Drawn On 18.08’22

perfect blue🤝stormbringer

kinda fucking you up for a while but like in a good way

at first i was torn on this piece, but now… i think i like it quite a lot (:

oh, also- life update- i finally started college, or more accurately almost started college but i got to meet some of my future classmates, teachers, and to explore the building and i honestly have to say im very hyped to start studying. my brain needs nourishment outside of what i can provide for it.

yeah okay i think drawing soukoku is therapeutic for me. never before, maybe excluding my depressive episode at like fifteen-sixteen yo. have i ever drawn this much soukoku. good news is i finished applying to one of the colleges i want to attend. it made me spit blood but i dont need to worry about that hellish application site for at least another 24 hours. at this point i feel like i would rather go through a hunger games style tournament to get in rather than typing in my email or PESEL number ever again. my distaste for computers continues to sabotage my daily life. but yeah- save me soukoku. soukoku drawing save me. soukoku drawign

i just noticed an accidental paintstroke i forgot to erase. im coughing up blood as i type this

yet another lighting study based off a photo- i can’t seem to find it in my camera roll right now but it is somewhere

and soukoku, as usual. i really do default to drawing them when tired huh

hey its my eighteenth birthday tomorrow have some soukoku to celebrate

in few other pieces of mine is my love for drawing the human form this visible, i think. there’s just something about the curves of a body thats soo fucking fun to draw istg. and especially when it’s also fanart. sign me tf up.

oh and i didn’t draw this piece to depict a sexual interaction, and while i dont care if you read it that way, it’s your eyeballs not mine, i do really hope i managed to convey the intimacy of human touch without veering into softcore porn territory. they are simply vibing and so am i. (i refuse to get into my very strong opinions on sexualizing naked bodies in this post, maybe one day but not here)

reference used:

(if anyone wants the pattern for him u can message me or smth, i drafted him myself and ill send u the reference i used for the lace aswell)

(also feel free to make suggestions lmao)

Edit because I think this is being misinterpreted: The aroace tag is not colored, it's a petition for Tumblr to color it (sorry for the confusion)

the colors are on point the poses are on point the expressions are on point cloudfish nails the assignment yet again

I think at this point if i drew them actively making out it would have less tention that this

(also ignore me being too lazy to draw the background, work smarter not harder)

drawn on 07.05’24

tried out a new brush with this one, and oh my god i have never used a digital brush that looked more like a ballpoint pen. the texture is very much on point. the color- immaculate

my tendency to draw soukoku when stressed is also clearly visible

tried drawing using greyscale for values before applying colors. definetly a way to do things, but not as intuitive for me as my usual process. either way, back from the dead and got into the college i wanted to get into the most so yippee for mr. adult man (me). i drew this sometime during the recruitment process to play around with poses that would express emotion (?) but also not be a literal study or a big piece. because i was quite tired and overstimulated taking care of all the administratory aspects of college applications. very hyped to begin studying actually (: i bound a shitty tiger calendar in some faux leather i had lying around and added new dividers to it and everything so now it looks extremely legit. but enough rambling- bon apetit

drew an outfit i wore to a party a while ago (:

i sewed the cheongsam myself and i must admit im rlly proud of it