I texted my bf was like “ily” and he was like
“Can you spell it out for me?”
so I was like “I’m leaving you”
If you ever sabotage yourself by thinking „what would they think about me“ look at this picture of the Hubble telescope.
We‘re a small dot in an insanely huge gigantic ever-expanding universe. I promise you, what some Susan thinks about you or your life decisions is not that deep.
- Alessia [persephonesmind-YT/persephonesblood-IG]
growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid
There's a sort of goodbye that comes with 17.
All questions of 'who do you want to be when you grow up' turn to 'who are you becoming now?' 17 is young, 17 is old. It's everything you wanted. It's everything you despised. It's messy and ruthless and full of grief at times. And 17 is scary as hell because now you know that you finally have to say goodbye to childhood.
-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned (source)
THE SCREAM I SCRUMPT
‘cause i’m strong but i’m lonely like marilyn monroe
i got asked for affirmations that guarantee results in your manifestations after posting this in-depth post on why sometimes your persistence seems faulty or glitchy. low&behold :
it's already done.
this is already mine.
this is my baseline.
this is my normal.
i don't need to make it happen. it's already happening.
i'm not waiting for this. i'm in it.
i don't have to convince myself. this is already true.
nothing needs to change. i already have it.
this is already locked in.
it's not arriving. it's here.
i don't need proof. i am the proof.
i don't need to do more. it's already done.
this is where i live now.
this is my current state.
i already shifted.
i have everything i desire.
nothing to chase. nothing to fix.
this is my reality now.
this is what i experience.
it's not coming to me. it's reflecting me.
i don't have to perform belief. i am belief.
i've already crossed the line.
this isn't a goal. it's a given.
it doesn't need to feel dramatic. it's just true.
this is just how it works for me.
i've already adjusted. now reality catches up.
don’t know what’s real or fake