049 is displeased.
Behold. My latest obsession.
His design couldn’t be more off-cannon, I know, I’m a disgrace. Just something about the idea of him being a CAT demon, with ear-like horns and a big ol’ tail with just a SMIDGE of floof seems so appealing. Also given my lackluster ability to draw human-like legs, shoes, and hands, giving him smol cat legs and paws and more claw-like hands is the easiest and most comfortable way of drawing him. I CAN draw him normally, I know I can. But how can I resist the lil’ Bendy beans?
Also if y’all thought I was just a warframe doodler, behold, am not. I told yall I’m obsessed with too many fandoms. Like all of them, save most animes. Just sayin’ bois and gorls.
SO. I managed to get all the pictures without ripping my book apart.
The first 2 being of the first time I drew Bendy-Beans and Boris, I changed their eyes to match the digital ones, kinda fucked them up even more. Changed Boris’ face so it wasn’t as long and shortend his ears to match.
I forgot I had two more pictures of Monster AFTER the first page. I subscribe to the “Papa Henry” idea. Imagining this big ol’ Boi wandering around desperately looking for daddo so he can give hugs and get head scrintchies is gotdamn irresistible.
Also Sammy’s a biznitch to draw, but that’s my own lacking in skill.
Miscommunication is a bloody inky nightmare. All Monster wanna do is give Daddo a gift.
Boris is a good sewer, and gives Bendy-Beans some accessories, and proper hands I guess?
So as many of you may know already a few months back my now ex husband physically assaulted me breaking several bones in my face. Since then he went to trial and was given a slap on the wrist for the assault (12 months probation and 10 days in jail).
Weve since gotten divorced and I got a PFA. Ive been trying to provide for my son as best as I possibly can but being a full time student its hard to keep up with bills. Ive also been trying to get help and ended up diagnosed with anxiety, depression, and PTSD.
I then totaled my car, and the insurance company screwed me on it value. So I had to get a new car and pay for inspection and registration on that. Plus tires.
Except 2 days before Christmas my ex decided to slash my tires and violate the PFA order. As a result hes back in jail and I had to use the little bit of savings I had to get new tires for my car again. The tires were less than 2 months old.
Because hes back in jail however, I am now no longer recieving any child support to help with basic expenses. Plus the few hours I had been getting at work just got slashed as they hired a new full time position.
I hate to ask for money but guys really, its bad. Im at risk of ending up homeless with a 1 year old. Im getting what help I can but theres not much for me where I live. Please consider helping out. Im scared and Im stuck. Ive seen people on tumblr recieve tons of money for a variety of things. Im not asking for a ton here. Just enough to help me make sure my son has food in his mouth and a roof over his head.
Ive added my paypal below. If youre uncomfortable just donating money I also offer tarot readings and other divination services.
God fucking damnit. Well. I've finally succumbed to drawing him in a tutu/dress, out of sheer curiosity. Y'all better enjoy yourselves you nerds.
A’ight, so depending on whether anyone cares or not, I’m gonna need you guys who are good at this whole Tumblr thing to teach me how exactly this will work. I got some adoptables on DA and I’m deciding to put them over here too just to see if It’ll help.
They do cost money via PayPal though, and I need a few pointers on how exactly this’ll be workin’. If anyone would spare a patient minute or two to throw some knowledge my way I’d greatly appreciate it.
This boyo ‘er girlo ‘er somethino right here be the first of ‘em. They’ve been sitting on DA for almost a month and I don’t know what to do with ‘em. They’re $2.00.
Bendy-Beans can’t quite grasp the concept of ‘Too much belief’.
I am a cancerous, hot-headed, ginger, aries, that likes far to many fandoms for my own good. I am a Blatherskite.
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