“I’m Not Everything I Want To Be But I’m More Than I Was, And I’m Still Learning”

“Always on the lookout for someone to hate

Picking on me like a dinner plate

You hit during classes, and in between them

Dunked me in the toilets, now it’s you that cleans them”

-“Popular song” by MIKA, Ariana Grande.

“The only problem is that he’s on a screen, but he’s the man of my dreams”

-“Fictional men” by PEGGY.

“You don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

When the bottle’s done you pull me closer”

-“Sober” by Selena Gomez.

“You could break my heart in two

But when it heals, it beats for you

I know it's forward, but it's true.”

-“Back To You” by Selena Gomez.

much much better

“Can’t love me unless you love you too”

-“Together” by Sia.

Growth

“Love it or hate it, they know the name, they know the name cause it’s poppin”

-“Super Mario World” by Logic.

being in your early twenties is like [grocery shopping alone] [having instant noodles for dinner] [remembering random details about that one friend you haven't spoken to in five years] [feeling overwhelming guilt for every purchase that isn't strictly "necessary"] [having midday naps] [finding out through facebook that the girl who was mean to you in high school has a husband and a baby] [falling a little in love with every stranger on public transport] [pretending you're not afraid of being alone] [wondering when you'll feel like a fully realized person] [listening to bands you liked in middle school] [blinking and it's suddenly december] [failing to imagine yourself ten years from now] [feeling like you're running out of time]

“I worked my whole life just to get right, just to be like

‘Look at me, I'm never comin' down’

I worked my whole life just to get high, just to realise

Everything I need is on the ground”

-“On The Ground” by ROSÉ.