i’m not doing bad enough to deserve or need help because i’m happy sometimes and i can usually function “normally”.
but i have cuts covering my arm and i’m eating badly.
but i shouldn’t be doing those things because i should be able to cope and i’m not doing that badly.
but i clearly can’t cope if i’m resulting to these negative coping mechanisms.
but i’m not like going to kms or anything.
but i wouldn’t be complaining if i didn’t wake up tomorrow.
growing up I was always afraid of being Found Out. not sure what I was hiding. just my whole self I guess
Welcome back to its really hot and I’m going to murder someone
I bought a scale to weigh myself, I just did and now I feel disgusting
#lovemyideas /s
once you deny yourself that craving once, then twice, you’ll find yourself at the end of a week having denied it 50 times.
discipline builds up. don’t give up, don’t give yourself that “one time.” I promise it doesn’t exist and it will snowball.
always remember that food is not a reward, restriction is.
when you want to take a second helping, when you want to eat lunch with everyone else, when you’re alone and want to reach for snacks, when you’re out and want to eat unhealthy fast food - remember this. you’ll never get far unless you start now; start resisting your old habits and making new ones.
work hard for what you want.
take care.
I am staying hydrated, are You staying hydrated?
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I miss the time when there were like 3 new sfth fanfics every day on ao3