Since I Couldn't Name My New Gecko Pinhead I Named Him Leviathan. This Is The Best Name I Ever Gave Anything.

TW for SH and murder

Amanda was such a depressing character in SAW. She was manipulated so hard by John that when he was having a memory of Jill and told Lynn he loved her she immediately went to self harm. She was manipulated hardcore by John and she deserved better. She was manipulated by Hoffman into killing Lynn. Amanda was a bad person but if John didn't exist/didn't become Jigsaw, she could've been good.

ALWAYS AND FOREVER

We talk a lot about how Cecelia killed Gabriela or how John was the one who orchestrated her trap, but what about Amanda. Amanda who captured her. Amanda who put her in those shackles. Amanda who could have removed her own restraints and saved Gabriela - and why didn't she? Because of her devotion to John. Her devotion that we see has wavered by the time Saw 3 comes around - she's still attached to him, but she doesn't believe in his ideals. Because Gabriela was just a pawn in his game, her death an unfortunate consequence. Part of the plan. And how often does Amanda lie awake, thinking of how she could have defied John and saved her? How fitting that the only thing stopping her was a chain that she could have removed herself, but against John's wishes. A loyal dog that never bites the hand that feeds

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i got a heart shaped locket i might have to put them in there

can you do a hellraiser collage?

crying myself to sleep tonight thinking about how amanda was in rehab by the time she and john met. how we’re given no reason to assume that she wasn’t there of her own volition & trying to take steps to get better, even she did relapse by the time she asked cecil to steal from the clinic for her. how jill knows and cares about her enough to remark on her progress to her husband. how john chooses amanda for the trap specifically because jill described her as a “lost soul.” how amanda greets jill warmly when john introduces them post-trap. how she genuinely seems eager to show jill that it worked, that she’s getting better. how she wants to prove herself to, in her eyes, the only two people to ever care about her recovery. how when they meet again, they don’t say anything to each other. how they interact awkwardly & silently. how jill used to worry about amanda & her telling john about it led to amanda being tortured…how amanda wanted to get better but john used her frustration with the recovery process to isolate her from the only person who genuinely wanted to help her. how they weren’t friends before, but they’re strangers now.

My favorite pictures of my wife because she's perfect in every way possible