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help!! is any one of you a psychic!?!?!

When Marina said "I've been a mother to everyone else, to every motherfucker except myself, and I don't even have any kids. Goodbye to the girl that I'd been", Somewhere in the world Declan lynch sobbed

every day i scroll on here and think the content could not get more disturbing.. and then it does we <3 tumblr

scrolling twitter today and then coming over here is like walking out of a burning building and then walking into the calm remains of a building that burnt down 5 years ago and has been reclaimed by nature.

christmas season at the wolfstar flat

just because I said maybe you should come over (college ellie williams x reader)

college!au ellie williams x fem reader

synopsis- you can't sleep and invite your girlfriend(?) over, she obviously says yes. p.s. this is my first real post lol not proofread srry and reader has no roommate

cw: swearing, sexual themes (no smut tho) ,fluffyyy!!

You rolled around in your sheets, but your mind wouldn't shut off, thoughts of your day with ellie swirled in your head. She was so gorgeous when you first met her in your shared class you could barely even talk. Now you'd been on two dates, you'd kissed a few time and such.... She was really funny and had had basically taken over the entirety of your thoughts.

In a moment of impulsivity you decided to text her, even though it was 1 am you figured she'd still be awake, her being quite a night owl.

Hey, are you up?

After a few minutes your phone vibrated.

yeah.. why are you up? are you alright?

i'm alright:)

just can't sleep, would be better if u were here lol

You imedeitely regretted saying such a thing because she stopped typing, fuck. i should not have said that, were taking things slow, i was keeping things chill, cool, normal, unserious.

After a few minutes you were literally going crazy, why was she not answering she could a least say something funny like "yeah lol probably would be ;)" but nope, nothing.

Soon enough it was 1:27am and still nothing so you tried to finally go back to sleep again. But it was actually worse now then it was 40 minutes ago. Until you heard a really loud knock on your door, probably waking up your next door neighbor, the dorm wall were really thin. Who the fuck would be at your door at this hour, unless they had the wrong place (unfortunately not the first time in sucha large dorm complex).

You swiftly grabbed the giant water bottle next to your bed incase you were in need of knocking someone over the head. You went up to the door, that unfortunately did not have a peephole so you could secretly look out as who was there.

So you opened it.

And there she was Ellie was at your fucking door in plaid pajama pants and a red long sleeve top . (shes so hot omg)

"hey" she said

"what the hell are you doing her?" you returned.

"Jesus, your the one who said it would be better this way y/n" she looked slightly taken aback.

"Sorry thats not what i meant, els. come in please"

She walked through the frame and you shut the door behind her.

"what I meant is its nearing 2 in the morning, and your not, you know... in your bed."

She started smirking a little and you could tell that the teasing for your most recent text would begin in 3, 2, 1...

"Seems thats not what you wanted, based on the pick me boy shite text you sent me very recently. huh?"

Yuck, she was right.

"sorry I think my lack of sleep has deluded me into thinking we're like more than we are or whatever. its stupid, i'm sorry" is all you could think of saying

"No, don't be sorry, I'd literally drive all night if you really wanted me to be here with you" she responded and it seemed really genuine. You could see a slight blush rising in her cheeks.

"ohhh really..." you joked.

"really" she replied softly walking closer towards you before moving her hand to the back of you neck and leaning in to kiss you. It was one of those really smiley kisses where your teeth may almost clash. You could taste toothpaste on her tongue as if she had already been fully ready for bed before her arrival.

Your heart was definitely beating faster than usual.

You were the first to pull away, unfortunately.

"you're already here so it seems only right that I invite you to stay"

"didn't you already do that?" she laughs, she had a truly beautiful laugh.

"shut up" you said gaily. (get it gay-ly, sorry)

You moved to your bed, just laid there together, as if it was a normality, like if wasn't the first time. It was comfortable silence, until ellie told some stupid joke that made you guys laugh for what seemed like ages. Then you fell into one of the easiest and peaceful sleeps you'd had in forever. It was nice, because she was there.

GROWING UP. ( young and beautiful, lana del rey / nothing new, taylor swift + phoebe bridgers / working for the knife, mitski / first love/late spring, mitski / nothing new, taylor swift + phoebe bridgers / ribs, lorde / nothing new, taylor swift + phoebe bridgers )

me when i get too silly :p