kavinsky's death is actually the closing arc in a great tragedy to me bc his actions throughout the story are mostly just him practically begging for someone to be on his side, to care about him, to even just look at him. his father tried to kill him, his mother is completely uninterested. he can dream himself as many people as he wants, but they will only ever think of him because he made them to do so. the dream pack are just physical manifestations of his desire to not be alone in the world, to have someone, anyone, connected to him. he so desperately tries to draw some sort of emotion out of ronan, good bad or ugly, because the intense similarities they share mean that he's the only person who might be willing to look long enough to see him. and when it doesn't work, when he realizes it can't, that this world is not for him and he is not going to be a part of it in a way that involves anyone else, he decides that everyone is going to look at least this once. they will all see the finale if nothing else. genuinely doomed from the start. and how truly devastating that is in comparison to the core group the story focuses on, characters that even at their lowest and darkest and meanest and absolute worst have others there with them. characters that always have someone looking for them. dying is a boring side of a life that has nothing inside of it.
finally starting fantasy high junior year :) very excited to see fig again !!
hope is a skill
i would die for him
“Home is where the trees look normal” is the sweetest, saddest, most nostalgic truth I’ve ever heard.
thick as thieves ⚔️
it's autumn, time to reread trc <3
welcome back to my extended cinematic universe of “henry cheng and mr gray’s extremely grouchy teamup murder road trip” wherein gray as a father in law is emotionally blackmailed into helping Henry kill laumonier3 because HE killed laumonier 2 (yes this is canon btw) and henrys all pissy about his revenge storyline being cut short
THE BAD KIDS Dimension 20: Fantasy High Junior Year (2024)
zoya manspreading,,, U don’t even care or understand.