Robert Bly, "Depression," From A Mind Apart: Poems Of Melancholy, Madness, And Addiction

What I wouldn't give to be coated in dermestid beetles

I try to fight it, but some days it is really hard

Rot, oil painting by Eve Hyman

whats your favorite sea creature

That’s a hard question and depends on the week you ask but currently am obsessed with Shipworms (who live in mangroves and wood in marine environments so close enough to me), which are actually bivalves like clams and oysters and not “worms”…

Also love Conches, cetaceans, frogfish, stingrays, echinoderms in general..

hey quick question how much deeper of a rock bottom do i have to hit before things get better

Prayer

Nata Sin

Menotaxis, 2022

Oil on canvas

Experiencing Derealization and impending doom suddenly at the same time is fucking wild.

“DONT YOU GET TIRED OF BEING NICE ALL THE TIME? DONT YOU JUST WANT TO GO APESHIT?” — acrylic with fine grit sand on a 24x20 inch canvas.

Chronic pain can be a major contributing factor to overstimulation, and overstimulation turns me into the biggest bastard on the planet. I tend to sympathize with some very unflattering horror movie portrayals of disabled villains when they lash out. Something something “being nice” is not a personality trait, it’s an active choice.