Hii

i know i should do this on notion but i love my little tumblr diary <3

okokoko so i just watched a video on how to organize your ec’s for college admissions and basically she said that there should be a theme connecting your ec’s and your major. ( if you want to do compsci then you should be apart of a compsci club) this has got me thinking that i really need to organize my ec’s and relate them to my major 

major: psych

ec’s: gardening club, black student union, theater 

gardening club: my desire to help people in my community

bsu: creating a change within my community by spreading awareness, because i want to do psych to help black women the bsu provides me an outlet to create a change

theater: im a dramatic piece of shit

let me put the link for this video before i forget it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BL4Tz9m-YlU&t=31s

there is no excuse for not manifesting ♥︎ ˚₊

people tend to miss that YOU HAVE TO ASSUME THE STATE OF THE PERSON WHO HAS WHAT YOU DESIRE.

the more you think something isn't hapenning, the more it's not happening.

does a person who has w great social life THINK ABOUT getting friends all the time? no, but you might. because you're not thinking as they would, you’re not in the state they are in.

does someone who has perfect skin constantly find imperfections on their skin? no.

does someone in a happy relationship always think about getting a text from them and spiral when they don’t get a text back? no.

does someone who wants to be thick think about their lack of thickness (lol) all the time? no.

you need to realize there's nothing to "get" in the first place. you're telling yourself that you already have it and when you tell yourself you have it, you DO HAVE IT because imagination is the only reality.

generally, you have to think from (or interact with) rather than think of (or describe) your desire in your mind.

example: say i want a boyfriend, right?

thinking of would be: he has tan skin, freckles, blue eyes, dark hair, pretty eyes, is a little bit taller, is an animal lover, and is a overall good person. (this is a random example LMAO)

thinking FROM would be: Imagining dates with him, imagining our conversations, imagining how we would generally (inter)act

so yeah. everything depends on you. some people might disagree with this, but the universe/god is within all of us. making you a creator. you create. i create. you create your own reality with your mind. you might be predisposed to something but you can change it.

how to live in the end even with doubts by solar subs ᥫ᭡ ˖ ࣪ ‹ 𖥔 ࣪ ˖🤍

volcano and the frog pond

okay fresh start starting now!!!

I copy and pasted every advice given to me in my notes app so i can always come back to it. thank u all for ur help. I will be living in the end and I will share success stories even if it's small .

These are my rules and affirmations:

i manifest so easily i never worry or stress i am becoming more and more confident in myself I realize i am god I'm seeing so much movement, it's crazy! I don't accept failure i have the most perfect self concept every day i turn into a new better person dont be humble live in ur imagination don't go back to ur old story.

✨🌙Moons of 2022🌙✨

🌕Full Moons

Jan 17 in Cancer

Feb 16 in Leo

Mar 18 in Virgo

Apr 16 in Libra

May 16 in Scorpio - Lunar Eclipse

Jun 14 in Sagittarius - Super Moon

Jul 13 in Capricorn - Super Moon

Aug 12 in Aquarius

Sep 10 in Pisces

Oct 9 in Aries

Nov 8 in Taurus - Lunar Eclipse

Dec 8 in Gemini

🌑New Moons

Jan 2 in Capricorn

Feb 1 in Aquarius

Mar 2 in Pisces

Apr 1 in Aries

Apr 30 in Taurus - Solar Eclipse & Black Moon

May 30 in Gemini

Jun 29 in Cancer

Jul 28 in Leo

Aug 27 in Virgo

Sep 25 in Libra

Oct 25 in Scorpio - Solar Eclipse

Nov 23 in Sagittarius

Dec 23 in Capricorn - Super Moon

By definition anything done in vain is not going to give you any results. So if you are affirming and it gives you results, then you are by definition not vainly affirming. If you believe in affirming on a rampage or on a loop or all day, then your reality will prove that belief to be true to you. Because your reality is shaped by your beliefs. You are not vainly affirming if you are getting results. You are not vainly affirming if it works for you. Because by definition it cannot work if you are doing it in vain. Take this from a person with an English degree. It is contradictory to say vain affirming works because the word itself means that it does not.

Affirming on a loop with belief = NOT vain affirming

Affirming with a rampage with belief = NOT vain affirming

Affirming in any way without belief = vain affirming because you will never get results if you do not believe.

Now, you don’t have to believe in the actual phrase you are saying immediately. For example, if you want to manifest being a millionaire and you do not believe that you are one yet, your affs can still work if you believe in the method. If you believe in the power of affirmations to manifest anything you want, then it will work, and therefore it is not in vain.

Now let’s stop turning this into personal jabs because it has become very immature and childish the way that an argument as simple as this has turned into bullying, gossiping, and sending death threats. No hate should have been sent by any party in this situation.

Also remember, you don’t have to listen to everything us blogs say. We constantly change our beliefs and contradict each other because we are on our own paths as well.

This is the last thing I’ll say because it’s sad and tiring to see people I used to enjoy be so petty and nasty towards other blogs I enjoy. Having differing opinions should not be the cause to actually turn on someone and entertain hurtful things about them. I hope we can all foster a healthier and more mature environment for discussion in the future.

i need to start putting my videos in "watch later" instead of opening them in a new tab and never watching them

Reminder: stop overconsuming information and DO THE DAMN WORKKK. You will see results; results are inevitable.

I STARTED THINKING AS GOD AND IN SECONDS MY MINDSET SHIFTED, LIKE I WASNT FEELING OVERWHELMED ANYMORE, I DIDNT NOTICE ANY DOUBTS AND I KNEW FOR SURE THAT IT WOULD HAPPEN BECAUSE IM GOD AND I SAID SO OMG WTH

THINGS CAN CHANGE INSTANTLY ONCE YOU JUST SHIFT INTO THAT MINDSET! you don’t even need to get rid of limiting beliefs literally just SHIFTING and forgetting all that behind you is enough