๐’˜๐’† ๐’˜๐’๐’–๐’๐’…'๐’—๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’†๐’ ๐’•๐’Š๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”.

๐’˜๐’† ๐’˜๐’๐’–๐’๐’…'๐’—๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’†๐’ ๐’•๐’Š๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”.

synopsis. how they would react and cope after you left their lives. characters. jing yuan, dan heng, blade, gepard x gn!reader (separate) author's note. congrats, you have made it to the vault (carlyle's version). due to the 1.2 update i will not shut up about hsr and speak now tv. sorry if this was short, the writer's block is still kinda there. lmk if u want any other character!

๐’˜๐’† ๐’˜๐’๐’–๐’๐’…'๐’—๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’†๐’ ๐’•๐’Š๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”.

jing yuan would be a bit more dignified about losing you. after all, after everything he has witnessed in his long, long life, he knew that it would only be inevitable that he would lose you, too. but for the amount of loss that he has experienced, it did not make it any easier for him to cope. your presence always made everything just a tad bit bearable and he missed that sorely. on the outside, jing yuan would make sure that he would seem fine, greeting everyone warmly and nodding to their consolations, but the moment the public's eyes are off him, he'd be devoid of any emotion. you had always likened jing yuan to the sun, he'd remember, before you went on a tangent about his eyes again, but the true sun in his life was you. and you were gone.

dan heng would immediately blame himself. no matter the circumstance, he'd chalk it up to the karma of being with someone like him. it was apparent how much happier you made him when you were together โ€” the astral express would always comment how he seemed to glow around you despite the neutral expression he always wore โ€” that everything just turned dead when you were gone. at least, that's how it was like for him. no more of indulging in the silly romantic antics that you'd drag him in โ€” oh, how he'd give anything for one last adventure with you. dan heng would spend most of his time locked in the archives after this, his mind awake and going over every tender memory you shared with him. his most favorite one was when you sung to him; now, it'd be the only voice haunting him before he fell into the deepest slumber.

blade would not believe it first. you made a promise to him that you would stay with him, no matter how long it takes. you promised that to him, and he does not take the promise of forever lightly. when the undeniable is presented to him, blade would lose control over the overflowing emotion in him. he's in despair, he's seething in anger, he's breaking down in labored cries, even kafka does not want to be around him when he'd be experiencing all these at once. he'd curse his immortality again over and over, wishing that the universe would finally grant him his wish to die, because all he wants now is to be reunited in your arms, your hand gently stroking his hair and your voice whispering to him that you were there and you were fine. he would swear to never love again, not like how he loved you.

gepard would break down at the news. rightfully, it was unbecoming of the captain to react in such a public manner, but he did not care. you had always made sure he was taking care of himself, that he'd just condemn himself for losing the best thing that ever happened to him. he'd work thrice as hard and sink himself deeper into his duties afterwards. as you were no longer there to chastise him for overworking himself to the bone, gepard would be prone to collapsing every time he pushed himself too hard. even when serval would call him out on this self destructive behavior, he wouldn't listen. some nights, he'd swear that he, delirious and sleep deprived, sees you standing right next to him, a frown on your face as he stayed up all night to finish the documents. "don't look at me like that" he'd say, but how he would wish for you to say something to reprimand and snap him out of it.

๐’˜๐’† ๐’˜๐’๐’–๐’๐’…'๐’—๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’†๐’ ๐’•๐’Š๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”.

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COULDA, WOULDA, SHOULDA, DIDN'T (ALTERNATE ENDING).

COULDA, WOULDA, SHOULDA, DIDN'T (ALTERNATE ENDING).

โžณ synopsis: aventurine has never lost. that's what he tells people when he makes bets and in passing conversation about gambling. but every night when he lays in bed, he will always think about the day he almost lost you. angst version.

โžณ character/s: aventurine

โžณ warnings:ย 2.1 spoilers, aventurine backstory spoilers, aventurine real name spoilers, mentions of death, slavery (it's not romanticised, you're safe-), mentions of torture, blood, hurt/comfort, marriage, sleeping together (literally), reader described as beautiful

โžณ word count: 0.7k

โžณ notes: here's the happy version for those who were asking for it LMAO also i jumped on the bandwagon of fic writers inspired by aventurine official art-

๐ซ๐ž๐ช๐ฎ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌย /ย ๐œ๐ก๐š๐ซ๐š๐œ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญย ย /ย ๐ฆ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฆ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฌย /ย ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฉ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ

COULDA, WOULDA, SHOULDA, DIDN'T (ALTERNATE ENDING).

aventurine will never forget the day he met you. he himself didn't know much better than you did as you ran for your lives as children, but he knew he never wanted to see you like that ever again. that night, he thinks he fell in love.

even with the heavy metal cuffs crushing your wrists, he thought you were beautiful. in the most horrible circumstances, you found solace in each other's arms. aventurine made it a habit to kiss your brand mark and then your forehead as he let you use his arm as a pillow. any screams of pain either of you made as you were roughly dragged from your cell to undergo 'disciplining' haunt your minds in the rare moments of emptiness.

the day aventurine was bought away by jade, he's never felt fear quite the same as looking back and seeing you be dragged away by your cuffs, calling out for him as he left while you were pulled further down the abyss of pain and agony.

"i'll come back for you, wait for me!" he yelled behind him. he was desperate, he didn't know if he would ever get to come back for you and ultimately, that scared him more. the idea that his last interaction with you was filled with despair only fueled his desire to rise to the top. he would free himself and ensure that when (if) he freed you, you would have everything you needed immediately.

aventurine remembers the day he came back for you. he'd beat up a lot of guards, and possibly killed a couple, only to find you unconscious and bleeding onto the cold concrete floor in your cell. scrambling to his knees, he held you in his arms and bolted out the door, desperately praying to whatever god would listen that you were alive.

he lived a nightmare as you recuperated in hospital, but nothing came close to making him cry since leaving you than holding your hand and kissing you all over again as if it was your first time. each night as he slept in the chair beside your hospital bed, he wondered what would've happened if he never got to you or was too late.

when he proposed to you, it felt like a fever dream. when he woke up the next morning to see you beside him, ring glinting in the morning sun and cheek pressed into a silk pillowcase rather than dusty concrete. he smiled in adoration, pulling you closer by the waist and chuckling at your sleepy whine of protest before burying your head into his chest and falling back asleep. taking your hand in his, he kissed the ring he'd given to you as a token of your engagement, resting his chin atop your head.

his phone rang and he sighed, blindly reaching behind him to check who was calling him. dr. ratio.

groggily, he answered. "you're calling early, don't you know i'm spending my paid leave with my wonderful fiance?"

aventurine could practically hear the eye roll from dr. ratio over the phone. "i am well aware, i just thought you would want to be informed that i have located your old master that was missing from the premises when you were searching for them," he said, probably polishing one of his marble busts to occupy himself.

"...keep an eye on him. i'll figure out what to do with him when i get more sleep." and with that, aventurine hung up the phone. he returned his attention to you and caressed his thumb over your hip as he pondered this newfound information.

he could've lost you if he didn't get there when he did. he's grateful for that, because he can have you by his side forever and a little bit more. he would've come looking for you to discover you'd died if he didn't push himself harder than recommended to rise to the top. he should've lost you, for that is what the sick gods on some alternate plane of reality deemed reasonable for his kind.

he didn't.

COULDA, WOULDA, SHOULDA, DIDN'T (ALTERNATE ENDING).
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Breeding Kink | Dragon!Zhongli

Breeding Kink | Dragon!Zhongli

Pairing: Zhongli x fem!reader

Genre: SMUTTTT!!ย 

Words: 4.6k

A/N: So uh yeah, this was mainly inspired by hcs from @genshin-spiceโ€‹!! thank you for the ideas sjkdha as well as the asks I have received! I decided to combine them into one fic bc im lazy i hope u like it jkasdha

Warning: THIS IS AN 18+ FIC, SO MINORS OUT THERE, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION.ย 

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It was in the dead of the night.

Zhongli breathed in; eyes dilated.

His study was quietโ€”yet all he could hear was his heart beat pounding violently against his chest and the sound of skin rubbing against skin.

He couldnโ€™t take it.

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2 years ago
The Ruikasa Sewing Incident
The Ruikasa Sewing Incident

the ruikasa sewing incident

3 years ago

XHRUEGDHEBDVDJ??? ;;;;

๐–ฅปโ €ุŒโ €โ€น ONE HUNDRED AND SEVEN โ†ท

โ–พ ๊ญ› ห– ๏ธดCHARACTERS : aether x reader

โ–พ ๊ญ› ห– ๏ธดWARNINGS : aether cursing, mentions of blood and injury

โ–พ ๊ญ› ห– ๏ธดNOTE : i made a seven deadly sins reference hehe. proof read, i wrote this at 1 am ๐Ÿ’€

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๐–ฅปโ €ุŒโ €โ€น ONE HUNDRED AND SEVEN โ†ท
๐–ฅปโ €ุŒโ €โ€น ONE HUNDRED AND SEVEN โ†ท
๐–ฅปโ €ุŒโ €โ€น ONE HUNDRED AND SEVEN โ†ท
๐–ฅปโ €ุŒโ €โ€น ONE HUNDRED AND SEVEN โ†ท
๐–ฅปโ €ุŒโ €โ€น ONE HUNDRED AND SEVEN โ†ท

aether had always been odd, but not in an unpleasant way. rather, he was mysteriousโ€”yes, that is the proper word to describe him.

always soft-spoken, always smilingโ€”so bright it can rival the sunโ€”and always ready to solve whatever problem comes your way.

halting your movements, you stand in front of your household, captured in a daze. your thoughts were filled with a certain male blonde, not because you were too lovestruckโ€”although that isn't too far of an assumption.

you were never graced by lady luck's mercy, but it had not always been like this. death never greeted you when you least expected it every waking moment. telltales of a curse passed down from generation to generation had you wondering whether you were its unfortunate victim.

however, you digress.

aether, as if someone godsend, is always there with his blade shining a dangerous glint, ready to deflect death's scythe. whenever death lingers a little bit too close, you best know that the male twin would have you in his safe embrace.

"it's as if he knew just what will transpire," you mumbled absentmindedly, unaware of your feet leading you out of the safety of your home and into the dangers of mondstadt territory.

recently, wolfhounds have begun appearing near mondstadt city. you could only hope that something large-scale as this isn't due to your awful fortune. it led you to believe bennett's bad luck is tamer than yours.

where would you be now without aether? a visionless person like you, not acknowledged by the gods, surely is not a threat to death. yet, what did your bloodline even do to receive such a curseโ€”if your family really is cursedโ€”and what is its nature?

alas, a normal citizen such as you, or as normal as one can be, cannot protect yourself from the unexpected outcry of the said wolfhounds that once invaded the territory of lupus boreas. as quick as lightning, disappearing in a blink of an eye and reappearing with their razor-sharp nails covered with a corrosive substance, you found yourself surrounded.

panic and fear overcame your whole senses and only then were you able to snap out of your daze. what can a mere basket with sweet madames do? your friends in springvale would certainly not like it if you give them ruined food.

you can almost taste blood in your mouth, the horrific taste of metal making you want to gag. death began to appear before you once more, this time, in the form of massive claws set out to rip you to shreds.

with your instincts into overdrive, you sidestepped one attack, only to land yourself in front of another. a cry rang out, and it only registered to you that the noise was your own when jolts of pain traveled throughout your body, paralyzing you on the spot. a substance so warm and sticky trickled down your arm, dirtying the ground and turning them red.

you looked up, your vision dimming, and razor-sharp teeth greeted you. your head will be cut off, and all you can think about is aether.

a glint of a silver blade blinded you, prompting you to close your eyes as drops of blood decorated your face. it burned but it was nothing compared to the searing pain in your arm. still, even the pain numbed down as your heart continued to pound erratically.ย 

it only registered in your ear that a familiar voice is screaming for your name, calling you desperately.

"aetherโ€ฆ" you muttered knowingly before opening your eyes.

just like the many times he had saved you from death, his long and golden hair appeared disheveled, his face drained of blood, and his knuckles white from gripping his blade too tight. his golden irises eyed you with the same intensity, the same concern, and the same care.

when he saw your state, aether could feel his heart drop. he may have gotten rid of the wolfhounds, but you were still hit, their poison making it difficult for you to even move.

he could lose you at any given moment. not again.

"shit! we need to take you back to the cathedral!"

the next thing you knew, you were hoisted up in his arms, carried like a bride. the hailed hero of teyvat ran as if his life depended on it, your weight seemingly nothing for him.ย 

"don't close your eyes, okay, love? i'll bring you to barbara and she will patch you up." his voice trembled, you noticed, and the endearment did not escape your ear either. unfortunately, there were more pressing matters at hand.

even in your predicamentโ€”with the adrenaline leaving your body, and the wound beginning to hurt once againโ€”you still find it in you to form coherent thoughts.

"whyโ€ฆ?"

it was not a question pertaining to why he saved you, but to ask why he always manages to be there for you no matter which corner of teyvat you find yourself in.

aether knew what you meant, and his lips that were shut tight before began to move. he clutched onto you so tightly, desperate to feel your warmth, reassuring him for the nth time that you were still with him.

"i failed you one hundred and six times, i won't let you slip away this time."

for he who once traveled worlds, now traveled time and space, breaking taboos and disrupting balance, all to find a timeline where you lived.

๐–ฅปโ €ุŒโ €โ€น ONE HUNDRED AND SEVEN โ†ท

โ–พ ๊ญ› ห– ๏ธดEND NOTE : likes and reblogs are very much appreciated. thank you for the 200+ follows! i may open requests for an event soon, idk not really confident still.

3 years ago

โญ’ kaeya, xiao, diluc, and albedo: argument repercussions hcsย โญ’

request for anon:ย hello!!! was wondering if i could request kaeya, xiao, and any genshin characters who had a huge argument with y/n just before their mission/quest and they say some really hurtful words to y/nโ€”like โ€˜burdenโ€™ or 'patheticโ€™ (btw the genshin bois didnโ€™t come with you to the mission)

then y/n gets attacked and gravely injured during the mission; the guards who accompanied them insist they call [genshin character] for help but y/n says noโ€”still hurt from the argument because they donโ€™t wanna be a burden, or be pathetic. y/n tells them to head back home and that they can handle it on their own

the guards left y/n because they were persistent, but reader never came back

[genshin character] is worried that the guards came home without them so after many more hours and they still hadnโ€™t come home, they go back to the mission site only to find y/n on the ground, lying in their pool of blood; unconscious and barely has any pulse

[genshin character] asks why they left them be and the guards tell him that the last words they told them was not wanting to be a burden

this breaks [genshin character]โ€™s heart because y/n is on deathโ€™s door just because of them, and now they feel awfully guiltyโ€” regretting ever telling them those hurtful words which could lead to their death, and the thought of y/n thinking theyโ€™re pathetic and a burden to everyone before dying makes them feel worseโ€”y/nโ€™s pained and hurtful expression during their argument tormenting him

oh god itโ€™s too muchโ€“iโ€™m sorryyy :< i hope itโ€™s not too much pressure :โ€™( iโ€™ve been craving for some hardcore angst and prompts like these are my faves:// you donโ€™t have to do it tho! but if you do, thank you so so sooo muchh <33 again, donโ€™t feel pressured to do it and feel free to ignore itt

NOOO DO NOT APOLOGIZE THIS WAS SO GOOD I GOT THIS AND IMMEDIATELY SHOWED ONE OF MY PARTNERS AND OUR FRIEND BECAUSE ITS SO TASTY AND WE ALL THRIVE ON ANGST

i did slightly alter a few things for some parts, but each hc list follows the same main path! i hope this lives up to what you wanted, i had an absolutely blast writing it :)

โญ’

pairing: kaeya, xiao, diluc, and albedo x reader (separately)

characters: kaeya alberich, xiao, diluc ragnvindr, albedo

genre: angst

word count: 1963

warnings: very brief mentions of injury/blood

โญ’

kaeya

โ‹† though kaeya rarely means any insults he throws at you, there are times when heโ€™s not thinking and lets something slipโ€”something that stings

โ‹† neither of you can really recall what sets off your argument shortly before you leave, but it quickly escalates, and kaeya snaps at you

โ‹† โ€œare you so useless that you canโ€™t do anything for yourself?โ€

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mi4-r4y - hey hey hey Mia here
hey hey hey Mia here

A walking joke that can't do shit but cry Names Mia, 18y/o artist , ๐Ÿ‡ฒ๐Ÿ‡พ๐Ÿ‡ฒ๐Ÿ‡พ, trying so hard atm

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