Relapsed In January, Cut LITERALLY ONCE They Sent Me To The Mental Hospital. SO Not Worth It

my sister told me that i couldnt say tranny bc im an enby... i asked her if that meant she thought i wasnt trans enough... SHE FUCKING SAID YES. idgaf that it was originally used against trans women, its been used against me countless times, i think i deserve to say something that has been hurled at me in hate. (also dont come after her, shes trans too)

"trans men can't use tranny, that's a slur for trans women!" "trans men can't use t4t because it was originally meant for trans lesbians!" you sound like a chronically online 14 year old 'queer activist' tiktoker who thinks that bigotry always stays on target and that queerness can be neatly put into boxes

radfems / terfs get blocked on sight. i'm not going to argue with you or try to explain things you don't care to try to understand.

literally

my old therapist kept trying to put my gender into her own words and it was so frustrating, because no amount of reading or watching videos will help you understand how i express and feel my gender. (im nb)

my new therapist just listens to me, doesn't try to compress what i say into something easier for her to understand. i know she doesn't understand, but thats ok. she doesn't understand but she doesn't make that my problem, she doesn't ask me to explain, she doesn't try to put me in a box, she just lets me be who i am, and she just listens.

I'm so sick of "progressive" cis people trying to tell me, a trans woman, what being trans is like and what causes it. Oh, you have a trans friend? Cool. That doesn't mean you have the first fucking clue what being trans is like. Oh, you read queer theory? Cool, you still don't have a fucking clue. Stop trying to tell me things about how I work. Transition and then we'll talk you fucking idiot.

25 posts! ik this is really boring but ive been on tumblr for like 3 days now so...

shes magical

everything about her makes me want her more. every word she speaks, every level she beats, every step she takes is pure magic. even the silliest and weirdest and most annoying things like yelling "TRUTHNUKE" every 5 seconds, speaking in pure brainrot, making inappropriate jokes every 5 minutes, her weird dance moves whenever she's listening to kendrick, the ways she goes on tangents about how her family got all their money from tax fraud, the way she spends hours every friday being a DM for the dnd club, the way shes willing to debate anyone at anytime about anything, how shes a rescue certified scuba diver and her intense obsession with the ocean and everything else shes ever done. its pure magic.

wish i could relate

I love life

i am indeed a generic emo bitch

USERNAME LORE GIVE IT TO ME NOW YOU ALL

you could say... they're boiling

mutual i’ve never talked to in my life: *reblogs my post* 

 me: ?? best friends???? forever??

realizing im actually kinda cool (my older sister wrote back when i texted her a meme)

OMG AND ONCE SHE SAID I WAS and i quote "actually kinda gang"

i mean yeah