Easyaseb - EasyasEB

I keep searching and looking for this *thing* to fill the void I have. Nothing fixes this emptiness I have inside of me. I'm convinced that all I need is for someone to love me, the way I love them. But I already know, that won't do. Why can't I love ME, the way I do others? Why am I not worthy? My heart aches for this love and it cannot be obtained.

Lmao. What's so special about them? Go on think about it. What exactly, *specifically* is so special about them? Why are they special enough to leave you on read for 7 hours. Or even not reply at all. Why are they special enough to make constant excuses not to see you when you're very clearly dying to see them

What's so special about them that you're walking on egg shells permanently, or you're constantly wondering what the hell you even are to them? Seriously. What's so special about them? Because I bet it's not special enough to erase your own self-worth. Why do you feel the need to destroy yourself trying to love someone who clearly isn't interested in your love

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10 children a day lose their limbs in Gaza. All hospitals in Gaza are basically barely functioning and the amputations are done in unsanitary conditions and without anesthesia

im in disbelief at the fact that a lot of folks are simply over palestine. like protests are dwindling down. people are not very interested in news related to gaza. some are simply over it.

israel hasn't let aid in gaza in 70 days. gaza has been starving for 70 days. the condition of people there is horrendous.

i find it distressing to think about children in gaza. how does one continue to have a childhood in a genocide? they don't have school. they don't have safety. they don't have food.

despite all this, the kids will be alright. they'll be alright once the genocide stops and they get back to 'normal'. till then, can we please try to support them however we can?

this fundraiser (verified) helps feed a family which includes two young children. please consider helping their mother take care of them.

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“Our civilization is flinging itself to pieces. Stand back from the centrifuge.”

— Ray Bradbury, Fahrenheit 451

“Don’t hurt someone who cares about you like that. You’re not the only person in the world who’s ever been hurt. Don’t be cruel. Don’t go breaking someone else’s heart in the hope that you’ll feel better. Because you won’t.”

— Alison McGhee

I honestly really miss my childhood more and more every day. Sure I could, and do, do things that I did then… But it’ll never be the same. I’ll never truly experience those days again.

“I pray you quit overthinking, replaying failed scenarios, feeding self doubt & seeing the good in everyone but yourself. You deserve more.”

— Lexyne Grays