23 🌈 ♑ sun ♏ moon ♍ rising I'm painfully alive in a drugged and dying society 💉
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“The breaking of a wave cannot explain the whole sea.”
— Vladimir Nabokov, The Real Life of Sebastian Knight
“I don’t know how to talk about the rabbit hole without accidentally inviting you to follow me down it.”
— Blythe Baird - “Relapse" (via buttonpoetry)
And I use drugs to make me feel anything else but emptiness, but when the drugs stopped taking my pain away - I knew I was fucked.
A. Lemmer
One day this will kill me and I can't wait for that day to come.
“I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.”
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“Make it a habit to think positive.”
— Anonymous (via neckkiss)
“People will forget what you said. People will forget what you did. But people will never forget how you made them feel.”
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“Be, don’t try to become.”
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Drink lots of water!!!
Thanks for the reminder!
“If you can’t do anything about it, then let it go. Don’t be a prisoner to things you can’t change.”
— Tony Gaskins
I don’t like all these feelings. I wish i could kill them with drugs BUT I can’t do that without killing myself in the process.
Except from my journal 6-11-19
The Love Witch (2016), dir. Anna Biller
Some people just connect better with chemicals.
“I knew who I was this morning, but I’ve changed a few times since then.”
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wish my brain was into kinky stuff like producing serotonin and dopamine
#meth #ivmeth #spunfun #slammed #stayhydrated #drinkwaterdumbass
I'm hollering this is the most painfully accurate masterpiece of a shitpost
but I never got the letter saying my drug addiction would keep me locked in hotel rooms & empty inside for months?
my mom didn't sign the permission slip
“And as a child I never thought I’d have to drown myself in poison just to take the pain away.”
- ( @lostandtwisted )
“I just found some old pics of myself back in heavy active addiction. My whole body was covered in bruises. I told people I was anemic and ran into the things. They never questioned me further. They never said they knew the truth. They never tried getting me help. They just watched. Watch me fall to pieces. Watched as I went down like a sinking ship. Watched me lose myself. Watched me slowly killing myself every single day. That hurts more now as I look back and see how terrifyingly close to death I was....as they watched. Just watched”
-tnh
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“Love can make even nice people do awful things.”
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“Just remember that sometimes, the way you think about a person isn’t the way they actually are.”
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“Sometimes you make choices in life, and sometimes choices make you.”
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