myonmallow

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happy chenniversary to my sweet circle who i miss

i'm just kind of venting/talking to miself... the tldr is im sad and my cat died a year ago... it's her chenniversary

exactly one year ago i had one of the lowest points in my life

like i'm still not better but... y'know... holding on i guess

i was having Feelings about struggling to do anything w my life and feeling the years creeping up on me. and then my cat died suddenly overnight.

there were no indications that anything was wrong before then, i just woke up that morning and she was completely still and cold.

i wanted so badly to reach out and have someone to talk to. like i actually went as far as trying to join a discord group (big for me) but i still couldn't talk about it. i don't really know how to talk to people as it is... and how can you drop such a downer on a group of strangers like that.

tbh i've been struggling with being able to enjoy things and get excited about things like i used to... i'm like... sad and defensive... i don't have any community or friends w common interests (or any community or friends but shh)

so i just kind of stewed on it by myself. i thought i was gonna like... die from sad.

so yeah... yesterday i made a sherry log (in a circle, bc she was always curling up in a little black circle) and today i'm gonna go pick some flowers for her little memorial stone

this clown 👆🤡 is killing the SHIT 💩 out of the ENDERED DRAGON 🟪🐉🟪

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some cute mermaid type things i found

i did a lot of artfight this year (this is a lot for me probably) look i even did backgrounds twice! wowe.

uhh sorted in order, the characters belong to...

(af)oldmangilbert, @sauseueee, (af)WYKOQUCUZ,

(🐦)frithuritaks, (cara)totallynotfoxtail, @nerdgirl-77,

(📷)catdognt, (af)BlazingArts1, @sundaysplayzone,

@teddydeer, (af)candyheartz4u, (af)Desztryr0vwrldz

thots on rf:o

drawings about mood

catgirl dump (again)

pikman mystery captain

uhh whatever. dump

some old nekos from that time i decided i must draw nekos

turns out yes actually i can’t read

oh three weeks late? yes. I am a very busy lad.

“hmn i am realy sweaty for no reason.

i should draw about it :-]”

uhhhh space cat

I’ve been fiddling with embroidery lately, so here’s a little attempt at a patch. It’s about 5cm top to tail.

I’ve been seeing a lot of musk lorikeets near the house since we got a birdbath (especially when we had that heatwave). They’re really cute, it’s nice.

P2 said I should post this so??? ok.