Fascinated by the broken. Possibly a bit of a sadist but in a good way. 52M 18+ Only. Minors DNI. DMs open. All the trigger warnings some hypno, trancy & corruption stuff and lots of dark kinks. Formerly omgwoolybully, &2
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Think about getting IMMEDIATE validation for being a good free-use internet slut. Anal plug that briefly vibrates any time someone likes a post A little bullet that gives your clit a zap when someone reblogs Last but not least, a vibrating dildo that goes absolutely wild until your asks & DMs are answered.
You are OK. If you’re unsure about how far you let your kinks go.. If you surprise yourself how far your kinks go.. If you are still discovering new levels to your kinks.. You have no need to worry when you just take a moment to realize.. You’re trapped. You’ll always want this. It will probably only get worse. The more you fight it, the more your need for it gets stronger. The more you feel it getting stronger the more you feel you need it. Your body isn’t lying to you. This is who you really are. Have an amazing day.
i get sooo many asks and DMs asking for tips on how to get better at edging so i wanted to make an actual post about how i turned myself into a total edgeslut — and how you can, too! there's really only one main 'rule' to follow while you're learning how to edge, so i promise you can do it! this info should still be applicable regardless of your particular genitalia, but i mostly reference cunts because that's what i've got.
my ultimate suggestion for people who are new to edging and finding it almost impossible is to STOP TRYING TO EDGE. some of you are going like that's crazy edging is all i want to do! but listen to me. listen to me. we are going to get you there.
if horniness is a scale of one to ten, with one being 'not horny at all' and ten being 'orgasming' the ideal edging situation is that you get to a nine and then stop. that's really hard to do, though! but you could probably get to a four and stop, right? pretty easily, even.
that's what you want to do. figure out that highest number on that scale you can go and still stop, and go to that number. do this a lot. i love, love, LOVE touching like this, even now that i am a pro at edging, because there's zero risk of going over and it's still a great tool to keep you horny / submissive / feeling hot as hell / whatever it is you want to get out of edging.
start at bringing yourself to a four and then stop. once you've mastered that, once that feels almost too easy, move up to a five. then a six. seven. i encourage you not to cum at all while you're doing this, but also, i'm not your dom! do what you want! the point is you're touching-without-cumming a lot (which is great practice all on it's own) and you're acclimating your body to getting horny, sometimes even REALLY horny, without actually cumming every time it happens.
doing this regularly also has the pleasant side-effect keeping you aroused more often than not. if you're constantly bringing yourself to level seven horniness and then stopping, you are almost never going to drop below level three. you are going to be turned on a LOT, which feels sooooo good. which leads to...
the thing about being always horny, about touching yourself all the time, about never cumming, is that it feels really, really good. people wouldn't do denial if it didn't! and once you've had a month or so of touching-but-not-edging and your body's adjusted to the sense of being constantly turned on and how good it feels, it gets to a point where cumming is a lot less appealing. you know it's going to take away the good, horny, happy feeling that you're getting addicted to! once you've come to really, really enjoy being constantly horny, and come to associate the idea of cumming with losing that good feeling, that makes it a lot easier to keep from going over as you creep up to higher levels like eight and nine. and even when you do go over, the fact that you'll lose the sensation that you've come to enjoy so much will just reinforce for you that it's better not to cum!
*i'm using addicted as a fun little hyperbole word here, but i do want to add the disclaimer that if your edging / horniness / etc. starts to interfere with your life like a real addiction then you gotta stop that before you hurt yourself. do not actually jeopardize your job/relationships/etc. for kink.
by this point, you'll have lots of practice at masturbating without going over and you'll be addicted to the feeling of being constantly turned on — and you'll dread the thought of losing that feeling. those things combined are the peak edging scenario. this is the point when you can start trying to edge seriously; bringing yourself to a nine on our horny scale and stopping.
you will probably still go over occasionally as you figure out your actual limits — don't be angry at yourself for this, but do refrain from trying to edge again on days you go over. the last thing you want is to reacclimate your body to coming regularly. if you try to edge in the morning but go over by mistake, just bring yourself to a level eight for the rest of the times you masturbate and try again tomorrow. eventually, you'll know your limits, be addicted to the feeling of being edged, and be really practiced at doing it!
if you're still having trouble or just want to play in new ways, then find out what turns you on but you can't orgasm from. your nipples are sensitive enough to break your brain but you can't orgasm just from that? well then get to playing with them, dummy! love penetration but can't come from it without clit stimulation? tape off your clit and get fucking! i can never cum just from humping a pillow or grinding on something, so grinding is a great way for me to edge! try to find stuff that makes you really, really horny but that you can't orgasm from and really lean into those things!
everyone is strange, and being passionate is attractive. don’t be afraid to be who you are and enjoy life the way you want to
There’s that little twinge again...
You’ve tried to fight it, but it just returns even stronger. You know that tiny itch in the back of your mind…. That pulls your attention between your legs. It needs your attention, Again. Just don’t think about it. Don’t touch yourself. Again. Don’t think about rubbing and feeling that tingle in just the way that you know makes you sink deeper now.
Be a good girl
Omg pillow hypnosis where they make you hump your pillow and hump your mind away yes please
I'm always horny... I mean really. All. The. Time.
I feel decidedly docile and humble...
...which makes me feel even more deliciously submissive.
I am always ready to be used. Literally. Anyone that messages me can just use me. They don't even need to ask.
I am instantly ready to edge... because I am consistently wet.
I am more responsive to your suggestions...
My hunger to serve you is deeper and I am more pliant.
I am ready to sink lower and lower as you degrade me... its a crazy delicious spiral.
I am tingling all the time and playing with my nipples feels like I'm going to cum... fuck!
All this means I can take a lot more punishment. I can hit myself harder, slap myself more, choke myself further... gosh that's hot
I could go on...
finnnally gettinn to tha part of edging where keeping being ambiently turned on is more desirable than cumming
Tumblr has taught me to edge. i am learning to crave the mindless effects of edging. i love how it make me more depraved. i have been edging all weekend!
At first I thought that edging was just a silly game, but now I can see the effects that it has on me.
Thanks to Tumblr I started edging on my knees, on the floor with my tongue out, all naked, drooling and humiliating myself.
This is making me more and more depraved, and I’m starting to like kinks that I used to find disgusting.
It actually makes me feel dumber, my head feels all fuzzy and there is always a part of me that is thinking about edging. I’m constantly leaking and getting wet, so wet that I can feel my wetness ruining my panties.
I think Im getting dirtier and sluttier every day, and its so fucking hot
Just consider being made to rub and edge. How would that feel now. Conditioning yourself to practically stay at least a little horny all the time. Day in day out. This persistent sense of neediness becomes you. A cute toy for me. Such a good girl. A little wet will be your default now. That warm feeling buzzing in the background of your mind is exquisite. Ggdc
I want a man to turn me into his personal porn. Fetishize my identity, my orientation, my mental illness and turn me into a stereotype because it gets him hard. Dress me up and tell me how to act. Objectify me and turn me into a sex object.
Imagine you enjoy being made to rub and edge. First thing when you wake before you even get out of bed. Perhaps with fingers perhaps use a pillow.. This starts a day off properly and ensures correct mindset. Continuing you will touch yourself until wet at least every few hours. Set a timer to ensure you do so. This will build a habit that eventually needs no reminder… Hands just move.. fingers reflexively touch every few hours throughout the day. Keeping yourself a little needy.. just a little wet.
Thats how you will be.. sensitive, wet, desperate... Puffy and slick will become your default.. maybe you cancel plans just to stay in and edge for me. Becoming consumed with being such a good girl.. an obedient cute little edge toy. The ideal play thing. Growing to love and look forward to consistently pleasing as such. Edge last thing before you drift off at night. This could be with your fingers or grinding on a pillow. You will ensure your mind is conditioned even as you sleep at night. Growing more addicted to this pleasure. The possibilities are limited only by imagination.
finding an enabler is so much fun like woops hahaha you’re encouraging me to enjoy things i shouldn’t hahaha sure hope this doesn’t get out of control
Sadists are wierd because if you look up at them with teary red eyes, mascara running down your face, whimpering, crying and begging them, it just gets them harder, more exciting and makes them want to do more of whatever is causing your distress….
It’s me. I’m sadists.
I decide to train you to get to an edge instantly.
I hold up a dog training clicker and tell you to start playing with yourself and stop as soon as you get to an edge. It takes a few minutes but you pull your hand away in time. The second you do.
*Click*
"Good Girl. Edge again."
You start to edge again. It takes half the time but you yank your hands away.
*Click*
"Good Girl." I pat your head. "Go again."
It only takes seconds.
*Click*
"Good Girl. Again."
You go again, but you're too close and ruin. I slap your ass instantly.
"Edge again."
You whimper. It takes you a long time but
*Click*
"Good Girl. Again."
Ten times in a day.
*Click*
"Good Girl."
*Click*
"Good Girl."
We do it again the next day. When you edge you hear a click and get told good girl. If you ruin or cum a slap on your ass or hole.
Again, every day for a month.
*Click*
"Good Girl."
You hear it in your sleep.
One day we're having breakfast. You reach for a spoon and *Click*, your body jerks and you're on the edge, about to cum.
*Click*
You clench and you're making a mess in your clean clothes.
*Click*
*Click*
You are begging to cum.
*Click*
"Good Girl."
oh. my. god!!
i think i need this. i need to be trained, i need my arousal to be under the control of my superiors, and i need to feel utterly powerless like this <3
i love this fantasy, thank you so much ^^
I don't think a lotta people realize the subtler side of mental conditioning kink. It's not all instantly dropping for cock, it's not all consuming.
Sometimes it's about thinking the phrase "big silly boobies!" out of nowhere. Sometimes it's a nagging voice that makes you feel like you forgot to do something, like it was really important - and then you realize that's your desire to bend over and get fucked. Sometimes it's not being in the mood at all but scrolling tumblr anyway until something ramps you up.
Today I finished lunch, and I thought "I should go edge in the car". But it was a distant thought. I didn't follow it. I wanted to sit in the building lobby and look at my phone instead.
But the urge didn't go away. Instead the thought plucked and plucked at me. My lunch break ended, but the thought was still there. Finally I gave in and went to the bathroom to edge instead.
And like. Omg. It just feels so much better. Like soooo much better. I thought while edging "I should have my titties out!" and as soon as I gave into that too it felt so good. I can't explain what's happening to me. Like I know in the back of my mind but the words aren't there. I just wanna talk about my slutty bouncy boobies and be like this forever. I wanna be a dumb slut forever. A silly fuckdoll. A bubbly brainless bimbo 💖💖💖
Anyway so yeah its all like way more of a trip than the stories. There's just like so much more to it and I wish every girl could experience it because it's like the absolute funnest!
Pathetic fuck toy is edging awake. Naked in bed. Vibe on clit. Drippy cunt. Pathetic fuck toy hasn’t cum for 546 days
I don’t even wanna be fucked I just want to be your party accessory?? Like bring me to your friends house dressed like a slut on a collar and leash. Keep me cuddled up at your feet in front of you while you talk about important things and I play with my pink DS (I used to play Pokémon and Nintendogs on mine as a little girl and I bought a new one a couple years ago that makes me regress like crazy). Occasionally pet me with your foot, or tug on my leash so I sit up on my knees so you can kiss me, stoke my face, stick a couple fingers in my mouth and tell me I’m being a good girl. Your friends can touch me if they want, in the same way they ask to pet cute dogs. I’m just an animal, and you know who should touch me better than I do anyway.
Wokeup so horny had to rub my pussy so much so good to rub and drift and rub my pussy rub my brains out rub my pussy rub my brainsout 3ub my pussy rub my rains out brainwashing is good for me brqin2ashing is pleasure brainwashing is good gor me brainwashing is pleadire
You enjoy being mindlessly horny… You enjoy being close to the edge… You enjoy needing permission…
Embrace it.
Reblog if you are a gross whore who likes the feeling of helplessness, of being demeaned and humiliated and of being used and abuse how ever he sees fit like a pathetic fuck doll with zero self respect. Reblog if you want me in your dms taking advantage of you and pushing you to do more and more.
Notice:
It is now your time for random hole inspection. All a part of your training feedback loop. Immediately report condition of holes to receive prescription to ensure proper behavior.
I don’t need to cum I need to serve
I don’t need to cum I need to serve
I don’t need to cum I need to serve
I don’t need to cum I need to serve
I don’t need to cum I need to serve
I don’t need to cum I need to serve
I don’t need to cum I need to serve
I don’t need to cum I need to serve
I don’t need to cum I need to serve
I don’t need to cum I need to serve
Mind: BLANK
Emotions: OFF
Resistance: GONE
Tits: OUT
Pussy: WET
::toy ready for programming::
The largest most important sex organ by far
Sapiosexual
One who finds the content of someone else's mind to be their most attractive attribute, above and before their physical characteristics. From the Latin root sapien, meaning wise.
- In other words: If your mind doesn't turn me on, nothing else will.
No, I don't want to fix you. That's what therapists are for. I'm sure you can find a half dozen guys who think they'll be the one to fix all your issues and make you a healthy girl.
You go ahead and give it a go, if you like. But I think you're tired of that, aren't you? You don't want someone who's looking to fix you. You want someone who doesn't flinch when they see the real you. Someone who won't have pity in his eyes or try to tell you how to fix your problems.
I want your problems, doll. I want you broken. Is it an eating disorder? Body image? Daddy issues? Low self esteem? Substance abuse? Tell me all of it. Tell me about being raped while I make you reenact it. Tell me about your eating struggles while I critically inspect every inch of your body. Tell me how worthless you are while I dig a boot into your cunt and talk to prettier girls.
I'm not here to fix you, I'm here to exploit you. I'll use every fucked up issue you have to manipulate you and mould you into my little toy. I'll chuckle when I break you all over again. I'll get off to your ugly crying. But I promise you'll never see pity in my eyes.
Come show me how broken you are.
Sure, finding a girl who’s already dumb and submissive is great, but finding a smart, independent, headstrong girl and slowly conditioning her to be compliant, dependent, and stupid? Top tier 🩷
Broken toys can be the most precious
You’re so broken. You can’t even cum without watching the most fucked up and degrading porn, can you? Good girl. I’m going to break you even further.