notinthemap
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afternoon on the train (november 2023)
Flowering Wave
drowning love (japanese: 溺れるナイフ, hepburn: oboreru knife, lit. “the knife that dropped in water”)
“we broke up to avoid hurting each other, but if he completely ignores me, i feel hurt anyway. and when he does mess with me, even just a little bit... it’s a bother.”
coffee / musicals / spring / halloween / cafés / cats / movies / open window / city apartment / hugs / poetry / longing for the future / space / dusk / hardcover / handwritten / sweaters / photography
a playlist for when you want to lie down in the grass and let the plants grow over you
bag of bones - mitski
trace - skullcrusher
funeral - phoebe bridgers
oom sha la la - haley heynderickx
i don’t wanna be funny anymore - lucy dacus
not a lot, just forever - adrianne lenker
even - julien baker
paul - big theif
うたのけはい - ichiko aoba
full control - snail mail
witches - alice phoebe lou
100 year - florence + the machine
monkey & bear - joanna newsom
jo - haley heynderickx
this is not who i want to be - joanna sternberg
hot knife - fiona apple
salt in the wound - boygenius
body to flame - lucy dacus
picture me better - weyes blood
army dreamers - kate bush
francis forever - mitski
moon song - phoebe bridgers
joan of arc - judy collins
full playlist
-c. 7/9/21
I heard so many people talk about romanticizing your life and at first it was annoying but then I was eating an apple and it was red and sweet and I was making an effort to conciously and slowly enjoy my apple because that's what my therapist told me to try to be more in the moment and it was the best apple I ever ate. I ate it slow and really payed attention to the sweetness and the sourness and I was sitting outside under some trees and there was a breeze and I thought: This is a perfect moment, and one day I will wish I had the opportunity to sit here and conciously eat this apple and be happy. Anyways. Try making a big deal out of small things.