Feeling Like Blocking Everyone But That Just Feels Like Too Much Of A Hassle And Questions To Answer

current mood is wanting to fucking cry, scream, and rip my skin apart and hair out but actually I'm just sitting doom scrolling or watching youtube letting these feelings sit because you just don't have the will to do any of those things.

"Suicide is selfish." I don't care??

i’m such a “i want your attention” but “won’t bother you” kinda person

sure. I'll come back. I don't really care.

i want him back i want him back i want him back i want him back i want him back i want him back i want him back

i feel like I'm losing my mind the more days that go by without a response from him

it's affecting how I'm treating our other partner

it's affecting me responding to others

i swear im losing my mind, I just want him to come back. I fucking hate his mom for grounding him for so long. why does she have to do that. fuck her. i just want my boyfriend back before I end up offing myself.

nvm I'm feeling like shit right now.

genuinely want a skateboard and learn how to to do but like, I'm too fat and out of shape for that.

I should've brought my blades with me to school today. i was so close to putting them in my bag yesterday and I should've.

i really really fucking need to right now and I can't go home for another 2 hours.

gonna fucking die or something

if anyone has reblogged my posts, can someone tell me? i would like them back (you don't have to)

i was rotting-in-the-forest