jayfeather1789
i can sing c#
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look to windward as an inversion of Atlantic
you don’t wake up surrounded, blinking lights and hospital beds and loved ones with worry in their eyes. You wash up on the shore. Alone. And you have to claw your way back to life. and you do. you stand up and you lift your sword. you have paid your penance and you are ready to fight for what you are owed.
i can't listen to gethsemane normally. i always end up stopping what i'm doing and mouthing along aggressively and slamming my fist against my desk in an excess of emotion and tearing up (for the first time in a month and a half might i add). i'm supposed to be studying for my lit final right now. this cannot be happening.
eternally caught in between Vessel Gets It and WHO HURT THIS MAN
*emerges from headphones covered in blood* the album's really good you should listen
Love it how the new sleep token has every emotion I’ve ever felt:
Ridiculously good horny song(s)
sobbing and crying and sobbing
*throwing it back aggressively to trap beat*
My Lover Doesn’t Love Me
my Demons have showed up
I Am In Love With Someone Dangerous
guttural screeching
anyways this is the best thing that’s ever happened to me.
Listening to Gethsemane feels like Vessel himself cracked open my memories and poured them out onto the page. It hits so fucking hard and breaks my heart that someone else knows a similar pain so intimately.
thank you for the tag, old sport! and how glad am i that you are falling down the dante pipeline with me! :3 favorite color: gray or forest green
last song: pet by a perfect circle
currently reading: red dragon by thomas harris and thus spoke zarathustra by nietzsche
currently watching: supernatural i fear but i'm gonna start iwtv in a few months
currently craving: mango flavored monster energy that will not make me feel like shit. also egg rolls
coffee or tea: i have this gingerbread flavored black tea that goes absolutely crazy at like 11:30 pm
no pressure tags: @serendipitouslyyyyyy @sunshinebeetle24 @tranthony @ramblings-of-a-tortured-artist
Thank you so much @lc-27 for tagging me for this game!! This was fun :)
get to know your mutuals tag game
Favorite color: dark green or purple mountain majesty >:)
Last song: Short Story by Bon Iver!!
Currently reading: A Visit from the Goon Squad by Jennifer Egan (I plan on finishing it tonight!)
Currently watching: right now? The new Smosh Mouth episode :)
Currently craving: sour spray and lemons!!
Coffee or tea: coffee!! Super sweet to where it’s barely coffee, though
No pressure tags: @schofielded @ok-just-why @yellowcleric @til-tonight-do-us-part @yawping-poets-society @neil-perrys-suicidal-tendencies @good--merits-accumulated @poetrusic1959 @vinesandvellichor + open to anyone who wants to join!!
I don’t think Vessel realizes that he could breathe on a piano and it would be good.
It’s not just the way the music sounds, it’s his essence, and the way he pours bits of his soul into everything he does. It makes him vulnerable and powerful and it’s clearly scary for him, but I’d say we’d all love him no matter what. He’s so remarkable and even if he stopped making music altogether, the soul and passion he put into the world FOR FREE only to have the world play so carelessly with him and his art will NEVER be forgotten.
I wish he’d stop putting almost apologetic language into these songs about his pain. He doesn’t owe us a single thing and yet he’s given us everything. He could so easily say “fuck you” to the world and quit, but you can see he truly has such a passionate, selfless heart. He’s an anamoly and we’re all so lucky to live in the world he doesn’t realize he’s changing.
WORSHIP!!!!
negative affirmations
I can be worse
I still have time to fuck things up
I can kms any time I want
tiktok is so funny a video will say "tell me your most unhinged fave fanfic tags in the comments" and ppl will be like "omg dont hate me but....dacryphilia 🫣" girl first of all men crying gets everyone hard Second of all
hannibal lecter i see the vision you had, i would be yearning like a loser for them too.
"I'm a top" "I'm a bottom" ok and??? I am a false prophet??????? God is a superstition??????? I am a false prophet??????????????????God is a superstition???????????????????
before you stab someone: THINK!
how can you make it Tender?
how can you make it Homoerotic?
how can you make it Implicitly intimate?
how can you make it Noticeably a metaphor for sex?
how can you make it Kind of gay?
A really special thing about Sleep Token is how much the drumming compliments the vocals, I have always thought this. And I thought it was cool that it wasn't just my imagination, but ii had actually confirmed it in his drumeo talk. I recently watched some of ii's offerings again, and someone in the comments said that Vessel is the soul and ii is the beating heart, and I thought that was a beautiful way to describe their dynamic. <3
pretentious moment incoming but why is everyone's idea of fashion so fucking boring these days. why the fuck did my manager just ask me "what's with the scarf". "what's with the scarf" fuck man do I need a reason to wear a faggy little scarf now? you could just say "nice scarf man". what's with your attitude
"my child is fine" your child has been listening to Emergence by Sleep Token on repeat for the past 6 days
That singular "WOO!" right before the nasty drop is keeping me alive
"You know that it's time to emerge".
hashtag fight club
I’m starting to sound like a nutcase at work because upper management keeps trying to implement AI programs and AI assistants and Chat GPT and my middle-of-the-road, don’t-infodump, don’t-engage response has been “I don’t like AI”, “I prefer to remain in control of my own tasks”, “I’d rather make my own mistakes”, and “I don’t trust any machine smarter than a toaster”
