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The Inner Garden

paring: lim yoona x fem! reader

genre: angst, a touch of fluff

contents: hanahaki!au, non-idol!yoona

summary: she was the only cure to your disease, to ease this pain, to lift this death sentence. but she was too blind by oblivion to notice you calling out for her.

A/N: I must love angst cause that’s all I’ve been writing. I have drafts filled with angst stories. I’ll try to think of more happy things down the road. :) also, this is a series so expect more to come.

In all your years of living you’d never thought that this disease was real. Let alone you having it. The doctor said that you had at least three months to live and the only known cures for it were to get it surgically removed or to have romantic feelings be returned. You couldn’t figure out who you had feelings for since you fell in love with multiple people throughout the years.

Was it Tiffany? Your old college tutor that would give you her famous eye smile whenever you got a answer right? No. It couldn’t be. You guys barely talk now and all you get from her is a little “hey! how are you? 🥰” text every now and then. You couldn’t blame her. She’s a busy girl and you’re busy in your own right. Both of your feelings probably went away as soon as she stopped calling you.

What about Hyoyeon? Your former roommate that would make you stay up till the wee hhours of the morning to watch her dance to her favorite artists. No. It’s not her. Even if you both remained in contact well after her moving out, you guys agreed that you both should just remain friends. Your love for each other stayed as a friendship type of love.

It didn’t hit you until you started to cough up those flowers for the first time. You were sitting on the edge of your bed, having a coughing fit until a bunch of flower petals appeared in the palm of your hand. You had to take a second look to see if you saw what you saw correctly. It was purple flower petals. It can’t be. “Yoona?...”

You knew you had feelings for Yoona but she was so damn oblivious to the point where you gave up on pursuing her and decided to let your feelings fizzle out. You were unaware that your feelings for her remained until that day and ever since then, you’ve had to clean up god knows how much purple petals from your kitchen floor.

You knew you had to make a call to someone or some people that’ll understand what you’re going through. Yuri and Seohyun were close friends with Yoona so maybe they can help you out. It didn’t take them long to come over due to the fact that they heard you almost coughing up a lung over the phone. Yuri busts through the front door with Seohyun standing behind her.

“What’s wrong!?” Yuri asked as you looked up at them from the couch. Seohyun pushes Yuri inside before closing the door, locking it as well. “Are you sick, Y/N? It sounded like you were coughing up a lung...” She said in a more softer tone than Yuri’s. “Um...” You started to say before looking at a pile of purple flower petals. “You know that disease I thought wasn’t real?..” You started to say before grabbing one of the petals.

“Well.. it’s real...” You finished before looking at the two girls, who were still by the door. They both rushed over to you, one sitting at each side. “How long have you been coughing up those petals, Y/N?” Seohyun asked, grabbing your hand for comfort. “It’s been happening for a week now... the doctor said that I have three months to live unless the one that I love reciprocates the love I have for them or.. I get the surgery.” You said before sighing.

“It’s not Tiffany.... it’s not Hyoyeon... hell, it’s not even Krystal...” You trailed off before coughing again, the purple petals falling out of your mouth like a faucet that’s halfway running. Yuri picks one up from the ground. “Yoona’s favorite color is purple... does that mean-“ She started to say, putting two and two together. You nod, confirming her speculation. “Yes. My love for Yoona is still there..” You said.

“How are you gonna tell her, Y/N?” Seohyun asked, rubbing your back with her free hand. “I don’t know... maybe I won’t tell her at all...” You said before sighing softly. Yuri gets up and tosses the petal down on the coffee table. “I’d just tell her straight up “Hey Yoona. I love you and if you don’t love me back, I’ll die.” It’s not that hard.” She said, making Seohyun shake her head.

“No. Y/N shouldn’t do that. It’s too straightforward. How about you send her little gifts like flowers, chocolates, and little letters for the first two months. Then on the last month, explain to her why you did those things and hope for the best.” She said, making you sigh. You coughed into your hand and placed the new petals on the coffee table.

“I’m just... I’m not ready for rejection...” You said before placing your head in your hands. “Yoona’s a bit oblivious, but I’m pretty sure she’s changed over the years. She’s not dating that waiter anymore and she’s been looking for someone.” Yuri said, nudging your shoulder. “Maybe this is a sign. That you both were destined to be together.” Seohyun said with a soft smile.

“After all these years, you still manage to be the innocent seventeen year old I met in high school.” You said before shaking your head. They gave you a boost of confidence, at least to get through today. Tomorrow is a whole different story. This journey is long and rough. But first, you have to figure out what you’re going to do. Will you tell her? Or will you accept your fate?

MASTERLIST

Key: Fluff = ☁️ Angst = 💔 Mature Content= 💥

Taeyeon:

City Girls (ft. Tiffany) 💔

Jessica:

Night Changes 💔

Sunny:

Tiffany:

City Girls (ft. Taeyeon) 💔

Hyoyeon:

Yuri:

Sooyoung:

Yoona:

The Inner Garden 1 | 2 | 3 💔

Seohyun:

OT9:

Reactions/Headcanons:

Night Changes

POV: Third Person

Summary: "It's been nine years since the two of you decided to call it quits. looking back at some old videos made you realize just how fast the night changes..."

Pairing: jessica jung x fem!reader

Warning: there's no warning ig. it's a little angsty that's all.

"Sica! Sica look at the camera!" The younger Y/N said excitingly, making the teen look up at her with a small smile. "Hello.." Jessica said before waving at the camera. "Tell the audience where we're heading off to!" Y/N said, using her free hand to grab her suitcase. Jessica giggles before grabbing hers. "Well, we're heading off to Korea to make our dreams come true!" She said, her smile grew as they walked to the plane entrance.

The other girl chuckles before turning the camera to face her. "We're gonna be the next best thing! Just think about it, "Jessica and Y/N takes on Korea"! This is what we've been waiting for!" Y/N said before facing the camera towards Jessica. "Good good, now turn that camera off, we gotta board the plane." She said before the tape cuts to what seems to be like a birthday party.

A slightly older Jessica can be seen smiling, talking with her group members. "Well look who we have here!" A matured voice said as they moved closer to Jessica, making her look up. "Y/N! Babe! I can't believe you made it!" Jessica said happily before giving Y/N a big ole hug, kissing them on the cheek. "Eww you got lipstick on my cheek." Y/N teased, making Jessica roll her eyes playfully. "She always does this." She said, making the other girls laugh.

"So, Jess. How's the famous life treating you? Genie is a big hit and all, you know." Y/N asked, making Jessica laugh. "Is this a interview or something?" She said, covering her mouth to hide her smile. "Maybe, maybe not." Y/N teased, making Jessica shake her head. "Okay whatever... My life's been pretty normal though. I've gotten eight new sisters and I'm still rocking with the love of my life.. life's going great." Jessica said, smiling still.

"About the love of your life. How's she been treating you?" Y/N asked, making Jessica blush. She hid her face before laughing. "She treats me like a princess. I love her so much. We've been through a lot together. I'm glad we've finally got to achieve our dreams." She said before a loud laugh erupted in the room.

"HYOYEON, YOU'RE GONNA BREAK YOUR NECK." A small figure flashed behind Jessica, making Y/N laugh. "Silly Taeyeon.." Jessica mumbled before shaking her head. "Y/N, stop filming and come give me my birthday kisses." She said before reaching out to her. Y/N chuckles. "Okay, birthday girl." She said as the video cuts to one last scene.

It showed Times Square in New York and a more mature Jessica playing in the snow. She hums the chorus of The Boys as the camera followed her, showing Sooyoung and Yuri running around in the background. "I can't believe we're here, Y/N." Jessica said softly before looking at her girlfriend, her smile grew once she saw the camera.

"First you get a song produced by Teddy Riley, then you get to perform it in New York?? Unbelievable." Y/N started to say before looking around, bringing the camera along with her. "And you're only twenty-two!" She added, making Jessica giggle. "You've made a lot of accomplishments at your age..." She said before nodding slightly. "You've been in so many dramas, and you're in one of the most successful groups ever.." She added before looking at Y/N. "And you're only twenty-four!" She said before laughing.

"Yeah yeah... But I'm proud of you, Jess. I really am.." Y/N said, making Jessica smile. "That means a lot, Y/N... I love you.." She said before the video cuts off. Leaving the present Y/N looking at her reflection through the black screen of her laptop.

She had been looking at those old videos for hours. Wondering where she went wrong. She had left SM in 2012, when Jessica broke things off with her.. And she heard that two years later, she left as well. Y/N wanted to reach out to Tiffany or Hyoyeon to find out how she was doing, but she doubted that they kept in touch.

Y/N heard through the new that Jessica was dating somebody named Tyler. Although she was sad, she was happy for her. She tried to speak to Krystal, but she wouldn't budge. Saying "If Jessica wants to speak with you, she'll speak with you." as if that was any help. Y/N sighs, closing the laptop before setting it to the side. She gets up, throwing her jacket on and heads outside to clear her mind.

She drives around aimlessly before heading to a nearby mall. Once she arrived she saw a sign filled with names of the stores inside. One of the names stood out to her. "Blanc & Eclare". Jessica always wanted to have her own fashion company. Y/N walked into the mall with her hands in her jacket pockets. She stopped to take pictures with people and had small talk with them before heading on her way.

"Yeah, I like that but how about we put it over here?" A voice made Y/N stop. She turned her head to see where the voice was coming from. She sees the figure before looking up at the sign. "Blanc & Eclare"... This can't be... Is it her?... Y/N looks back at the figure to see the lady looking at her. "....Y/N?..." She called out. It's her... It's Jessica..

Y/N snapped out of her thoughts before swiftly making her way past the store, hearing her name called once more. She looked back to see Jessica standing outside of her store. Y/N can see her wipe the tears from her face. She thought she could be able to face her after all these years... But she couldn't.. Not just yet...

City Girls

POV: Third Person

summary: basically you're seeing taeny and they don't know about each other. (how dare you?)

pairing: kim taeyeon x reader x tiffany hwang

warnings: well, it's kinda angst aha ha. alcohol consumption is in here too I guess.

A/N: I’m currently reworking this so yeah

“I’m surprised you’re not dating anyone, Y/N. You’re 24.. your days are numbered y’know?” Yunho said with a slight chuckle, making the girl shake her head. “What if I like being single?” Y/N asked, playing with her friend’s empty cigarette box. “Then you’re gonna like dying alone.. look, you don’t have to make anything official.. you can see multiple people.” Yunho said with a slight shrug.

“Shit.. I’ve been seeing Seohyun and Sunkyu for months now. And the best part is that they don’t even know about each other..” Wooyoung, another friend, said before turning to the girl. “You can have your cake and eat it too.. only if you don’t get caught.”

Y/N thought they were crazy. Two timing? She couldn’t see herself hurting to women by being so inconsiderate and selfish. But it dawned on her, life is short and she should have some fun while she’s young.

She met Taeyeon at a library. She was struggling to reach her favorite book that was ironically played on the top shelf. Y/N couldn't help but to chuckle to herself. Seeing the smaller girl on her tippy toes boosted her serotonin to a thousand. And Y/N, being the player that she is, crept up behind her and grabbed the book for her. It made her jump but she thanked the taller girl regardless.

Y/N could still see her flustered face to this day. Her smile made the girl’s day so she had to get her number. "Just in case she needed any help reaching books in the future."... Yeah that was stupid but it still worked. She loved Y/N’s wit and her charm, she couldn't say no.

After a few meetups, Y/N and Taeyeon started to grow even closer than before. They would spend weeks at each other’s houses, cooking for each other and all that stuff. Taeyeon was ready to make it official but Y/N wasn’t. And she respected that.

Then Y/N met Tiffany. She was buying Taeyeon a Louis Vuitton handbag for their third anniversary. She needed help with choosing the right purse and she was the closest person there. Y/N was too engrossed in her beauty that she forgot what she was gonna say. She looked at Y/N before looking down at the two purses. She can still hear her sweet voice to this day.

“I guess you need some help with those handbags, huh?” The girl said with a smile. Y/N chuckles before nodding her head. “Yeah.. I’m looking for the right person for my uh.. my sister.” She said, lying about the sister part. For what?

The girl nods before looking at the handbags again. “Hm.. it depends.. but personally I would give her this one..” She said before pointing at the pink one. “Okay. Thanks…” Y/N started to say, waiting on a name. “Tiffany.. the name’s Tiffany..”

And with Y/N being Y/N, she made a few jokes. "Maybe I'll have to get your number. So I won't go through this shit again."... Y/N could've sworn she saw the light when she smiled. She was pretty sure an angel gained their wings. Tiffany was in love with the way Y/N joked around with her. But little did she know, Y/N had a girlfriend waiting at home.

Now Y/N’s here, sitting on the couch in Tiffany's flat with a bottle of hennessy in her hand. The shorter was seated on her lap, kissing down her neck, her red lipstick staining it. Y/N stared at the black TV screen, seeing her and Tiffany's reflection. How long can she keep this up? She’s been with Taeyeon for seven years and she’s been messing around with Tiffany for four. When will they find out about her infidelities?

"Babe.. Babe.." Tiffany called out, tapping the taller girl's cheek, waking them up from their trance. "Hm?" Y/N hummed, looking over at the girl. "You've been zoning out for a while now... Are you alright?" She asked making them nod slightly. "Uh.. Yeah I'm fine. What time is it?.." Y/N asked before rubbing her eyes. Tiffany picked up her phone to check the time. "It's three in the morning..." She mumbled, yawning quietly.

Oh shit. Y/N was supposed to spend the day with Taeyeon. She promised the girl that she'd bake brownies and sing karaoke with her. Poor girl, she's probably still up waiting for you. "Oh shit.." Y/N mumbled before softly pushing Tiffany off of her. "What? What's wrong?" Tiffany asked before standing up.

Y/N sets the hennessy bottle down on the girl's coffee table. "My sister's supposed to be at mines in a few minutes." Y/N lied. It seemed like it worked cause Tiffany stopped asking questions. She nods slowly before handing the taller girl her jacket.

"Okay.. stay safe Y/N.." Tiffany said before kissing the girl's cheek. "I love you.." She added, watching the girl put on her jacket. "Love you too..." Y/N mumbled before rushing out of Tiffany's flat. She race walked to her car, hopping in and starting it.

She looks down at her phone and sees over a hundred calls and texts from Taeyeon and her friends, Sooyoung and Hyoyeon to be exact. She sighs before driving out of the flat's parking lot, setting her phone down on the passengers seat.

Y/N finally reached home, well Taeyeon's home. She looks at her phone at sees that it was almost four in the morning. She mumbled a quick prayer to herself, hoping that Taeyeon would be asleep. She looks in the rear view mirror, seeing the red lipstick marks Tiffany left on her. She cursed to herself before grabbing a wipe, quickly scrubbing the marks off.

Y/N slowly unlocks the door, opening it at the same pace. "Honey?.." She called out before walking in, closing and locking the front door in the process. She sees Taeyeon, sitting in front of their living room TV, watching the news channel. She blinks slowly, keeping a neutral expression on her face. Maybe she's just tired. She must've been sitting there since you were off work. She looks at you and smiles a tired smile.

"You're back... Finally.." Taeyeon mumbled before rubbing her eyes. "I'm sorry, I had to do some overtime... I should've told you.." The taller girl said, rubbing the back of her neck. "It's fine, Y/N. It's always a next time, right?" She said, her smile seeming a little bit sad. She hated the fact that Y/N couldn't spend time with her like she used to. It's like she forgot that they were in a relationship.

"How about this, we can make brownies and do karaoke later today?" Y/N suggested. Taeyeon stands up. "Really?" She asked, her tired eyes lightening up. Y/N nods with a small smile. Taeyeon giggles softly before clapping slightly. "Okay okay.. I'll head to bed now.." She said before skipping up the stairs. "There's some food in the fridge. Help yourself!" She called out before yawning loudly, making Y/N chuckle.

Y/N heads to the kitchen, her phone buzzing. It must be a new text message. She pulls her phone out of her jacket pocket, it was Tiffany. She opened the notification, seeing the text: "So... Are we still up for later?.."

RULES OR WHATEVER

okay so I thought I should just let y'all in on some rules or whateva. but I'll introduce myself to y'all real quick.

okay so hi, I'm L. I go by any pronouns 🥰. I'm down to talk to y'all cause like I'm bored everyday y'know.

OKAY LET'S GET INTO THE RULES:

cis-het men do NOT interact with this page. this is a page for wlw content only. if you're a trans man, that's a different story. I'll try my best to make you feel included.

this page is strictly for snsd content. if you want reaction or a scenario with any other girl group, I'll be more than happy to make an account for them.

this is page has 18+ content so minors pls dni.

racists, ableists, sexists, any ists aren't allowed here. gtfo mwah.

okay we got that out of the way. now, let's get into some things I'll write, I'm unfamiliar with, and what I will not write.

WHAT I WILL WRITE:

Fluff

Angst

Smut (to an extent)

AUs

Member x Member

Member x Reader

WHAT I'M UNFAMILIAR WITH:

A/B/O

Hybrid AU (is that the same thing as a/b/o?)

Poly Relationships

sfw! age-regression

WHAT I WIL NOT WRITE:

Watersports

Scat

Cnc

Incest

Any weird shit tbh

OKAY so we got that out of the way, I'll be figuring out my masterlist and all that stuff. if you got any questions just talk to me ‼️