I'm So Scared, I Think Too Much, Or Not Enough. (There's No In Between)

It’s a thought that constantly creeps in throughout the day It’s a thought that I wish I could keep at bay How did I get to the point where I question my worth? But the truth is this self-hate all starts from birth When we are young we are compared constantly So as we get older we do things more cautiously We lose that sense of creativity and freedom And if you pursue your dreams society thinks you have a problem I am not a label, I am not a number And when you call me harsh words just know I’ll remember I know what I deserve and how I should be treated But when I show my love for self the world says I’m conceited We set abnormal expectations that will only end in failure And try to cut our fat away as if our body was paper Our mind takes over as we try to vainly conform The media makes a boney body the image seen as norm But we are more than skin and bones And if we stay silent we unknowingly turn into clones I still struggle with my physical appearance But I’ll be better someday it only takes a little love and perseverance

Not Good Enough//Submitted by @daniimaaals (via tornpagesspilledink)

Soulmates are not your ~other half~, that’s just nonsense. You are a whole person already, not half a person. A soulmate isn’t even inherently romantic. A soulmate is just the other sock in a matched set. You’re still a whole, complete sock on your own, you are perfectly functional paired with any other sock, it’s just that it’s even better when you match. A soulmate is literally just the person who makes your soul go “!!! Same hat!!!” and wave excitedly.

Do you ever,,, drink tea,, and the honey just like SHINES and you feel like you're drinking literal sunlight??? Like it's a little warm and a bit sweet and it almost tastes like you're a little cat laying by the window with the sunshine warming you gently ...

Does anyone know what I mean ..?

"All you can do is take the good days and hug them like pillows until you have so many you can build a fort and keep yourself safe"

My Hearts Thoughts (12:55 am 7/26/17)

"If I could have anything, I'd choose to give, give myself to you. Now. Then. Always."

- My Heart's Thoughts

"He was like a fleeting kiss.

Perfect, then gone."

- My Hearts Thoughts

"I don't regret you, you showed me that true love was real, beautiful and painful. I'll find it somewhere else someday.

If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't be looking.

Thank you."

My Hearts Thoughts

I sit here in the restroom crying at random moments wondering 'what did I do so wrong to deserve such a broken heart?'

- My Hearts Thoughts (true story, I'm falling apart)

“I’m his, im still his.” I stare at the brown eyes in the mirror, thinking about how similar they are to his, like I do every time I look in the mirror. It’s been a while since ‘the break up’ , i’ve felt other lips, been in other arms, and yet, he’s still the only one that can make me feel really there, really alive. I still dream of his stupid smile and the old scars on his arm made with time. I still sing his name to the drunken moon and wear his shirt to bed. Nobody knows, to them, im free and happily single, but really, im still his.“

my hearts thoughts

Please reblog this if it's alright to come to you for advice or to just rant. Thank you.