I ended up having a really interesting conversation with some people at the bus stop today. They were getting out of some sort of ‘clean and sober’ meeting and had starting saying how they were so bored because they didn’t have anything to do, and had to stay at home because all their old friends would pull them back. So I said something like, ‘So this is the time to do all the stuff your parents told you they didn’t have money/time for!’ “Whatcha mean?” “You know, like when you were five and you REALLY wanted to have that toy or do that thing and you were like, ‘Please mom please I gotta have this I gotta go do this’ and they went ‘Hell no you think I’m paying for that do you want to goddamn EAT?’ “ And this light went on in their eyes. The lady is going to go check thrift stores for an Easybake Oven and I told her about Wilton cake decorating classes. The dude is going to Griffith Park and ride horses, because, ‘I always wanted to be a cowboy, and you can’t drink when you’re on a horse ‘cause you’ll fucking die!’ Fuck it. This is what being an adult is. Sure it’s bills and work and relationships, but damn it, it’s also time to do the things you LIKE. I signed up for a free class/lecture on Water Gardens. I’m going. It’s time.
"I need you so much...
I just want to curl my fingers in the hem of your shirt and bury myself in you...
But that's hers to do...
Not mine...
You'll never be mine...
To need...
Especially not the way I need you."
- My Heart's Thoughts
"I don't regret you, you showed me that true love was real, beautiful and painful. I'll find it somewhere else someday.
If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't be looking.
Thank you."
My Hearts Thoughts
“Sometimes people don’t want to hear the truth because they don’t want their illusions destroyed.”
— Friedrich Nietzsche (via play)
She ran away from everything that hurt her, even herself.
Kristie Betts, writing prompt #65: write a ten-word-story (via wnq-writers)
She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s important—you know
Marilyn Monroe (via lifeofquotations)
yas tho, that's how you do it
Let us find the dam snack bar,“ Zoe said. "We should eat while we can."Grover cracked a smile. "The dam snack bar?"Zoe blinked. "Yes. What is funny?”“Nothing,” Grover said, trying to keep a straight face. “I could use some dam french fries."Even Thalia smiled at that. "And I need to use the dam restroom.”…I started cracking up, and Thalia and Grover joined in, while Zoe just looked at me. “I do not understand.”“I want to use the dam water fountain,” Grover said.“And…” Thalia tried to catch her breath. “I want to buy a dam t-shirt.
Rick Riordan (via lifeofquotations)
aweeeeeeee
Look I have zero excuses for this, but the idea popped into my head and now it's in your head, sorry
"Oh you,
It's 2 am and all I can think about is how much I want you to kiss me with so much correspondence that my lungs forget to breathe.
I want to fall apart and let you understand. You could, I can see it in the compassion and life in your eyes.
At times, theres nothing in my mind but your eyes and your voice. I cannot think around you, I don't even want to, I just want to feel the way I do when you look at me, always.
It hurts, because she has you, and the way she loves you is not enough somehow. I wish she loved you more so I could let go in peace. I wish she loved you less so this story had a villain.
Yet there she stands, with you tethered to her on the crown of your love upon her head. I've never wanted to hold onto pain like this before.
Oh you, I like your nature."
My Heart's Thoughts
I'd prefer to be your Persephone, always returning and yours to love with a love caused by who I am rather than to be your Aphrodite, to be loved for my body, for something as shallow, empty, and temporary as a physical state.
I’d rather have a Hades in my life than a Zeus. There’s something far more appealing in a man who is as dark as the night sky but loyal, as opposed to a man who is brighter than the sun but has a dishonest heart.
- Nievana Judisthir
I have so many good moments, so many memories I make with my people.
It won't be this specific way forever, but it's this way now, and I'm so lucky for it.
just a blog full of quotes, mainly about that one boy with the beautiful eyes
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