Stressing Out About Things I Haven't Done

stressing out about things i haven't done

idk why but for some reason, I've started to think about what clubs I want to do this year, and honestly I'm kinda stressing myself out. initially all i was fully invested in starting my new club (a gardening club) and focusing on the BSU's section in the newspaper, but now i want to expand my horizons. after they announced that the spring play is going to be legally blonde i really want to try out for it. one of my friends who did the fall play says that i should do it and that it'll be sm fun, but this is the same person who constantly complained that they were stressed out and we're constantly behind and exhausted. thats where my dilemma is on the play idea, cause i need to focus on my grade and need to manage my other commitments. thankfully the play will coincide with the same time I start my club so it wont be that hard for me to practice and run my club. still, i still worry that i'll be stressed out. honestly i should focus on the positives of doing the play. 1. i like to preform and 2. ill make more friends.

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3 years ago

these loa pages are boring asl

girlll now that im looking at all these law of assumption pages im realizing that a lot of them are boring as FUCK. theyre like “guys dont worry keep affirming it will come eventually... its divine timing 🧚‍♀️ ✨ “ im like BITCH I NEED YOU TO BE LIKE “IF YOUR MANIFESTATION IS NOT HERE THE PROBLEM IS YOU 💋👸🏽💎 “

3 years ago

i <3 this sm i <3 this sm i <3 this sm

i cannot explain how much i love this tumblr diary. these past 3 days ive been journaling has literally helped me sm. despite the fact that this acc has 0 followers i feel so open and free to express how i feel. i noticed that on my first post it felt so forced and kinda like a school essay, but now i writing whatever tf cums out of my mind IT SO FREEING. ive always struggled with journaling cause i thought it was because i had nothing to say or i would lose motivation but now i know why i always struggled. WRITING USING PAPER AND PEN IS SO FUCKING DIFFICULT. I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT !!!!!  

WHY I HATE USING PAPER AND PEN TO JOURNAL 🤮 🤢 🗑  ~ an itemized list by mirukiyo <3👸🏽💋 

1. it makes your hand hurt

2. you actually have to think about what you say which limits freely expressing yourself

3. theres a fear of someone finding it 

4. you always have to hide it to make sure no one reads it

5. it takes forever

anyways that has been my itemized list of why i hate using pen and paper to jorunal

3 years ago
Happiness ☀️✨🌸

happiness ☀️✨🌸

3 years ago

Success Story: I Manifested An NFL Player Nearly Instantly

I've seen tons of asks on here about celebrities and footballers and I wanted to share one of my own personal experiences with manifesting a man in the NFL so that you all can understand how possible it is for you.

My family is really big on football, and it was actually around this time two years ago when teams had began to start drafting players onto their teams for the new season. My family always watches the draft together and I had thought how it would be so cool to date an NFL player. My family also jokes with me how NFL players would be my type of man. So I held the desire that I wanted to be with an NFL player and I sort of had a deep knowing that I can date one and I kept affirming to myself that one of these men on the teams can be mine. I believe it was a few weeks after when a friend invited me to watch a preseason game with her and a group of girls because one of them worked on the first aid squad and got a bunch of free tickets. I agreed and before I went I dressed up as if I would be meeting these men and dressing to impress. I even told my best friend that my intent is to be getting a date with one of the players by the end of the night. I just knew that this would be the outcome to the story and I knew it was possible for me.

At the end of the game, some of the players actually were coming around to some of the seats closest to the field to sign some of the fans jersey's, and I thought that this was my opportunity to talk to one of them, but unfortunately they did not come to where my seats were and my friends thought that we lost our chance to meet any. I was expressing that I still want to be able to meet some, and my friend wanted her jersey signed. This is when a stadium worker overheard our conversation and told us that if we are fast enough, we can leave to a certain exit in which the players exit from and we can catch them before they go to the bus and get our jersey's signed. Me and my friends left to that exit and me and my best friend actually were saying affirmations to eachother like "I'm getting a football players phone number" and repeating that. We found the exit that they were coming out from and there were other fans waiting to get their jersey's signed, but honestly I held such high self concept that I knew me and my friends were such gorgeous girls that they would want to talk to us first. So my friend got her jersey signed, and I asked this one player to sign my jersey and I was making conversation with him and before he left he gave me his instagram and told me to follow him. I followed him, later that night he DM'd me and we exchanged numbers. We made plans to hangout because he was having some of his teammates over, so I brought some of my friends over too to his house and I ended up spending the night with him if you know what I mean lol. We ended up texting for a bit after that, but I actually fell for somebody else in the meanwhile and he got traded to a team across the country so me and him didn't work out, but the experience was still amazing and I love telling the story.

I think one of the most important parts of manifesting a celebrity SP is taking them off the pedestal and also putting yourself on the pedestal. When I was talking to this man, I didn't see myself as somebody who can just be ignored or just a normal fan. I saw myself as the most gorgeous and desirable woman who every NFL player wants. I also saw talking to him as easy as talking to your average Joe on the street. At the end of the day, these celebrities are just normal men, they are human. And I will be cocky and say I know this because I have manifested multiple celebrity SPs, because I am the God of my reality and so are you!! You deserve to be cocky with the things you manifest because you are powerful. I had this NFL player telling me things like "I hope you don't leave me for one of my teammates" and "I hope you have time for me when your semester starts". Yes, HE Said he hopes EYEEEE have time for HIMMMM. I was shocked, but that is the power of self concept and putting YOURSELF on the pedestal. YOU ARE THE PRIZE

8 months ago

Daily Spell: September 4th

Spell to make New Friends

You’ll Need:

Colorful embroidery floss

In many areas, the beginning of September means children are heading back to school, and this can be a challenge. If your youngster is new kid at school, or simply someone who struggles to make friends in an unfamiliar situation, use a bit of magic in tandem with the mundane to help things develop.

Brady embroidery floss together to make bracelets, as you do so, say “New friends and old friends, found everyday. Old friends and new friends, coming to stay. As acquaintances grow and two become more, we joined together in friendship and fun!”

Let your child wear the bracelets to school so he or she can share them with classmates and other potential friends.

-

“Daily Spellbook for the Good Witch: Quick, Simple, and Practical Magic for Every Day of the Year,” by Patti Wigington 

3 years ago

how did your family and friends react when you changed your whole life? were some of them jealous or something? or did you manifest them being happy for you (as they should)? it's okay if you don't want to answer :)

i love this question !

my family was in shock at how quick my life flipped and surprisingly didn’t ask hella questions on “how i became this” or “how i got that” lol. they really miss me though, i can say that. i went from being 18 yrs old, staying at home with my family trying to make money, to living on my own in my ideal place, rich, traveling the world & having my ideal bf. manifesting is fun when you really get the hang of it

3 years ago

You do not send your visible world hunting, as so many people do, by denial. By saying it does not exist you make it all the more real. Instead, you simply remove your attention from the region of sensation which at this moment is the room round about you, and you concentrate your attention on that which you want to put in its place, that which you want to make real.

In concentrating on your objective, the secret is to bring it here. You must make elsewhere here and then now imagine that your objective is so close that you can feel it.

You Do Not Send Your Visible World Hunting, As So Many People Do, By Denial. By Saying It Does Not Exist
3 years ago

new year, new me #1

yeah so today i just finished my first day of my affirming challenge and honestly i do feel more confident about how i look. today was the day where i focused on looking like raven and i genuinely felt more prettier. i loved how i did my eyeliner and i loved how my outfit looked. intially i was struggling with what i was going to wear but the white sweater looked really good on me. i constantly found myself adminring myself in the mirror and camera and i thought "damn i really am pretty". even when i was at the movies i intentionally took my mask off because i knew i was pretty. i tried ot affirm anytime i consciously thought of it and the affirmations felt pretty normal.

on yubo i met someone who i thought was pretty cool. granted we havent had any real meaningful interactions we bonded on the new spiderman movie (lol i just saw it today) and i genuinely feel like we'll become actual friends :')

before i go to sleep ill do my day 2 affirmations which is (hair) and i'll see how that goes,

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