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peachytea04

🌻Monstrous Existence🌻

Peachy | She/her | 21 | Asexual Panromantic šŸ–¤šŸ©¶šŸ¤šŸ’œ/šŸ©·šŸ’›šŸ©µāœØI write sometimes✨https://ko-fi.com/peachy45018

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peachytea04
2 months ago

made this instead of sleeping


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peachytea04
2 months ago
Help Mahmoud Alhallaq Survive in Gaza
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Hello, my name is Kate. I'm organizing this campaign for Mahmoud Alhallaq, who's previous organizer on GoFundMe is in the hospital right now

Another link to support Palestinian refugees— please support and donate to Mahmoud so he can get food and supplies for him and his family!!!


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peachytea04
5 months ago

Dandadan | Ep10 | If I got stronger without you knowing, I thought it would be kinda cool.


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peachytea04
5 months ago

Ma Meilleure Ennemie has been playing on repeat in my head for over a day now so allow me to offer the edit these two deserve.


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peachytea04
6 months ago

This is me Aya.. ā€šŸ‡µšŸ‡ø

you wake up with nothing left.That's exactly what happened with us .we moved from having everything to having nothing.In a blink of an eye ,we lost everything, our house ,dreams,

memories belongings and our works. We are starting from zero and need your help to climb the leader step by step from scratch.

All the positive words cannot express how generous you are, especially in sharing my posts to inform other donors about the people of Gaza who are still suffering from the terrible conditions caused by the unjust war on Gaza!

Please continue to support us by donating directly or by sharing the link to let others know. Don't hesitate to help people in difficult and miserable times until the dark days are over. šŸ™šŸ»šŸ‰

https://gofund.me/c4c2cf82

Please support however you can—share and donate!!


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peachytea04
6 months ago

Hello lm hamdi ,I humbly ask for your support by reblogging this post on your account to help me and my family. As newcomers to Tumblr and GoFundMe, we are in desperate need of your kindness and support. šŸ™šŸ‡µšŸ‡øšŸ‰šŸ˜”Please donate šŸ™šŸ¼Let's reach the goal as soon as possible .

Please share this and donate if you can!!!


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peachytea04
6 months ago

Hello, I am Samah Sami from the Gaza Strip. I am appealing to you to help me and support me by buying a tent and providing a safe shelter for my children and providing them with food and basic needs. Look at us kindly, I look to you with hope and confidence to help me. Your contribution will help save my family. Please do not hesitate to help me. Please enter, donate and share on my page. Thank you šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ā¤ļøšŸ™šŸ‡µšŸ‡øšŸ‡µšŸ‡ø https://gofund.me/3d4779a5 https://gofund.me/3d4779a5

Please support this cause if you can!! Be sure to donate and share!!!


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peachytea04
6 months ago
Feliz DĆ­a De Muertos!

Feliz dĆ­a de muertos!

I made hylian-mexican clothes for them!


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peachytea04
6 months ago

They really got me invested in this man getting his balls back


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peachytea04
6 months ago

how you can help palestine

*i regularly update this post with any new info i find so please always reblog the original post*

How You Can Help Palestine

Donations

donations currently reaching gaza:

ā€¼ļø help buy e-sims for people in gaza

donate to get food packages to gaza - care for gaza

donate direct aid to gaza - ehab rida (longtime activist and volunteer, has been carrying out donations and humanitarian projects in gaza since 2021)

palestine children's relief fund

world food programme

aid to gaza - taawon/bank of palestine

help gaza’s children

female hygiene kits for gaza - pious project

donate to UNRWA

urgent humanitarian aid to palestinians - anera

medical aid for palestinians

urgent support for medical professionals in gaza

gaza evacs and prosthetics - raindove (link to donations in their bio)

donate to ahmed (@/90-ghost on tumblr)

he is born, raised and based in gaza. please help him reach his goal of $50K to get his family to safety across the rafah border into egypt. as of right now… it’s $7.5K per person to evacuate gaza.

help journalist yousef escape gaza to treat his cancer

help mohamed evacuate gaza to get treatment for himself and his daughter

support palestinians: buy a keffiyeh from the last and only factory in palestine - hirbawi

secondary donations:

click to donate - arab.org

emergency relief for gaza - pious projects

palestine red crescent society

save palestine - islamic relief canada

send medical supplies to gaza - palestinian american medical association

help bring down israel's weapon trade - palaction

donate for the recovery of hisham awartani

one of the three palestinian students shot by a racist in vermont for wearing kufiyas and speaking arabic. hisham’s injuries have left him paralysed from below the chest.

How You Can Help Palestine

Petitions

ā€¼ļø urge icj to invite gazan journalists to testify

international cultural workers to strike from german cultural institutions for their complicity in oppressing palestinians and promoting genocide - strike germany

petition to investigate war crimes committed by israeli military

demand ceasefire - amnesty international

open call for immediate ceasefire

american government call for immediate ceasefire

american government to stop funding israeli military

ceasefire and increase humanitarian assistance - oxfam au

petition to get canva to address their pro-israel stance

invoke the genocide convention to call for ceasefire in gaza - world beyond war

suspend israel from international sports - diem25

UK to expel israeli ambassador - change.org

gaza healthcare workers for nobel peace prize - change.org

teachers around the world demand ceasefire - teachers for palestine

president whitten: reinstate samia halaby retrospective NOW - action network

demand the immediate release of mansour shouman

location specific petitions

gaza call for lasting ceasefire - oxfam (UK)

end israeli occupation - parliament uk (UK)

email your MP - medical aid for palestine (UK)

protect gaza civilians - islamic relief (UK)

stop fuelling genocide - action network (USA)

@ biden: call for ceasefire now - move on (USA)

ceasefirenow.com - jewishvoiceofpeace (USA)

call congress and demand a ceasefire - uscpr (USA - they provide a script of what you should say, so don't worry about it)

note: you can call everyday. they tally the number of calls per issue. so more calls = higher chance for them to take action. p.s. you mainly go to voicemail so don’t worry about phone call anxiety. fight through it just this once please.

no forced displacement! - action network

australia call on israel to stop attacking palestinians - apan (AUS)

immediate ceasefire and increase in humanitarian aid in gaza - actionaid (AUS)

email your MPs - stand with palestine (AUS)

ā€¼ļø australian senate to investigate australian citizens in the IDF for war crimes allegations - fpm (AUS)

ā€¼ļø arms embargo on israel - cjpme (CANADA)

sign to send letter to MP for ceasefire - nccm (CANADA)

ceasefire now! - ijv (CANADA)

call on your local mayor and council to demand ceasefire - LeadNow (CANADA)

cessez-le-feu et un couloir humanitaire - le mouvement (FRANCE)

Ʃcrivez aux dƩputƩ-es et sƩnateurs-trices - association france palestine solidaritƩ (FRANCE)

write to your dƩputƩ - assemblƩe nationale (FRANCE)

skydda civilbefolkningen i gaza! - mittskifte (SWEDEN)

singaporeans call for immediate ceasefire (SIN)

contact your elected reps and demand a ceasefire (GERMANY)

write to the EU demanding a ceasefire (EUROPE)

template of letters you can send (EU)

guide on how to contact your MPs in EU

p.s. if the template is outdated, just use it as a guide and add a few sentences here and there that reflect the current situation. i can’t find any recent templates so :/ at least this is something

multiple actions you can take to help palestine - plant een olifbloom (NETHERLANDS)

includes: links for donations, emails to MP, emails to media, links to petitions and demonstrations

den haag, maak nú werk van vrede in israël/Palestina - the right forum (NETHERLANDS)

māori call for palestine - ourActionStation (NZ)

deem israeli actions as war crimes - NZ parliament/pāremata aotearoa (NZ)

basta ao genocĆ­dio em Gaza! - awaaz (BRAZIL)

globo e grande mĆ­dia, parem de desumanizar civis palestinos - the intercept (BRAZIL)

manifesto ao governo brasileiro - petição pública (BRAZIL)

How You Can Help Palestine

Campaigns

ā€¼ļø justice for palestine

reach out to countries to back up south africa’s invoke genocide convention at the ICJ

ā€¼ļø international criminal court

submit evidences of israeli war crimes

friends of al-aqsa

ā„ UK-specific

urge your MP to speak up for palestine

hands off al-aqsa

stop administrative detention

petition for UK to stop arming israel

ā„ International

boycott puma — email them to end their partnership with israel

boycott coca-cola

islamic relief canada

urge your MP to rally for ceasefire

decolonise palestine

poster campaign to raise awareness on the war crimes being committed against palestinians

text/call campaign for people living in USA

text RESIST @ 50409 to send a letter to your representatives to pass HR3103–a bill that prohibits tax dollars from going to israel

download 5Calls app to contact members of your congress | (more info)

fax campaign for people in the USA

go on this website to send 5 free faxes per day

here’s a link to a pre-written fax copy you can download to send (the first link on the linktree)

here’s a video that explains how to fax your senator (it’s very easy and all you need is a valid email address)

ā€¼ļø BDS movement

get involved in boycotting companies associated with israel

palestine diaspora network

global strike guide - join the global strike!

How You Can Help Palestine

please let me know if you have any more links. i will add them in. and please reblog the original post!!

How You Can Help Palestine

UPCOMING PROTESTS

PALESTINIAN LITERATURE READING LIST

PALESTINIAN BUSINESSES

-last updated 11/3/24-

peachytea04
7 months ago

Hi šŸ‘‹, My name is Mohammad, and I’m reaching out in a moment of desperate need. I’m a father of three young children living in Gaza, and we are caught in the midst of a catastrophic war. Our home is no longer a safe haven, and the future here seems increasingly uncertain. šŸ’”

I’ve launched a fundraising campaign with the goal of raising $40,000 to relocate my family to a safer place where my children can grow up in peace and have a chance at a brighter future.

Unfortunately, my previous fundraising efforts were abruptly halted when my account was terminated without explanation. However, I remain determined to keep fighting for my family’s safety and well-being. 🫶

If you could take a moment to read our story, consider donating, or simply share our campaign with others, it would make an incredible difference. Every act of kindness, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to safety and a new beginning. šŸ™

Thank you for your time, compassion, and support. ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹

https://gofund.me/fd1faea2 šŸ”—

Everyone, if you can, please support Mohammad and his family and donate to their gofundme!!!

https://gofund.me/fd1faea2


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peachytea04
7 months ago
Gimme A Week And I’ll Be Back With A New Obsession

Gimme a week and I’ll be back with a new obsession


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peachytea04
8 months ago

Gold & Moonlight (2476 words) by PeachyTea04

Hello, all!! As you may know, I participated in the Golden Garden Huntlow fanzine, and I am so so grateful I got to be a part of such a wonderful project! With that said, this is is piece I wrote for the zine, now available for all to read!

Aaaand...

Gold & Moonlight (2476 Words) By PeachyTea04

The reason I'm posting this is because Golden Garden, as of today, has begun its leftovers sale!! If you weren't able to grab a bundle when the zine first went up, now's your chance to snag some merch!! There is SO much cool stuff--stickers, pins, buttons, prints, polaroids, a MUSIC BOX that plays Merry-Go-Round of Life???? It is literally one of the coolest things ever, and if you're interested, head on over to Golden Garden's socials to check out the details!! I'll link them here for convenience :D

Tumblr / Twitter / Instagram

And as always, thank you so much for supporting this project!

@huntlowfanzine


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peachytea04
8 months ago

Whoooooaaa I have a Ko-Fi now!!

If you enjoy my writing, you can tip a dollar, but if not, that is also completely fine. I make no money off of it anyway, I’m just a college student

Anyway, love you all! I promise to update A Way With Words soon I am so so sorry I haven’t done that already oh my god

peachytea04
10 months ago

Full offense but your writing style is for you and nobody else. Use the words you want to use; play with language, experiment, use said, use adverbs, use ā€œunrealisticā€ writing patterns, slap words you don’t even know are words on the page. Language is a sandbox and you, as the author, are at liberty to shape it however you wish. Build castles. Build a hovel. Build a mountain on a mountain or make a tiny cottage on a hill. Whatever it is you want to do. Write.


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peachytea04
10 months ago
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The Owl House (Cartoon) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Hunter | The Golden Guard/Willow Park, Mentioned Amity Blight/Luz Noceda - Relationship Characters: Hunter | The Golden Guard (The Owl House), Willow Park, Amity Blight, mentioned Luz Noceda - Character, Willow Park's Fathers, Mentioned Gus Porter - Character Additional Tags: Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, sorry about that, Bully Boscha (The Owl House), I know she could be a nuanced character but I haven't forgiven her yet, Willow Park Needs a Hug, Willow Park-centric, Willow Park Gets a Hug, Established Relationship, Established Hunter | The Golden Guard/Willow Park, During Timeskip in Episode: s03e03 Watching and Dreaming (The Owl House) Summary:

After a run-in with Boscha, Willow feels as if she's weak. Hunter helps her to see the truth.

Ā  Written for Jellyellie's DTIYS on Twitter!! Go check her out here!


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peachytea04
11 months ago

Thank you for the tag, @immortalmint!! The purpose of this tag is to share ā€œwhat made you guys pick your url’?ā€ This will be a short reply šŸ˜…

Sweet tea is my favorite drink, and specifically peach tea is my personal go-to. Combine that with a stupid joke I have with my brothers (this tea brand called Peace Tea has Pride themed cans of peach tea, so I call it ā€œgay teaā€), and the similarity the term ā€œpeachy teaā€ sounds like ā€œpeachy keenā€ or just the fact that ā€œpeachyā€ is a term that can mean happy, I thought it would be fun 😁And 04 is just my birth year

Some tags for anyone who may want to do this, too! @avariantflaire @fairytales-and-folklore @lollytea @avatarmerida, and literally anyone else who wants to share

Got tagged by @childlikegoblinqueen for "what made u guys pick ur url's!" Thanks for the tag!

Immortalmint is a (debatably) funny double joke:

As the victim of a vampire, wouldn't you prefer to be bitten by a clean mouth? (As if that's your primary concern...) Courteous vampires brush twice nightly.

Mint, the immortal plant (that I've totally killed. Unintentionally.)

No pressure tags: @peachytea04, @smallpapers, @threegoblinart, @lovemoroporo, @chaoticnebu, and anyone else who wants to share their url origin!


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peachytea04
11 months ago
ā€œACES BELONG AT PRIDEā€
ā€œACES BELONG AT PRIDEā€
ā€œACES BELONG AT PRIDEā€
ā€œACES BELONG AT PRIDEā€

ā€œACES BELONG AT PRIDEā€

a PSA for the naysayers and encouragement for those who need it. mostly the latter rather than the former, but for those who needed the PSA:

you’re welcome.

※ photos taken May 2018Ā at Tokyo Rainbow Pride. see more at queerascat.com.


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peachytea04
11 months ago
archiveofourown.org
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapter 2 is now up!! Still short this week, but I hope you enjoy :DD

Here’s the first chapter of my new Zelink fic!! I’m gonna try to update this every Saturday until it’s finished, but I’ll post any updates to the contrary here on tumblr.

Hope you like it if you decide to check it out! Love you all :DDD


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peachytea04
11 months ago

If you see this you’re legally obligated to reblog and tag with the book you’re currently reading


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peachytea04
11 months ago

Here’s the first chapter of my new Zelink fic!! I’m gonna try to update this every Saturday until it’s finished, but I’ll post any updates to the contrary here on tumblr.

Hope you like it if you decide to check it out! Love you all :DDD


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peachytea04
11 months ago

Hello!! Thank you to @willowsz-plantsz for the fun tag!!

Hello!! Thank You To @willowsz-plantsz For The Fun Tag!!

Hope this answer was to your enjoyment 😁

Anyone is able to participate!! If you see this, you are now tagged!!

i found a cool tag game on twitter and i really wanna import it (o^ ^o)

this picrew + the last song you listened to :]

I Found A Cool Tag Game On Twitter And I Really Wanna Import It (o^ ^o)
I Found A Cool Tag Game On Twitter And I Really Wanna Import It (o^ ^o)

no pressure tags: @blood-loving-leech @overtaken-boredom @lesbianthatyaps @kameonerd566 @hexedvampire @laczki @anonymous-shxtposter @fleurafae @flovqy + anyone who wants to do it <3


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peachytea04
11 months ago

So I went to Momocon today with my brothers and my partner and it was INCREDIBLE and I met Dana Terrace and Zeno Robinson and they were both SO SO NICE

Best part was my cosplay because I got so many compliments, especially on my staff, and it felt so nice 🄺🄺🄺

So anyway here’s some photos @danaterrace

So I Went To Momocon Today With My Brothers And My Partner And It Was INCREDIBLE And I Met Dana Terrace
So I Went To Momocon Today With My Brothers And My Partner And It Was INCREDIBLE And I Met Dana Terrace
So I Went To Momocon Today With My Brothers And My Partner And It Was INCREDIBLE And I Met Dana Terrace
So I Went To Momocon Today With My Brothers And My Partner And It Was INCREDIBLE And I Met Dana Terrace

I feel so blessed

Uhhhh yeah so I love you all, and remember to look forward to the Golden Garden Huntlow zine hopefully shipping out soon!!!


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peachytea04
1 year ago

i always mean it when i say i love you btw

peachytea04
1 year ago

Ha!! Let’s see, then…

My gender is not a gender but I am a good person

…Wow

@kaylaeljwritesthings @avatarmerida @chaoticnebu @captainmera

Type "my gender is" on your phone and let your phone finish the sentence, then tag your moots to keep the chain going, I'll go first.

My gender is a little bit more intense than I thought I could have done

@mirukosbitchywife @get-junpeid

peachytea04
1 year ago

Welp. Another strange day on the internet.

Toast test.

(Thank you for the tag, @willowsz-plantsz !!)

Welp. Another Strange Day On The Internet.

Some tags for anyone else who wants to take this bizarre test:

@avatarmerida @avariantflaire @captainmera @chaoticnebu @daydreams-and-honeybees @fairytales-and-folklore @litfeathers

And literally anyone else

thank you for the tags @b00ks1ut and @mstiemountainhop

Toast quiz!!

Thank You For The Tags @b00ks1ut And @mstiemountainhop

You're not wrong

Tags!! @yourfavouritefighter @theweirdgoodbyes @ithinkabouttzu @1waveshortofashipwreck @montied @dontirrigateme @ronsenthal


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peachytea04
1 year ago

PALESTINE aid requests and how YOU can help:

PALESTINE Aid Requests And How YOU Can Help:

We get a lot of asks with people reaching out, confused and stuck on how they can aid Palestinians in need right now— specifically direct aid, including towards GoFundMes. We hope this post can be informative!

What you can do:

— Reblog, repost, retweet and share all aid requests that you see. Interacting is important to keep posts circulating, so like and even leave a comment.

— As little as $5 helps out, so if you’re able to, don’t feel like you’re not doing enough. As an example, if 100 people donated $5 to a GoFundMe, that’s already $500!

— Are you a creator? If you’re able to do charity streams on Twitch, host art commissions, if you’re an artist you could get permission to busk in your city centre and collect donations.

— We understand that finances are not easy right now, we’re all trying to get by with brutal bills and taxes, but if there’s absolutely any way you can economise— try incorporating it into your lifestyle. Have some old clothes you don’t need? Sell them online and send the funds to Palestinians in need.

— Suggest sponsoring a GoFundMe and fundraising with your community, school, workplace to generate funds.

— Reblog/comment any ideas or fundraising tips that have worked for you!

From Us:

Tikkun Olam Resistance

On our Instagram we’ve been posting GoFundMe’s and aid requests on our stories every day, and will be beginning weekly posts highlighting aid requests that need urgent boosting. We also have a pinned highlights on our account where you can access direct links to fundraisers. You can access that here.

On our Tumblr, you can search the ā€œhow to helpā€ tag on our account to find a multitude of GoFundMes and aid requests to boost and support.

On X (Twitter) we’re retweeting every aid request that we come across, join us in doing the same! Filling peoples timelines and your you pages with Gaza and Palestine is a necessity now.

We’re considering other ways to raise funds, so keep an eye on our accounts for updates! We always look for recommendations from you guys.


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peachytea04
1 year ago
Hunter and Willow under a tree, there is sunset light. Willow is sitting between Hunter's legs, with her legs over his left. Hunter holds Willow with his right hand on her back while she has her left hand behind him, her fingers caressing the snakes. Their other hands are held, Willow's eyes are closed as he admires her, they are both smiling.

It's been one year since this AU's journey began šŸ’ššŸšŸ’›

Happy Anniversary!

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peachytea04
1 year ago

in regards to that text post you tagged as hunlow followed by "listen to me". i have a chair. i am sitting down. i'm listening if you want to explain.

Waaah I am all jumbled up so this is not gonna be very eloquent but lemme do a little word vomit here.

Anyway. The poem 'Yes & No' by Natalie Wee and the complete huntlow overload it gives me every time I read it.

It works from both their perspectives on how they view the other person. Those parallels do be paralleling. I might blabber about it from Hunter's POV....another day. But because the poem is written by a woman and refers to a 'Him' lets focus on Willow's side of things. It's the side that gives me the most brainrot anyway. I really do love a good subversion. A girl who thinks she is too monstrous for a boy whom she views as too gentle.

I think very often about Willow's relationship with her own powers. The show went somewhat into depth about how being 'Half a Witch' destroyed her confidence. The part of her that could not excel at anything that wasn't plant-centric. There's nothing particularly complex about her feelings of inferiority. It's very easy to understand. She's Mildred Hubble coded.

HOWEVER it's also shown in her debut episode that Willow losing control of her emotions can lead to big destructive outbursts. This is the part that was touched on as a conflict in For the Future, but was never really explored at length.

This ability of hers is extremely dangerous. She can severely hurt both herself and the people around her. Surely, that must be a frightening reality for a little girl to live with.

I wonder when these outbursts first started. I wonder if that incident in the detention pit was the first time her own magic nearly killed her. I wonder if something happened on the day of Amity's birthday party when little Willow felt like she had lost everything. I wonder a lot of things. But mostly I wonder how being like this since she was young has effected Willow's mindset, her behaviour and her complexes. What does she think of herself? Is she afraid of what she's capable of? Is she afraid of her own emotions?

Anyway, with that in mind. Here is the poem. Beat by beat.

reasons to not kiss him:

1. you weren’t raised to love tender.

Willow was born and raised to be a sweet gentle girl with a soft spot for plants. She's silly and lighthearted yet mature for her age and tries to remain rational in irrational situations. She allows hugs from Gus and she allows Luz's touchy affection and cooing over how cute she is.

But by "love tender", I interpret it as Willow not knowing how to love and be loved in a way that puts her in a vulnerable position. The bleeding open wound kind of love. She's already been thrown away once in her life like she's something disposable so she has decided that it will inevitably happen again. Willow has already braced herself for Luz and Gus finding other friends and leaving her behind. She's loved them so sweetly this whole time but she's always been keeping them at arm's length, scared to pour too much of her heart into their hands. She's simply savouring the time she has with them until they drift away.

But Hunter is a different story. There is something about him that demands she love tender. And it's terrifying that she feels the pressure to do so. And it's even more terrifying that she so badly wants to.

2. when he’s around all you do is tremble. when he’s around you want to get on your knees. look how much power he has over you. it’s dangerous.

Willow is a girl who has been carelessly discarded like her feelings meant nothing, made to feel like she was a waste of an existence and who is also deathly afraid of herself and the unstable magical battery pulsing inside of her. This results in having to lock up her more reckless emotions in order to keep everyone safe, but also to protect her own heart. She's gotten good at it. And she's also now perceived as an iron clad witch who cannot be weakened.

But the presence of Hunter reveals something very concerning. She can be weakened. His smile and his voice and his entire disposition is a breach of the barriers she has spent years building. He is capable of puncturing her clean through. And the part that makes her lips tighetn is that he's not even aware of it.

It doesn't sound so foreboding on the surface. So what if he can make her smile until she can't stop smiling? So what if he can make her laugh until she's breathless? But then she'd have to regain herself and realize that as harmless as that is, it's a result of her losing control of her emotions. Which she rarely does anymore. And it's all because of him with his soft eyes and his kind smile and his shy adoration for her.

And if he can do that, he can do far worse to her. That's the scary part.

3. he’s too good at forgiving and you’re too good at violence.

4. you know what they say about monsters. you know what happens to the boys who love them. are you going to do that to him?

5. your hands don’t know how to be gentle. think about the last beautiful thing that shattered in your palms. the fresh rosebuds crumbling between your fingers like a bruise. you wolf-boy, you war machine. you wouldn’t know how to hold something magic and not destroy it.

Willow is not stupid. She's not unobservant. Hunter did not need to stay a word for her to realize that he is a boy who has been wronged by someone who he loved with his whole aching heart. He has been hurt in a way that will leave his heart aching forever and ever.

But it's a sharp sting to know that in spite of that, he continues to fall deeply in love with every person who shows him compassion. Nothing can burn out his warm glow. He loves and he loves until he's sick with the stuff. And Willow doesn't know how he does it, but his glow is so nice to graze in. Once you get too close to him, you don't want to leave.

When Willow hugs him, his fingers tentatively twist into the sleeves of her cardigan. She sees how he looks at her and she knows he'd like nothing more than to squeeze her tight and drown in her.

He's in love with Willow the way he's in love with everything and she desperately wants to give him everything.

She wants to place her hands on his cheeks and watch as she melts into her palms, finally satiated after all he had been starving for.

She wants to fall in love with him.

But she can't. Because she knows he'd fall in love with her too.

And then eventually, she would hurt him. Like he had been hurt before.

She can't trust herself to not hurt him.

And in the aftermath of the hurt, she would cry herself hoarse with ragged apologies.

And because she was kind and because he knows she didn't mean to hurt him, he would squeeze her tight and say "It's okay."

Then she'd hurt him again.

"It's okay."

And again.

"It's okay."

A painful cycle that spins until there's barely of him left.

And Willow is scared that by that point that she'll be too weak for his soft eyes to ever let him go.

She doesn't know what will become of her.

She doesn't want to find out.

So to stay on the safe side, they will never begin.

6. if you hurt him it might kill you

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7. if you hurt him you might kill yourself.

In Regards To That Text Post You Tagged As Hunlow Followed By "listen To Me". I Have A Chair. I Am Sitting
In Regards To That Text Post You Tagged As Hunlow Followed By "listen To Me". I Have A Chair. I Am Sitting
In Regards To That Text Post You Tagged As Hunlow Followed By "listen To Me". I Have A Chair. I Am Sitting
In Regards To That Text Post You Tagged As Hunlow Followed By "listen To Me". I Have A Chair. I Am Sitting
In Regards To That Text Post You Tagged As Hunlow Followed By "listen To Me". I Have A Chair. I Am Sitting

8. you are very bad at rehabilitation. this is one addiction you’d fail to give up. he’s going to ruin you for all other kisses and all other boys and you’ll spend the rest of your life trying to forget his name.

Willow has analyzed the situation and she's come to the conclusion that if she allowed this sweet boy entry to her briar n' bramble guarded heart, they'd bend to his will, clearing a path to the delicate structure. And once he holds it in his hands, he'll leave his fingerprints all over it.

This is the damage she's talking about.

The damage he can do to her.

9. you still aren’t sure he isn’t a dream.

10. if you kiss him, you might wake up.

You would think, with all this lamenting Willow does over Hunter's existence, that he's making her miserable.

Far from it.

She's reluctant to admit it, even to herself, but she's already addicted to whatever it is that he's emanating. Like a flower stretching towards the sunlight.

Sometimes he doesn't feel feel.

Typical of an overthinker to not believe that could be as wonderful as it seems.

In an ideal world, they could both make each other happy.

If she doesn't ruin everything.

Mistletoe kisses. Parasitic in nature.

What if she leeches all the light left in him?

What if a kiss is her wakeup call?

reasons to kiss him:

1. because he’s beautiful.

He's so beautiful.

2. because he asked.

He's begging. He's begging every time he looks at her. He certainly doesn't mean to. Nor does he know that he's doing it. But somehow, without saying a word, he has crumbled to his knees begging for her to pour of a little of her heart into his lips to warm his blood.

He wants her to love tender and be loved raw. And he wants to do the same.

And if she said no, he would simply reply "that's okay."

But she doesn't want to say no.

She wants to give him everything.

That's the problem.

And even worse....she is pretty sure she is about to crack.

She will give him everything.

Because...

3. because he preceded please with, i’m not afraid of you.

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