You Won’t Remember What You Ate Today In Summer.

TW 3d

~goals~

cw- 67kg

1st goal- 65kg

2nd goal- 62kg

3rd goal- 60kg

4th goal- 58kg

5th goal- 55kg

6th goal- 52kg

7th goal- 49kg

and so on

im actually really exited now that i have my goals written down :)

Before you report someone's blog and take away their safe space...

Ed's are the most lonely and isolating illnesses there is. You are accepted only if you're successfully recovering, otherwise you're automatically problematic and promoting. Your body and habits around eating are triggering. You're demonetized for simply having a sickness.

People with ed's will always find their triggers, no matter how hard you try to block, report and all. But the thing is, you have to find these spaces. Closed spaces. If we don't have those, people will take their ed's on TikTok or other platforms where they will eventually pop up to everyone to see. If someone looks for these spaces, they're already sick. No one will GET sick by looking at someone's blogs.

These spaces let's you be honest, vent, have people and friends that all go through same things. You're less lonely. These spaces can be toxic, but when you find the right people it can be uplifting and actually good for your mental health: you're not alone.

These days people are mostly nice and pro recovery. M34nsp0 is something only kids post these days anymore. We connect, we vent, we help each other. Until WE are ready to recover. Forced recovery will never work the same as choosing recovery yourself. Reporting everything makes everything worse: you get isolated again, you're lonely again. Most people who D13 from Ed's d13 from taking their own life... It's the loneliness and depression that takes them eventually.

So if you see someone's Ed page, let them have it. Block it if you find it disturbing, but that can be the only thing keeping them alive atm. Just because YOU feel like it's not good, doesn't give you the right to take that safe space, friends and support from them.

If you need to find it, the sickness is already there. We will take these things to another platforms if these ones gets taken away. And then they will pop up to everyone.

So, our businesses are here, yours is there. The problem comes when you're also there, in our businesses. Protect your peace and block. Thank you.

Are you truly devoted?

If you were, you would be down 10kg by now.

TW 3d

I hate when I consciously binge, I'm thinking, 'Wow i just ate like a pig for 2 days, and yes i am going to continue to do that'. Like actually what is wrong with me. I'm on school holidays so i don't have school to distract me anymore and i literally want to cry.

baking so i can watch others eat it while i st@rve and smile :)

Ok damn

(found on Pinterest)

The urge to runaway and start again..

losing water weight via sobbing

Im looking for @na and/or mia moots:)))

If you see this pls reblog ^^