daybreakmachine9999

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kiwi has the same hairline as tintin btw HEHEHEHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

something i realized abt art eventually is that a huge part of having a style is abt what textures you want to depict the things you draw as having and that has nothing to do with realism.

ive looked at the works of some artists with rly impressive, sleek, cool styles, and while they definitely have a solid knowledge of realism the coolness doesnt really come from realism like at all. some people render hair like they render glass or jello so the hair looks so colorful and shiny but rhat is absolutely not realistic. some people render their characters clothes like latex or leather or silk so the fabric looks so glossy and sleek when thats probably not what theyre realistically wearing, but it *looks* cool and pleasant.

this really answered my age long questions abt why i spent all my time in art school but still struggle to make my arts like, specifically stylistically appealing, in ways those artists do it. because real life isnt appealing all the time. i can render skin as realistically as possible and i deflate and feel like i shouldve just kept it flat, because maybe i wouldve rather imagined i was looking at paper rather than human flesh. this doesnt mean all that time studying realism was a waste though because you still need to learn how to render materials/textures like glass and silk realistically to achieve those forementioned styles.

thats just me tho not everyone aims for their styles to achieve the effects that i personally find fun. the point of this post is to inspire people to pay attention to how textures affect style more. do you want your art to have a warm cozy feel? study the textures of blankets and plushies and try applying them even if its not realistic (eg hair). do you want your art to be cool or pretty in a delicate way? study how porcelain or glass reflect light and maybe render skin like that… the possibilities r endless

nvm i think im not entirely the issue i think the meltdown kept getting worse bc my mom is just rly bad at talking and if i had the support of someone whos chill abt it ill be ok. cus she was saying stuff like “im [age] im going to die soon i cant help you forever” like great im already stressing out and now i gotta think about my parents mortality on top of it too

i dont want to blame her bc shes genuinely trying but man oh man

adhd is like, it mostly isnt there, until you have to do paperwork then suddenly its a whole meltdown and feeling like maybe you arent made for this world and should not be here

im really tired

adhd is like, it mostly isnt there, until you have to do paperwork then suddenly its a whole meltdown and feeling like maybe you arent made for this world and should not be here

im really tired

actually so fucking depressing. those assignments were not hard. children are becoming more stupid

the evil tangyuan evolution is insane

oughhhhhhh i think i figured out why i like sports king

a bunch of Flitter [twitter equivalent] profiles — all of the ones with a team name username are just official League accounts run by managers except Jack’s

usernames + last names either in-game or made up by me, sunsoo’s last name suggested by wendi in wishcord

i dont want to date someone like wilson from dst at all but at some point he was my entire camera roll

edit: i should say im only demisexual and demiromantic. like i can still be attracted to real people but my experiences have been very wonky and weird. afaik i never wanted to personally date any of my fav fictional characters though despite how much i fixate on them

local ace arospec has a gaggle of babygirls

this is still sugarcoating it. i failed two years of school bc of my wandersong fixation. im not joking and rhis is not meant to be funny, im tired. every now and then i remember being ND is at least 48% suffering

Pros of hyperfixiation:

Happy!

Art ideas

Life is good

Cons of hyperfixiation:

I am going to blow up

All my art is of the same guy

If I don't think about this 24/7 I get violent

Quick sketch.

Hand is paralyzed again. I don't plan on drawing anything new only trying to dust off old sketches or ideas. maybe more POTO posting, maybe more tangents about the lore. idk, there's so little to work with Maxwell right now I'm thirsting for new content.

my ugly bugs i love them

SHUT UPPPPPPPPP EEEUYUUGHHHH

@moonmagiker

Waiting for the bus simulator

bus due in 5 mins

bus due in 4 mins

bus due in 3 mins

bus due in 2 mins

bus due in 1 mins

bus due in 0 mins

Whoops we forgot to send the bus again

bus due in 30 mins

Mew y two

🐟🐟🐟

always great to hear my boss say "we're living through the collapse of the american library system" while I'm at my american library system job

rhis audy makes me sick

trying something out, since i never really draw like this

who else be stuck exclusively consuming niche media and making fan content for niche media because one of your fuckass disorders make it so consuming popular stuff stress you out for some strange reason

its not even “how can i be different today”. its like the more people talk about something the more the ND goblins upstairs reject it and push it to the back of the log against my will. its kind of really annoying because when deltarune chapter 2 came out people talking about it everywhere made me not want to touch it for months when i genuinely love tobys creations. like what evolutionary advantage caused this symptom to exist ?? is it even an ADHD thing?? idek

watching your beautiful moots finally finding a popular media they enjoy then having their fan creations loved by thousands (like they deserve) hits so different bc as much as youre happy for them that will probably never happen to you. bleh

actually ill put the original image here :3

i put off posting this one for a while cus im a little embarrassed hehehe but i looove drawing unhinged expressions so much and shes the most fun subject for it.

Newsweek

Woman who called kid n-word raises over $300,000 to relocate

A Minnesota woman seen using a racial slur against a child in a video has raised over $300,000 through a crowdfunding campaign.

A Minnesota woman seen using a racial slur against a child in a video posted on social media has raised over $300,000 through a crowdfunding campaign, saying she and her family need to relocate for their safety.

The incident, which occurred at Soldiers Field Memorial Park in Rochester, shows a woman, identified as Shiloh Hendrix, using the n-word in an argument with a man who confronted her about her language toward a Black child. The video, which circulated across social media platforms including X and TikTok, shows Hendrix repeating the slur and defending her actions by claiming the child stole from her toddler's diaper bag.

I was thinking about this on and off before this story even broke the news but by and large it doesn't matter what consequences white supremacists who harass black people, on camera, in public, actually have to deal with because legions of fellow white supremacists are in the wings ensuring that they'll be fine throughout the ordeal.

i like to tell people who are annoying on purpose on the internet that im gonna make out with them freaky style

i feel like counter-trolling is an essential skill that kids online aren’t learning and it’s kinda worrying

like back in my day, the day of online forums, learning how to trick someone in to getting themselves banned was an essential skill. if you could tell someone was a chud, you would ask them short, leading questions and watch them get frustrated and post longer and longer rants until they said something that would catch a mod’s attention and get them banned and/or at least publicly humiliated. 

and guess what? that’s the exact same tactics the alt-right use now. these people are exclusively acting in bad faith. every interaction these people post online is done with the intention of getting someone to respond to them so they can screenshot the massive paragraphs of text and laugh

so, what’s the solution?

dare ‘em to post dick pics.

don’t acknowledge the content of the stuff they post. if you see someone trying to engage you in bad faith just dare them to post pictures of their penis until they either get frustrated and leave or get frustrated and do it. either way they lose. 

this is the tactic used by the fans of a podcast (that i haven’t listened to) called the Chapo Trap House, and 4chan’s /pol/ users fucking HATE them. they hate Chapo Trap House and think they’re crazy because Chapo Trap House fans refuse to engage in meaningful debate and repeatedly demand dick pics. they get frustrated and leave. it works. 

I can’t stop thinking about this video

just watched someone correcting someone else saying the mythology of a carp jumping over the dragon gate to become a dragon is japanese and not chinese and like.

so silly to me when people very confidently say things about culture or mythology like “umm actually its not from (country) its from (the country thats literally right next to the first country)” without even looking anything up. like yes multiple countries and places are absolutely not capable of sharing the same or similar things between their cultures ever, no!

it would blow these peoples minds to pieces if i told them a popular chinese tradition thats still practiced today actually came from jewish people moving out of egypt in the ancient past and the chinese tradition and jewish tradition that came from the same event are still very similar lol. they could not fathom how far stories can travel

fhis is really unfair because chaos in hades 1 serves such astronomical cunt but turned into a generic anime character in 2 :( why did they put chaos from hades 2 in here

divorce lead children to the worst places.

out of context image ❤️ divorce

who wanna bet it was a swedish person who said that

i saw a post on twitter by a european saying americans are fake for their random compliments to strangers and their general cheery demeanor and like no. no no no you don’t understand. if you get a random compliment from an american on the street about your outfit or whatever, that is 100% genuine. we mean it. we aren’t lying we are making a small but fleeting connection with you because our lives are shitty but the human condition is enduring. oh god i’m clutching my chest

cute little sunhat

imagine a goat with a hat

STOP-

what hat did you give the goat what is the instinctual hat you gave to this goat

i hate when you google a word and some fucking company comes up instead. Do you think you are more important than the english dictionary you piece of shit corporation