i enjoy varigo in the sense that like varian is my beautiful baby girl and i tolerate his ugly boyfriend because ig he makes him happy or something
Hugo: What does a clueless cowboy say?
Varian: Get tf out of my tent
Hugo: Yeehuh?
Varian: What??
Hugo, grinning: Yeehuh?
Varian: YEE WHAT?? WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT
Hugo: YEEHUH?????
i feel like i’m going crazy— somebody validate my “varian sees andrew in hugo”
just. cocky, pretentious, self-assured, handsome, not that trustworthy (but varian wants to trust him). he lives with this guy for months. (trapped.) there’s an objective that both he and this guy are trying to achieve. varian would risk his life for him (but would he do the same if varian was in danger?) there’s a sense of waiting. (everything is not quite right.)
is he imagining things, reliving memories he hasn’t gotten over, or is history repeating itself? (time is a flat circle.)
Im having sm fun imagining younger hugo seeing younger varian at some science fair but being too shy to approach him
when you go to the gender clinic you can ask about being buried alive left to scream and claw at the lid of your coffin until you emerge into your real body & your real name but idk if it's covered by insurance
what if varian kind of knew. about hugo i mean. like he gets the gut feeling that something's not right and something's going to happen because that's how his relationships always end now, someone betrays him, right? but he shoves it down because oh well he's just being paranoid. this is the happiest he's been in years, he's not going to let the past come back this time and yet.
i dont think jinx did anything wrong and im serious about that