No Borax No Glue Please

her

shes a serial geometry dash player.

i get discord notifications every 5 seconds that she's opened gd

once she told me that the reason her last relationship blew up was because she was spending too much time on GD and not paying enough attention to her partner.

i still want her so much it hurts

would more people actually accept this? i actually like my body but i'm always made to feel like i shouldn't. i don't care that my stretch marks are purple, i think its a beautiful story told through lines in my skin, i dont care that when i wear crop tops my stomach hangs out, i don't care that certian pants give me a "muffin top" WHO DOESN"T LIKE MUFFINS.

Being fat or chubby or plus sized isn’t something people are beautiful in spite of, btw. It’s beautiful in and of itself

Fat butches on motorcycles, in bars, wearing tank tops and worn out jeans and jackets that show off the space they aren’t afraid to take up in the world are beautiful

Fat femmes in dresses and shirts and pants that don’t try to hide them, the indents of tight clothing on soft skin, are beautiful

Because of, not despite

i have literally no energy left and i feel like im gonna die if i get up off the couch i legitamately think i might die if i leave the couch and my mom keeps telling me that i just "need to get up and finish cleaning" and that i "dont understand the consequences of not finishing the cleaning" and i have literally told her that i think im gonna die if i get up and she just walked away and went "ARGH" and it feels like shit and i cant control my feelings. all i want to do is watch tv. is it really that bad? y'all spend WAY more time on screens than me and y'all are about the same level of fine as me (if not much better) what does it matter if i watch tv for 4 hours if the alternative is mental agony?

fucking hate school

idek my school is great (it better be for 80 FUCKING THOUSAND DOLLARS A YEAR) (im on financial aid dont come after me)

but it is not great enough

ahhhh

tell my why i got up at 5:45am just to do homeworkkkkkkkkk

you could say... they're boiling

god i just want to kiss her so bad

i want her to kiss me on the way out of our shared apartment in berkley before she grabs her coffee and keys and walks out the door to her job at the uc berkeley oceanography institute. then at her lunch break, she texts me a photo of the lunch i packed her and a selfie of her doing kissy lips and saying "thank you for the lunch, my love" and i'll send her a selfie back and say "of course! love you! can't wait for our date tonight, you booked the dog sitter, right?" and she'll say "oh shit i forgot" and i'll say "babe im just kidding, the downstairs neighbors said they'd watch luna, remember?" and she'd send back the sighing emoji and then say "i gotta run, see you tonight!" with a red heart emoji

catch by chloe moriondo. very good lesbian pining/yearning song.

Okay, forget the dialogue Sorry if you can hear the cat I don't fucking know

[Verse 1] You're in my head again I never wanted it like this Don't want to be your friend And I know how this ends But you keep pulling at my line I reel you in but lose you every time And I can't stop 'til you're mine

[Pre-Chorus] Floating, I wait 'til the end of the day And I know it's such a waste 'cause you

[Chorus] You're an idea, I don't need you But I want you so bad And I can't see you, but I need to And I want you so fast I can't relax, I can't move back I can't do anything if I don't catch you If I don't catch you

[Verse 2] You are destroying my psyche Now you're calling me nightly And yet, you do it politely somehow And I'm holding us closely But it feels so damn unlikely That this could end well for mе now End well for me now

[Pre-Chorus] Floating, I wait 'til the еnd of the day And I know it's such a waste 'cause you

[Chorus] You're an idea, I don't need you But I want you so bad And I can't see you, but I need to And I want you so fast I can't relax, I can't move back I can't do anything if I don't catch you If I don't catch you You're an idea, I don't need you But I want you so bad And I can't see you, but I need to And I want you so fast I can't relax, I can't move back I can't do anything if I don't catch you If I don't catch you

ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

the ice bucket challenge

so fucking tired of scrolling through my feed and seeing all these awful people doing the usc mind challenge

weak ankles gang?

i twisted my ankle on monday and now i cant wear my favorite boots bc they're heels (about 4 inches) and now i have to wear my moms bluntstones instead.