in a breath and smiled, âItâs okay, I understand.. I uh, should get home anyway. I have to be at the Sinclairâs early in the morningâ She leaned forward and pressed her lips to his cheek. âThank you for today Steve.. And every day this summer. Iâll see you tomorrow, yeah?â
Steve nodded, looking slightly flustered and disappointed but she let him go. He was too kind, his heart too big and it was in his nature to help the people he loved at the sacrifice of his own well being.Â
The next week blew by, she continued to stop by to get ice cream but Steve seemed distracted more and more. Tempted to ask him whatâs wrong, Allie took Erica home early that Friday and returned before the parlor closed. Steve was cleaning the counter as Robin stuffed her uniform into her bag.Â
âHey this is a surprise,â he looked up, happy to see her. His hair was fluffy and his eyes were tired but bright when he caught the sight of her.Â
âCan we talk maybe?â She asked quietly.Â
âI have to drive Buckley home, can it maybe wait until tomorrow?â He looked sad, but Robin appeared from the kitchen and patted him on the shoulder.Â
âIâll walk,â she winked at him, âbut you owe me a drivers lesson now.â Â
Allie whispered a small âthank youâ in Robinâs direction as she walked past her. Nerves settling in her stomach as she thought of what the conversation ahead could bring. She twisted the ring in her finger as Steve rounded the counter and made his way toward her. Settling his hands on her waist, he leaned in to place a kiss on her cheek.Â
âHi there pretty girlâ he said with a smile as his thumbs brushed reassuringly at her sides.Â
âHiâ she breathed, letting out a soft nervous laugh.Â
âYou want anything? I can take some stuff back out for you.âÂ
âNo, no thatâs ok. Iâm good, thanks.âÂ
âOk,â she saw as concern flashed through his eyes, âwhatâs on your mind?â
âI justââ she sighed looking around. His eyes had the power to make her so nervous she felt like she was going to explode. The mall was so quiet only the sound of metal doors sliding to the floor as everyone went home for the night.Â
âNot here,â he looked around and tugged on her fingers and pulled her into the back. She had never been back here before but I was bigger than she had imagined. A large freezer against the back wall along with a large table in the middle of the room and a few smaller ones that lined the perimeter.Â
He led her to the table and before she could protest both his hands gripped into her hips and lifted her to where she was sitting atop of it. Her eyes completely level with his and unable to avoid the contact. She sighed, she had wanted to avoid the soft sparkle in his honey brown eyes but looking at him now she had forgotten all her speech.Â
âYouâve been weird all week,â he said, his hands still on her hips, his fingers tapped nervously against her skin. âWas it something I did?âÂ
Her chest rose and fell softly, a pathetic chuckle leaving her lips as she brought her hand up to rub her thumb against the freckles on his throat. He swallowed tightly under her touch, searching for answers to stifle his misguided guilt.Â
âIâm nervous,â she admitted, âwhen we talked about the girls the other day I wasnât fully honest. Youââ she sighed.Â
âI have a reputation,â he shook his head and a few hairs fell out of place as he dropped his gaze to her lap. âYouâre scared Iâm only doing this for sex, is that how you see me?âÂ
His fingers loosened their grip on her and started to pull away but she grabbed his hands before he could.Â
She leaned closer to him and slowly placed her hands on his chest, feeling his steady heartbeats. It had a soothing effect on her. She could lay her head against his chest and just listen to it for a whole day while they talked about anything.Â
She started to realize that this man meant the world to her.Â
She took a deep breath and picked the words carefully in her mind, she really didnât wanted this to turn out the wrong way.Â
âSteve HarringtonâŠâ Her words made him look up again, sadness was set in his eyes and she needed to swallow the thick lump in her throat to not break in front.Â
âListen, ever since Iâd walked in here for the first time Iâve got a reason to get up from bed everyday, a reason to put my problems aside and just be. I feel that I can be myself around you and you see me for the one I truly amâŠbut I remember school. People talked about you, I saw you walking down the hallway with a new girl around your arm every month. I donât want to sound rude to you but why Iâm being this honest with you is because I just donât want to be that girl Stevie. I donât want you to leave me, I want to stayâŠI feel so safe with you.â
She couldnât hold back the tears anymore, feeling how the dam in her eyes was on the edge to spill between the cracks. Closing her eyes, she felt them streaming down her cheeks. Steve didnât answer but she felt the warmth of his hands against her cheeks, thumbs grazing softly against her wet skin to erase the traces of her sadness.Â
He placed his forehead against hers, their heavy breath mixing in the air between them, lips almost touching. She stared at them as he licked his lips before he whispered.
âI know that I may have not been the best boyfriend materialâŠbut with you, fuck, you donât know what youâve done to me. I canât even remember who I was before I met you. I wonât let you go Allie, I canât let you go I promise.â
Allie sniffed and she placed her hands against his cheek with their noses touching. She looked up to him through her glossy eyes and she swore she could see tears at the corner of his eyes.
"You know," Steve whispered, his breath warm against her lips. "I really wish I wasn't wearing this stupid costume while we did this."Â
She laughed, running her fingers down the lapel of his outfit.Â
"I kinda think it's cute."Â
Steve stepped even closer to her, his hips fitting perfectly between her legs. Heat rushed to Allie's face as his nose once again grazed hers.Â
"Allie, can I kiss you?"Â
She nodded as he bent his head, lifting her chin so he could look her in the eye. Her eyelashes fluttered closed as Steve pressed his lips to hers. He was soft and sweet, way better than anything she'd been served over the past month. She smiled against his mouth when she felt his fingers tangle in the curls at the back of her neck. He pulled away, slightly breathless, and tried to straighten up, but she grabbed the back of his neck to stop him.Â
"I wasn't done yet, Harrington," Allie breathed, earning her a heartstopping grin as his hands slid around her back.
âBelieve me,â he said between kisses, slightly out of breath, âthe way I was thinking about you all day, dreaming about you all night,â he put his forehead against hers, âI couldnât imagine doing something else.âÂ
His words only made her want him more. Diving back into the kiss, this time more passionate, he felt the warmth in his body growing.Â
This was everything he dreamed of - to feel the affection, the love, the passion. To feel her.Â
In his eyes, this moment was perfect - she was perfect.
Steveâs tongue brushed her bottom lip asking for permission to further deepen the kiss. Allie let out a soft sigh letting her lips fall open. As their tongues danced together her hands caressed the hairs at the nape of his neck to pull him as close to her as she possibly could. If she could, sheâd stay here forever. They smiled into the kiss as they pulled apart slightly and Steve nipped at her bottom lip.Â
âI really really donât wanna stop kissing you right now but um, can I actually show you something thatâs pretty cool?â
âI personally thought kissing you was pretty cool,â Allie laughed as Steve helped her slide from the table to her feet.Â
He looked down at her, trailing her features with his big puppy dog eyes. His soft, kiss sore lips curled up and he brushed a piece of her hair back off her face with a single finger. âWe can get back to that,â he laughed, leaning forward to steal another. âAfter I show you this.âÂ
He wrapped his hand around hers and tugged her through the back door of the shop and into the cold back storage hallway of the mall. âThis is creepy Steve,â she raised a confused eyebrow at him causing him to laugh wildly.Â
The sweet sound bounced off the empty hall and made her feel all warm and comfy inside as he walked her through the hall. She watched as he scurried a head, tilting her head she watched as he pulled open another door as quietly as he possible could.Â
âHey, eyes up Allie,â he motioned to his face with his hands.Â
âSorry. Your butt just looks so cute in those shorts, itâs distracting,â she laughed walking to catch up with him.Â
"Yeah, well, prepared to be amazed by something even better than my butt. Hard to believe, I know, but you've clearly never seen...."Â
Steve wrenched open one of the large steel doors to a seemingly empty space, darkness filling the doorway. Allie looked confused, glancing up at Steve. He jerked forward, reaching in to flip on the lights. The room was illuminated, revealing the inside of an empty movie theater.Â
"Back to the Future," he said with a shrug, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.Â
"Oh my god, I've been wanting to go for weeks but none of my friends will go!" Allie shrieked before running in.Â
She skipped up the theater steps a few rows before turning back. Steve was still standing at the doorway, watching her with a soft smile. He shook his head before joining her, guiding her to a seat before plopping down beside her.Â
"Hey Steve," Allie whispered.
"Yeah?" he said, leaning forward to hear her better and to just get closer to her soft skin.Â
"We kinda need the movie to be turned on."
"Oh shit!" Steve exclaimed, jumping up over the back of the seat to run to the top of the theater.Â
Allie watched on with a lovestruck grin as he hopped up into the projector room.Â
"I know this guy Eddie who got fired for watching movies on the clock," Steve's voice came from the dark room above. "But before he left, he may have let me know how to work this bad boy."Â
The screen flickered on as Steve jogged back down to Allie's seat. He ran a hand through his hair, out of breath but smiling widely.
âImpressive huh?âÂ
âOh yeah, Iâm extremely impressed.â she said peering at Steve through her thick lashes. âGot any more tricks up your sleeve?âÂ
His eyes widened at her question and he brought his bottom lip between his teeth.Â
âI um, I might have one or two.âÂ
âHm. So you gonna show me oooor?âÂ
âEyes front and prepare to be amazed.âÂ
Allie snickered and turned herself back to face the screen. She watched him out of the corner of her eye waiting for whatever it was he was going to do. She heard him yawn and feels him put his arm around her as he scooted closer. She tilted her head at him and burst out laughing.Â
âSmooth, Harrington. Real smooth.âÂ
âThereâs more where that came from, pretty girlâ he winked.
âYou know what I think?â She smiled, stifling her nerves. She was too hot even thinking about him calling her pretty girl everyday. Sheâd never get sick of it, but it would always make her flustered. Something about being alone in the movie theatre turned her on, her skin felt hot and she could resist touching him.Â
He looked down at her but pretended to keep his cool as he watched the movie. She nuzzled her nose against his neck, tilting her face as far as she could. âI think youâre in too deep, Harrington.â She laughed, pressing a soft kiss to his throat.Â
She felt his fingers tense against her shoulder, and his breath rattled from his lips. A small laugh of satisfaction felt her lips and her breath on his skin was enough to make him shift in his seat. He continued to pretend that he was watching as she kissed him again, finally getting a chance to admire every, single, freckle on his neck and jaw as she went.Â
Inhaling sharply he finally turned to her, his eyes twinkling from the movie screen lights. He pressed a finger to her chin, tilting her head and closing the gap between their lips in the dark. âYou had a good teacher,â he whispered against her mouth.Â
âOh the best,â she laughed, stealing another round of hot kisses from him. âIsnât it cliche to make out in a theatre?â She laughed as he tangled his hand into her hair.Â
âSo cliche,â he licked at her bottom lip. âWait,â he broke the kiss and Allie groaned, âthis is a good part!âÂ
âSteve,â she giggled, tangling her hand into the collar of his scoops ahoy uniform to tug his attention back to her. âIâve already seen it,â she laughed.Â
âBut,â he furrowed his brow in confused and his head tilted to the side.
âYou were excited,â she kissed the corner of his pouty lip. âIâm enjoying this more anyway,â she smiled as his brows settled and his smile returned to his cherub face.Â
âI owe you a date, a proper one with no interruptions,â he groaned, she could hear the pang of disappointment in his voice.Â
âYouâre the only one interrupting us,â she scrunched her nose up. âA proper date. Saturday. Steve,â she stopped and met his intense brown eyes, they softened the moment he realized he hadnât screwed anything up. That it was all perfect. âJust kiss me some more.âÂ
He rolled his eyes, wrapping his hand around the back of her neck. âAs you wish,â he teased as he brought his lips to hers again.Â
Happy Birthday TAIKA WAITITIÂ // August 16, 1975.
I want to do weird things and big budget things and no budget things. I donât have a five-year plan.
Warnings: Aggressive Max....yea pretty much it-
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You paced back and forth by the pitwall, slightly poking your head over Christian's shoulder everytime to see the car-cam in Max's vehicle waiting to hear your favourite part of each race start "lights out and away we go". Completely lost in your thought you zoned out for a moment, not hearing anything at all, that was until you heard "Lewis Hamilton turns into George Russell-". You slightly shook your head to break the trance and walked up behind Christian to confirm what you heard, and infact what you heard was true. You watched as Lewis got out the car and walked across the track, immediately excusing yourself you made your way to the Mercedes garage of Lewis Hamilton and waited for him.
Afew moments later he arrived, clearly not in the mood for anything or anyone. So you quietly stood there and watched him take his helmet and gloves off. "I'm sorry about your race Lewis." you softly said trying to not draw too much attention to yourself. He just slightly smiled and nodded his head "These things happen all the time, no need to worry." he responded. For the next few laps of the race you two spoke and you sat next to him trying to comfort him as much as you could before it finally snapped you back into reality that you should be watching and supporting your boyfriend right now. "Sorry Lewis I have to go before certain people start wondering where I am." you offered him a kind smile and hugged him before leaving to go back to where you originally were. Little did you know certain F1 and fan cams got you two on record.
"Where were you?" Christian asked not looking back as you walked up behind him. "I was just walking around the paddock." you responded nonchalantly. Christian didn't respond and just nodded before continuing to speak to Max over the radio. Eventually the race came to an end, and as usual it was your boyfriend that won. You smiled a genuine happy smile and clapped as you saw your boyfriend on the big screens crossing the line. Eventually Max got out the car and grabbed a bottle to quench his thurst. As he congratulated Norris and Piastri, something on the big screens behind them caught his eye. It was you hugging and talking to Lewis. Oh Max was beyond pissed and he watched the way you two smiled back and forth.
You were completely unaware of anything and smiled when you saw him walking towards you and Christian. You were slightly confused to why he looked completely pissed but you probably thought it was because he was tired. And let me fucking tell you, ma'am you were WRONG... "Congratulations Maxie-" "I don't want to fucking hear it." he cut you off. He held your wrist tightly and pulled you behind him before going to Christian and whispering something to him, to which Christian just nodded and walked away. Max then turned back to you and grabbed your wrist tightly dragging you with him. "Max you're hurting me-" you try and protest, but he ignores you and the fans watch as he drags you to his driver's room. He slams the door behind him.
"What the actual fuck Max! You won the fucking race!? What's got your dick in a knot!?" you shout at him, clearly angered by the way he manhandled you infront of people and at all for that matter. Without saying a word he moves fast and places his hand around your throat, gripping it tightly(not enough to hurt you just cut off the airflow). "You think you can fucking embarrass me like that Schatz. Smiling and being all over Lewis while I'm racing to fucking win for us!" he raises his voice and you furrow your brows "I-i- it's not like that..I was comforting hi-" you managed to struggle out. "Comfort him? Comfort my fucking rival?" he smirks clearly amused at your stupidity. You attempt to shake your head but he has a firm grip on your throat and smiles and your hands come up to his hand in attempt to get him to stop. "Oh Schatz, baby-" he smirks as he cuts himself off and loosens the grip on your throat as you take a gasp of air.
Suddenly there's a *ding* on his phone and he quickly takes the phone out his pocket. He opens the notification and it's the exact same thing he saw on the big screens. He smirks still looking down at the phone as he reaches his hand out to grip you face by your cheeks as he pulls you over to him and shoves the phone in your face. As you watch the video and pics that people took of you and Lewis. While you're distracted Max latches his lips onto your neck trailing wet, sloppy, open-mouth kisses up and down your neck causing you to whimper. Inbetween kisses Max mumbles "You don't belong to him, do you Schatz?" "N-no" you softly whimper out-
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Should there be a part two to this?? Let me know...
This wasn't proof read so I apologize for errorsđ€ đ€ (I did this out of late night adrenaline)
corporate wants you to find the differences
Warnings: 18+, unprotected sex, kitchen sex, dbf!nando, age-gap (reader is of age), degrading kink, slapping, mean!reader, oral (M&F reviving), breeding kink (If you squint)
Wordcount: 1.7k
She knew it was wrong. She knew what she was thinking about him was wrong. Did she do anything to stop it? Not in the slightest
Even now, sitting at the dinner table. She did nothing to try and hide the way her thighs clenched together as she watched him
When he was over, he always sat across from her. No exceptions. She never knew why he did this, always insisted to be sitting across from her
She was mesmerised by the way his Adamâs apple bobbed when he swallowed his food, or the way he talked with his hands, or the way his jaw moved when he was talking
Everything about him was mesmerising to her
She took in the sight in front of her, almost forgetting all about her food
âAre you okay, muñeca? You havenât touched your food at allâ Her father looked over to her from his place beside Fernando
She quickly looked over at her father when Fernandoâs eyes went to her âOh, um. Yeah, Iâm fine. Iâm just tired from schoolâ She said before taking a bite of her food
âAlrightâ Her father nodded as he continued his conversation with his friend
Her gaze was still on him as he spoke with her father, but this time, she actually made sure to eat her food to not wake the others attentions
After the dinner, she had helped cleaning and decided to do her homework. She sat in the kitchen, her eyes stuck to the pages and a pen in her hand
âSchoolâs stressing you out?â The voice startled her. She looked over into the doorway where leaned against the frame âSorry, didnât mean scare youâ He chuckled
âItâs fine. Yeah, itâs kinda stressing, but Iâll get through itâ She smiled looking back to her book as he walked over to her and sat on the chair beside her
âI would offer you my help, but I see itâs math, so I probably wonât be of muchâ He said as he leaned on the counter
âItâs the thought that countsâ She smiled and looked over at him âSo, thanksâ Her breath got stuck in her throat as she spoke
They sat in silence, looking into each otherâs eyes. His brown eyes pierced her soul. Her tongue came out to wet her bottom lip
âFuck itâ He stood up quick, and while she still sat on the bar stool, he had trapped her body between his own and the counter as he connected their lips
As the kiss got more heated, his hand went down her side and under her shirt
âNandoâŠâ She grumble into his mouth, holding his wrist, pushing it away âMy parents is still homeâ She looked up at him as he took his face away from her
âSo what? Theyâll leave in 30 minutes anywayâ He shrugged and stepped towards her again, but this time connected his lips to the skin on her neck
âThen just- fuck. Then just wait those 30 minutesâ She tried keeping her sounds down as she leaned her head back
âFine. Iâll just stay like this for the rest of the timeâ He mumbled in her skin as he went across her throat and kept kissing and sucking on her skin
âPlease, Nando, donâtâ One of his hands went to her inner thigh âI want them out of the house firstâ She whined as his hand hitched closer to where she wanted him
âTheyâll be gone in a second, donât worry amadaâ One of her hands went to his hair, scraping her nails in his scalp drew out a groan from him. The vibrations of his lips against her skin sent blood right to her core
He stepped away from her when he heard footsteps come closer to them
âHey, weâre leaving nowâ Her dad and mother stood in the doorway
âHave funâ They both said in sync with a similar smile
âDonât let her be up too lateâ Her father said and pointed a finger towards Fernando who leaned against the counter opposite to the one he had just trapped her against
He didnât let Fernando answer before her mother had dragged him out of the room and completely out of the house
Fernando took a step towards her as he heard the door close, but she had other plans. She had quickly pulled at his collar and pushed him against the counter. She slapped him across the face
âAre you out of you fucking mind?â He held his hand against his now red cheek âWhy the fuck would you do that?â Her voice was loud, but not yelling
No words escaped his lips âWhat? Now weâre speechless? Now we canât talk? Wasnât a problem beforeâ She saw how flustered he now suddenly were
âWhat? Not used to female dominance? Too full of yourself to let women take care of you?â She was now inches away from him âLet me be the firstâ She smirked as she went on her knees
She looked up at him while she unbuckled his belt and zipped down his pants. She almost drooled at the sight when she took out his cock from his boxers
âFuckâŠâ He whispered with his thick Spanish accent when she licked a thick stripe up his cock âFucking hellâ He rolled his head back has he moaned when she started to stroke him
âFucking keep those sounds up, papiâ She smirked up at him which only incurred him to be louder as he looked back down at her
He bucked his hips into her hands, telling her to go faster, but she didnât react on his words. She just kept going at her painfully slow speed
âFuck. PleaseâŠâ He panted and looked down at her
âWhat, papi? Please what?â She looked up at him with a grin plastered on her lips, but with the most innocent glint in her eyes, and if he hadnât held back, he wouldâve come undone right then
âIâm gonna cumâ His accent was getting thicker and the muscles in his thighs were clenching making them shake
She took away her hand, making him groan at the loss of contact. She wrapped her lips around the tip of his cock, making him moan loud
She started bobbing her head up and down his shaft. His hand when to the back of her head, taking her hair into a ponytail. He didnât move her head to go faster, he just held his hand there as she went at her own pace
She looked up at him as she sucked him off. His head was rolled back, his knuckles on the counter were turning white, his mouth was open, loud moans spilling from his lips
His started rambling words in Spanish as his thrust was getting sloppier and out of rhythm. He came without warning down her throat
She pulled off of him, swallowing hard before she stood up. She took his chin in her hand and kissed him hard, making sure he could taste himself on her
With still slight shaking hands, he turned them both around, so she now again was pressed against the counter
He slid his hands to the back of her thighs. He grabbed them and lifted her up from the floor and put her on the counter
She lifted her hips so he could pull down her panties. As she sat back down on the counter, he was on the floor in a second
He pulled her closer to the edge. His tongue leaped her juices flowing from her cunt. She moaned when he started flicking her clit
âFuck. Ah⊠Is this what youâve always wanted. Eating your best friends daughter out on his kitchen counter on his anniversary?â She leaned her head back and rolled her eyes in tot eh back of her head as he moaned into her as a reaction to her degrading him
She grabbed his messy hair as she looked back down again âAre you gonna bend me over the counter? Fuck me till Iâm cumming around your cock? Fuck me till everyone in the neighbourhood can hear our moans?â She loves the reaction her words drew out of him
âOh, fuck. God, yes. Ah⊠Fuck, you eat me so well, papiâ He groaned again making her moan louder and dirtier âFuck, youâre gonna make me cum, Nandoâ A few seconds later, she came and he sucked it all up
He stood up and pulled her down from the counter. She turned herself around to bend over the counter. She pulled her skirt up above her waist so he could get better access
He drooled at sight of her
He stepped towards her. One of his hands went to her hip as the other went around his, again, hard cock and drew it trough her wet folds
They both moaned as he pushed just the tip into her. She looked back at him while biting her bottom lip as he pushed all the way in
His thrusts were slow in the beginning, but sped up as he found a rythem that worked for them both
He gripped her hips roughly and slammed into her. They didnât care about how loud they were, or that the way he pushed into her would leave bruises on her hip bones and nail mark on her skin
âOh, fuck. You fill me so good, papiâ She moaned as she could start to feel him twitch inside her. She purposely clenched around him to make him moan louder
âFuck, Iâm gonna cum. Ah. Fuckâ A few strands of his messy hair was clinging to his forehead, the rest of his body soaked width sweat
âFucking cum in me, papiâ Her words sent him right over the edge. A few of his sloppy thrusts later, and she came with a loud moan as well
He drew out of her, both groaning at the loss of contact of each other. They both gathered themselves as they turned towards each other again
âSorry I hit youâ She Said Kiss his cheek she hit earlier
âI should let you take care of me more oftenâ He said capturing her lips in his own
âI think my mask of sanity is about to slip.â
American Psycho (2000) dir. Mary Harron
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