He Had Enraptured Me. I View Our Relationship As Something In Between Friends And Lovers. I Do Not Know

He had enraptured me. I view our relationship as something in between friends and lovers. I do not know how he feels. I do not know whether I genuinely have let go of my feelings or if I still hold onto it. He told me about his crush. I felt a tinge of envy. I wish I was more boyish. More attractive. So that if I'll ask him out he'd say yes. I wish I had never spoken to him at all.

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4 years ago

13th of June, 1920.

Cosette tried to recall everything that has happened for some few months ago.

It's been about five months since she divorced him, and four months since she finally met Louisette after years of being not able to.

Louisette was so kind to her and they called and wrote to each other when they were both too busy to visit each other.

She also agreed to accompany her to concerts and parties and events, and when the people there said they'll be a good couple, both of them will blush, and Cosette will giggle shyly.

But why did I giggled? Cosette thought. Do I have feelings for her? I do not, I definitely do not.

"Mama, why aren't you eating your dinner?" Aurelie's voice returned Cosette back to reality. "Nothing. Just some thoughts," she replied.

It must've been the wine she drank in the evening, Cosette thought. After she brushed her teeth and tucked Aurelie in to her bed, Cosette lied on her bed.

She thought sleeping will stop those thoughts, but no. All she can think of is Louisette, how they met at that dinner party, how kind she was to her, how pretty she is...

How much she adores Louisette.

Cosette had gave up, accepting the fact that she, indeed, has romantic feelings for her friend. But she's afraid, what if Louisette started to avoid her if she knows?

I'll try to keep this a secret, Cosette swore to herself, before she fell asleep at last.


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3 years ago

Since it's already June 16th on my country, so.. happy birthday to me!

3 years ago

So uh.. I'm actually not really sure whether to post it or not but uh.. anyways..

So Uh.. I'm Actually Not Really Sure Whether To Post It Or Not But Uh.. Anyways..
So Uh.. I'm Actually Not Really Sure Whether To Post It Or Not But Uh.. Anyways..

Here is it.

Edit: "I only picked his first name and his last" refers to A.P's initials.

4 years ago

A Letter

TW: mentions of unhealthy relationship

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A Letter

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3 years ago

So all of my top posts are about nico..

Pog

So All Of My Top Posts Are About Nico..
4 years ago
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Name: Joanne Redd

Age: 30

Era: 1920s [1922]

Joanne Redd is a British soprano who's also Cosette's friend. She met Cosette on her debut in France, around 1910. She's happily married with Jameson Hart (She goes with her maiden name), a baker.

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3 years ago

Here's where I found the info btw (page 12)

Just found out Lui's birthday is August 25th

3 years ago

Hello :D

I might draw Alois and Norabella (here's some info about who they are, but it's mostly about Claus lol) tomorrow, and maybe write the next chapter.. also I have an idea to make a series of drawings of couples from my favourite era :3 but idk when will I start making it XD stay tuned! <3

2 years ago

Two bros

Lying in the same urn

Zero feets apart 'cause they're probably gay

4 years ago

So, I'm going to write some stories about Cosette, Louisette, and Cosette's daughter Aurelie. The stories probably are oneshots, and Nocturne, Cosette's cat, might appear in some of them.

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