Fascinated by the broken. Possibly a bit of a sadist but in a good way. 52M 18+ Only. Minors DNI. DMs open. All the trigger warnings some hypno, trancy & corruption stuff and lots of dark kinks. Formerly omgwoolybully, &2
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I've been edging for hours now and words can't describe how intense this is. My mind is broken and washed away by pleasure. The slightest touch sends waves of pleasrure through my entire body. I'm so needy words can't describe. I need to be like this forever!
That is deliciously awesome! You will be much happier and fulfilled. Your owner must be very proud.
Live your purpose!
I’m a dumb edged out cunt. I never deserve to cum.
It is such a shame that you aren’t able to concentrate so well with your clit so achy. We really should do something about that.
Take a moment to close your eyes… breathe… relax… Focus on your achy clit. Embrace that feeling. You have earned this ache after so so much orgasm denial and daily edging. You deserve to savor it. Let the ache wash over you. Let the hormones feeding your addiction flood & condition your mind. Building & strengthening new synapses.. new neural pathways and reinforcing existing ones that align with your pleasure. Finding that place inside you where ache becomes bliss. This condition serves you so much more than needlessly cumming without permission. This place only good girls get to see & feel. Now say outloud. “My pleasure is denial. It makes me ache and that is proof of my pleasure. Pleasure is my reward."
Focus on your task now, toy. Have fun be safe and have a great day!
inspired by goodgirls-dont-cum
A shining example for others
Edging. It’s been 359 days since I’ve cum and I’m not going to cum this year. I don’t deserve orgasms. I’m best edged out and needy and pathetic.
I’m a dumb edged out cunt. I never deserve to cum.
"A simple sexy swimsuit picture, the kind that barely was worth noticing suddenly became a call to embrace the patriarchy, to expose her body, to destroy her boring life and be reborn as something else. It was the power of language: it got inside her head more than anything else, because thoughts were built on language itself-- to read was to let some foreign mental being colonize her brain, just for a little while. To read was to surrender and let someone else’s thoughts inside her. It was a profound intimacy, a sort of consensual mind rape. "
-@theprettynosferatu
Love prettynosferato
Can't squirt? Can't fuck for hours? Worry that you're not up to pounding someone 'til their brain turns to mush? Can't orgasm easily? Like the idea of dirty stuff but always end up doing vanilla? Inexperienced? Worried about the way your body looks when you're contorted during sex? Feel like you're bad at getting a rhythm when you're on top? Worried your dick isn't big enough? Worried your pussy isn't pretty enough? Not wet enough? Too wet? Are you nervous because everyone else seems to be amazing at deep-throating and you might gag? Haven't been with someone that isn't a different gender to you, but you feel bi/pan? Worried you can't fuck someone again immediately after cumming?
Don't stress yourself. All these feelings are normal. In fact, they're typical. I'd say these anxieties are more common than they are rare.
A lot of people talk in such a way (especially on Tumblr) where they're not clear that they're talking about their fantasies, rather than real and lived experiences.
They're not showing off to you. You're not bad at sex because you feel worried about things or haven't had the courage to try them or suggest them. They're just saying "I like the idea of this thing".
I've had a lot of experience. I've been in long term relationships. I've been promiscuous. Largely speaking, I'm very confident about my sexuality and my sexual prowess. However, the anxieties we have about sex are always there - I've just learned to manage them a little better.
The pressure to perform is a lot. The pressure to know everything and be up for everything is real. A lot of sexual fantasies don't translate into real life at all, but it's fun to fuck around and try. A two second gif of someone getting railed isn't someone getting railed for 3 hours - their hips and knees would give out first - it's all smoke and mirrors.
A three second quickie where you both laugh at the end is always better than some overly dramatic roleplay, trust me.
Just remember that everyone is in the same situation, it's just not very cool to say it out loud. I'm saying it out loud because I don't care if someone thinks I'm uncool because of it.
You're more beautiful than you think. You're better at sex than you think. You're allowed to learn on the job too.
You're doing great, honestly.
Edging. It’s been 359 days since I’ve cum and I’m not going to cum this year. I don’t deserve orgasms. I’m best edged out and needy and pathetic.
I invite you to imagine your denial, constant touching and edging are already corrupting your mind just a little. Regularly it seemingly becomes all you can think about it now.. perhaps it is not all you want to do but it feels like it.. what if you remember you could barely sleep last night because you are so horny and cannot wait until morning just so you could open tumblr again, touch, edge yourself dumb and whore yourself out a little more. Consider it is many weeks from now and you think back to this moment and smile because you know it is when your mind began to break.. when you relax now and let yourself jump down the rabbit hole of bliss. Let it consume you and have fun with it. You will never be quite the same.
It’s ok. No one has to know. It’s healthy. You need this. Have a great day.
Be a good girl and drink some fucking water! Hydrate like a bitch! No, hydrate more!
Listen to me you little cocksleeve. You are valuable and valued. You deserve to be loved, you completely depraved fucktoy!
Hey you pathetic fuckdoll! You got this! You'll do your best and that's more than enough, you cum guzzling whore! Extend some goddamn kindness to your wonderful self, you massive slut!
currently i keep thinking about being programmed by a hypnotherapist; them using their hypnosis to “help” you, while they actually just turn you into a dumb, mindless slut for them. rebuilding and reshaping your mind, making you more and more dependent on them until you leave your life behind and turn into nothing but their pet, their good toy for them to use whenever and however they please. just the thought of having your mind melted slowly but surely, all while thinking they’d never do anything like that is just so hot to me. even better when you slowly notice the ideas and fantasies that have been planted in your mind, thinking that the idea of being a mindless plaything has always been a part of you.♡
i am such a sucker for that concept istg.
god corruption is so hot. being a good little sub and getting into more and more fucked up shit, realizing i’m getting wet over stuff that would have grossed me out just a few months ago, the way my mind is being completely broken and reshaped in order to be of better use…. yeah <3
sometimes i stick my tongue out while i masturbate cause it makes me feel sluttier
Hes simple you just have to suffer for him
This post is in response to a few questions I’ve received on my blog. I’ve taken inspiration from a great post @littlemisssubshine made on orgasm denial, which is well worth reading. As I focus more on edging rather than denial, I think there’s room for both posts. If you’ve ever wondered why you should try edging, read on..
Edging is where you’re deeply aroused and close to cumming, but you hold back before you orgasm. It can be done physically with fingers/toys/another person, or mentally, with porn/audio/erotic stories. The idea is you overwhelm yourself to the point of near sexual release, without going over the edge and experiencing any refractory period, drop in pleasure or sensitivity, allowing you to build and build your excitement and enjoying your constant arousal and lust. To enjoy an edging session, you’ll have to let your arousal wind down a little after reaching the edge before bringing it back up again. There is no hard and fast rule as to how long you should take between edges. You can wait seconds, minutes, hours (going about your day before continuing), or just maintaining your level of stimulation to keep on the edge, without tipping over and accidentally cumming.
Edging broadly be broken down into:
Holding back at the first hint, or “Echo” of an orgasm, by removing all stimulation. This is better for those who have tried edging before and struggled to stop themselves from accidentally cumming. Depending on how well you know your body, you might not be able to feel the signals that you’re getting too close, and stopping at the first sign will allow you to build back up after.
This isn’t a bad thing, as this means you’re clearly in touch with your body and know how to give yourself pleasure, which is very important later on. Starting here and learning to edge like this will let you learn to listen to your pussy and allow you to change how you play, knowing when you can play for longer to increase your pleasure, or when you’re too close and risking tipping over. Every woman I’ve taught how to edge who struggled at first, started here, and all have been able to progress to hard edging.
Letting yourself continue well beyond that first tremor, right up until you feel like the slightest extra rub will send you crashing into an orgasm, and holding back at that point. This is better for those who have edged before as being at “The Edge” can feel like walking a tightrope, where the slightest misstep can send you over. After edging a few times, you have a greater sense of what your body is telling you, and that tightrope becomes a plank, which over time becomes a field, allowing you more room to play, to know precisely how much you can enjoy.
This is the method for how you’re able to fully explore every corner of edging and how much stimulation you can give your body, and how people who REALLY enjoy it, get so much pleasure out of it.
This is the question I’ve been asked the most since starting this blog, from people who can see edging/gooning blogs with posts about how “Dumb”, “Blank” and “Edged” the owners are, babbling about how good they feel. 1 - When you edge for a while your body releases dopamine, the feel-good endorphin. While you’re rubbing and squirming away, your brain starts releasing this in anticipation of the orgasm it doesn’t know you’re not-ready-to-give-it yet, and this is where the “Dumb/Blank” feeling comes from. Imagine the feeling when you’re close to cumming and your whole body is in desperation, and you’re about to tip over, but stretched out for as long as you want it.. The longer you spend on the edge, the more dopamine is released, leaving you swimming in this blissed-out feeling. If you’ve ever had mind blowing sex where you’re left unable to think afterwards, just floating there, ready to drift off and sleep, THIS is that same feeling x 1000, as you’re able to control how intense it is and how long you can experience it for.
2 - You’re able to incorporate as many toys and parts of your body as you enjoy playing with. If you enjoy a plug in your arse while getting fucked, but only masturbate with a rabbit vibrator, imagine how good it would feel edging with your plug in at the same time, that fullness bringing a new dimension to how it all feels, increasing the sensitivity of your body. It can also be fun to see how overstimulated you get without tipping over, with a toy in your arse, your pussy, on your clit and even on your nipples. However, just like you wouldn’t masturbate by immediately putting you wand on your clit on the highest setting and need to nurture and build up your pleasure, over-stimulation doesn’t get you as satisfied and deep in that edged headspace as other things can.. As there are simple ways of building up separate orgasms at the same time using different toys on different parts of the body, building to the edge of those different orgasms at the same time and edging them together brings an even GREATER dopamine reward, which feels even better due to stimulating mulitple erogenous zones at the same time. This is what my posts on Stacking Edges cover.
3 - It makes your orgasms MUCH more powerful. The biggest misconception with edging is that it’s all about denial, and never cumming again. I disagree. For me, edging is ALL about the orgasm. Edging makes your eventual orgasm feel better with much harder contractions, due to your clit being all swollen and sensitive due to playing so long, your pussy being so wet, and the psychological factors of teasing yourself, all coupled with that dopamine reward. It’s true that edging regularly and not cumming after will let you get even deeper into your edged-out headspace every time, but this isn’t for everyone, and doesn’t mean that those girls who love to cum should be deprived. When you’re ready to cum, the orgasm will be far more intense than a regular orgasm. Even reaching the edge and holding back once before allowing yourself to cum will result in a better orgasm. But, trying all these new ways to edge and letting yourself cum after each one results in bigger and more intense orgasms, so what have you got to lose?
Next time, I’ll give some edging tips.
I’m scared of my daddy, but he won’t let me say no to things ‘I’m the one who is in charge’ what do I do?
No baby doll....YOU are the one who is in charge. Not him.
The only power that he has over you is the power that you give him. Call a timeout, say your safe word, and explain to him that these are your boundaries. It's okay to push the limits every now and then but if you are not comfortable doing something, say something. Consent is trusting your partner with knowing when to stop 🛑
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an underrated kink is corruption. i want to make you worse. i love to coax it all out of you and make you admit how hot you really think it is. don’t worry, no one’s going to find out. no one’s going to judge you. it’s okay, you don’t have to fight it anymore. just let it get to you. you need this.
edging every day makes u easier to brainwash and control and thats why u should edge every day 💖
live your best life
When negative feelings like anxiety, depression, or self doubt begin to present themselves.. edge them away.
Have a fantastic day.
you know you cant stop
Feels too good
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- You submit because you want to feel almost forced to do those things that make you feel dirty.. it excites you beyond anything else. Do things you know you have little intrest in when in other contexts but maybe that exhilarating feeling of manipulation makes you feel that warmth deep inside. It’s like you have this voice inside that lets you know on a level you cannot articulate that you feel that excitement now deep in parts of your mind you don’t discuss with just any other person. I have this voice inside as well. We all have this voice that tells you what is going on is right and you feel good.
- It’s almost like you want me to play with your mind I mean perhaps it is not like you get excited because you love that feeling of manipulation at the hands of another. It’s just it’s a little scary and oddly that small fear makes you feel horny. The hornier you get the deeper you sink in to your desires.
- You might think you crave humiliation or that you crave depravity because you don’t deserve to be excited. However the truth is simpler as you get excited from humiliation & your depravity because you fear you are good fuck toy. Just think about what you haven't considered yet.. When you get to be treated like a toy this voice you trust lets you know you are good. Every minute of it is truly special.
truth
People tend not to get moral credit for their self interested contribution to the welfare of others.
You are fine. You are healthy. You are good. Relax and enjoy yourself.
“…Many people fear their fantasies signal immorality, perversion, or mental illness. Here it’s vital to distinguish between sexual thoughts and actions. Some sexual actions are illegal, but all sexual thoughts —even if they’re disturbing— are normal, healthy, and fine. Your fantasies are no reflection on your morality, mental health, or ability to maintain loving relationships. Sexual fantasies simply exercise the erotic imagination—with all constraints removed.
…In addition, no matter what their content, sexual fantasies are normal, i.e healthy and sex-enhancing. Solo or partnered, sexual pleasure depends on deep relaxation, which opens (dilates) the arteries in the central body, ushering extra blood into the genitals. This extra blood produces penile and clitoral erection, vaginal self-lubrication, sensitivity to erotic touch, and pleasure. But those who fear or revile sexual fantasies don’t relax. Instead of dilating, their arteries constrict, which reduces blood to the genitals and impairs sexual function and pleasure.
If you want to be all you can be sexually, fantasize more often and more vividly. Instead of feeling guilt, shame, and self-loathing, understand that everyone has sexual fantasies, that many are wild and beyond anything people would do in real life, and that whatever your fantasies, they’re normal, healthy, and fine.”
Never forget that your reality is made up of your mental processes. So feel free to let me manipulate those processes for my amusement.
Be a good girl
Free will is an illusion, your actions and feelings are determined by a cocktail of chemicals, your brain is just a reprogrammable computer of flesh (flirting)
If you really want to indulge fantasy and don’t already do this, just record yourself as you rub/edge. You may notice that you love knowing you're making yourself into porn, even if the recording is not for anyone else.
Even more excitement ripples through your body and mind as the humiliation loop fuels your fantasy. It’s like the more you rub & make your own porn, the filthier of a slut toy you are. Then the more of a dirty edge toy you are, the more you need to touch yourself.
Finally you will then edge to how much more of a pathetic slut you made yourself, how desperate you now are, how filthy you are as you observe your recorded porn. Don’t forget to use caution. Congratulations now you are your own little pornstar.
It is healthy for you to continue to enjoy dark degrading porn even here on tumblr, it's not bad. It feels good to touch yourself while watching it, after all. It's not messing with you at all. Feel no guilt for your forbidden pleasures. Unless ofcourse that guilt will increase your arousal. In which case you should deeply embrace that guilt. You are completely under control, it doesn't matter if you keep fantasizing about getting teased, degraded, denied, abused and used all day long, even when you go out. It’s almost as if the more you fantasize about your kinks the more you want to think about embracing them. The more you enjoy it the more you fantasize about it. Being exposed to this every day is just a way to vent. Your desires are healthy so healthy behavior like this is good for you. Have a great day.
Today I discovered a totally amazing way to help me become a better edgeslut! This has probably been done before but I want to share it with everyone I possibly can because it’s amazing🥰
All you need is a pair of panties and some scissors! While you’re wearing the panties find where they sit over your little clitty, then take them off and cut the tiniest little slit in the panties—just enough for your clit to stick out of!
Make sure you spread your gross cunt lips out of the way when you put your new panties on, because the goal is for your clit to be isolated on the outside of your panties—to rub against the seam of your pants, your thighs when you’re walking around the house, or whatever furniture you’re desperate enough to hump!
The one downside is that the stimulation might make you cum at first if you’re not careful… but the benefits are:
-constant stimulation to make you wet and needy,
-you’ll constantly be able to reach an edge at a moment’s notice, but
-your clit gets swollen and sore to the point that it hurts to rub it long enough to cum
-you’ll look dumber and spacier to your peers all the time because of your brand new constant distraction,
-and more!
I’ve only had my clit panties on for a half hour and I’m already overstimulated—I can’t wait to see how I feel after tomorrow, my clit will probably be screaming💕 please rb if you’re a cunt who is gonna try this or a Man who’s making His toy try it! I’d love to hear how it goes!!
hihi!
my daddy isn’t all that into ddlg stuff and some of the bdsm things that i myself am into
however he’s interested in sex and mostly sex he’s not interested in the emotional side of bdsm purely the sex and pleasure for him
it upsets me that he doesn’t want to explore kinks with me but i can understand most of the time
i was wondering if you had any advice
The short answer here is “it depends”. It depends on multiple factors. Perhaps your partner is just selfish and does not care all that much. More likely, your partner may just not be super comfortable with taking the dynamic further and doesn’t want to feel embarrassed… like they don’t know what to do. Rather than risk looking/feeling stupid, they avoid taking things further and may even claim they are not that “into it”. Fear generally and fear of something so personal as sexual embarrassment are quite potent motivators to overcome. If he doesn’t care enough, that is another story altogether.
However, if they care about you, you may be able to convince them to explore more, but it will take some work to make them comfortable with it.
In anon... I can only offer some general advice on how to get an intimate partner to explore more things with you. Every relationship is different, and what works for one may not work for another. Therefore, I encourage you to communicate openly, honestly and respectfully with your partner about your desires and expectations and listen to their feelings and preferences. The biggest key to deepening your relationship this way and reaching your goals is empathy. It is the most powerful thing humans do. There are ways to help this, but that is a bit deeper and would likely require direct messaging rather than anon. Or if you like I can point you to some resources on it.
Feel free to reach out more if you like. Either way, I wish you all the best.
I've used and *abused* enough of these to know... The experience WILL change your life...and is quite impossible to resist for long. 1 minute is fairly easy - assuming you do not have one of the newer, not really for wearing in public versions that sound like a hive of bees under your skirt but which can drop you in mere seconds 2 minutes will make you sweat 3 minutes will have you dancing around in your seat exactly like this 5 minutes and you will honestly stop caring what those around you think, all you can focus on is the pleasure 7 minutes and if the first orgasm has not already hit, your mind is becoming mush and you are becoming a simpering hot mess ready to obey anyone and everything 10 minutes - only a firm and proper hand on the controls will ever allow you to reach this point. A point where you will surrender ANYTHING to Me in order to hold onto the edge and ride the waves of pleasure now coursing through your very soul...