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9 months ago

Can you comprehend the sorrow of a star unable to find its way back to the heavens?

Can You Comprehend The Sorrow Of A Star Unable To Find Its Way Back To The Heavens?
Can You Comprehend The Sorrow Of A Star Unable To Find Its Way Back To The Heavens?
Can You Comprehend The Sorrow Of A Star Unable To Find Its Way Back To The Heavens?
Can You Comprehend The Sorrow Of A Star Unable To Find Its Way Back To The Heavens?
Can You Comprehend The Sorrow Of A Star Unable To Find Its Way Back To The Heavens?
Can You Comprehend The Sorrow Of A Star Unable To Find Its Way Back To The Heavens?
Can You Comprehend The Sorrow Of A Star Unable To Find Its Way Back To The Heavens?
Can You Comprehend The Sorrow Of A Star Unable To Find Its Way Back To The Heavens?
Can You Comprehend The Sorrow Of A Star Unable To Find Its Way Back To The Heavens?

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7 months ago

Alex's alterhuman ask game!

Reblog this post to let others ask you question(s)!

I tried to make this accesible to all alterhumans.

🌈 - how many _types do you have?

🌌 - when was your awakening?

πŸ‘Ύ - is your _type real or fictional?

πŸ‘½ - do you enjoy being a […] (therian, otherkin, ect. Just put your label here)

🧷 - what's the reason of your identity? You can say that you don't know. (Ex. "My theriantrophy is spiritual)

πŸ’š - what are your beliefs? Does it affect your identity?

⚧️ - does your _type have a different gender/sex than you? Do you even know your _type's gender?

🧀 - do you own any gear? If yes, what is it?

πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆ - are you also a part of the LGBT+ community?

🌚 - do you experience shifts? If yes, what kind of shifts do you experience most often?

🌝 - how does your identity affect your everyday life?

πŸ’Š - is your _type more nocturnal or does it prefer daytime?

πŸ€– - for how long do you know about your identity?

🍁 - do you think that you were born with your identity or has it "started" during your life?

🧸 - does your _type affect your diet?

πŸ›οΈ - do you have alterhuman friends? If yes, in real life or in the internet?

πŸ‚ - what is your _type's natural territory/home?

😺 - is your _type an animal?

That's all byeeee :3

2 months ago

hey, its been a while! how are y'all doing? let's chat a bit.

btw I'm thankful for all your likes and reposts. you are the best. πŸ–€

Hey, Its Been A While! How Are Y'all Doing? Let's Chat A Bit.

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9 months ago

hey, hey alterhuman community. just created this page so would love to find new friends and connections around ya'all.

angelkins, godkins, starkins, spasekins, faerykins and others, let's get to know each other and exchange experiences. let's have some fun!

Hey, Hey Alterhuman Community. Just Created This Page So Would Love To Find New Friends And Connections

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9 months ago

Found out I'm chaoskin a while ago, certain things make more sense to me now how i act, present myself, etc, its nice to have reasons for things :)

(Idk how to make this anonymous lol, if you aren't able to that's cool too :p)

I adjusted the settings, and now you can send questions anonymously. Chaoskin? That's quite unusual and it sounds really exciting! Feel free to share your experience if you'd like.

Found Out I'm Chaoskin A While Ago, Certain Things Make More Sense To Me Now How I Act, Present Myself,

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9 months ago

If you're willing to share, I'm very curious to know how nonhumanity has been for you. Though I doubt im the only one that feels the way i do, i havent seen people speak of it really. It has been a very difficult process finding out what exactly i am, and i am still not fully sure on most of it. I know im a shapeshifter, but sometimes i just am an animal. How fluid my nonhumanity is doesn't help in figuring it out, truth be told. I have been a crow, a snow leopard, a cat, a dog, an angel, a ghost..... I have been those but im not sure if i still am, or if it even matters. Im not a crow anymore but it was very important to me when i was, and the same goes for being a ghost and an angel; though being an angel still applies at times. I dont think this is very coherent, but i guess it just shows how puzzling it has been.

- πŸŒ•

Hello! Thanks for the great question, I really didn’t see that the community was actively discussing this, so it’s really worth talking about. It sounds like you really care and you don’t stop thinking about it.

I will share my experience and may even advise something, but each experience is unique and we should seek our own answers to difficult questions.

I always paid attention to what seemed familiar and right. Not just some things that seem right for a few moments, but a constant feeling of repetition. For example, as I remember myself I always was drawn to the stars, I talked with them, shared some secrets and stories and just slept under the starry sky and felt very calm and "right". This is just one example, but it’s the most vivid in my memories. If you’re not sure about who you are now, remember everything you did when you were absolutely certain that you were a snow leopard or a ghost, for example. Does it feel the same now? Does it feel "right" now?

I suggest just sit in some quiet and special place and focus on your feelings. Ask yourself questions. Also do not forget about the kins, which are not too common. For example, you can be a mythical being that combines several animal traits in one!

At the end I want to say that changing your opinion and learning yourself is normal. It’s okay to doubt, to ask questions and not be completely sure of anything is also okay. Let’s normalize this in our community and help each other. I encourage all readers to share their experiences in comments.

May the stars guide you. πŸ’«


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9 months ago

our mother always said we come from the same star

i'm concerned that I need you to explain some details more clearly.

8 months ago

(Non)Humanity and Species Dysphoria: the Forced Transformation Trope

Written by Gavin on August 25, 2024.

As a nonhuman, do you ever think about why there's so many stories and myths and legends about humans being turned into animals? You ever wonder why it's usually a punishment or a curse, or why the characters try to do whatever it takes to become human again? You ever think, "I don't understand, I would love to be an animal and get rid of my human body, what's the problem?"

As a human myself, one whose system has been in the alterhuman community for years, I hope I can help bridge the gap of understanding here.

The way many humans see being turned into an animal as a curse, the way they'd be incredibly distressed about becoming nonhuman?

That is species dysphoria.

That is a human experiencing species dysphoria, because being perceived as nonhuman or other-than-human causes the exact same feelings of pain and wrongness and disconnection from their body that a nonhuman can experience when perceived as human.

(Particularly, this might be an orthohuman, someone who has a normative relationship with their human cultural and species identity, as opposed to an alterhuman, who experiences alternative/nonnormative humanity or a species identity separate from humanity. Human alterhumans can also experience this sort of species dysphoria - hi, I'm one of them.)

Imagine being your species your entire life, the way you know you're intended to be, living in a body you're comfortable in - and then having that body ripped away from you. Being forced to live in a form that doesn't match who you are, what you know you are, and desperately wanting to find a way to change back because you know you're not meant to be like this.

If this sounds familiar because it's what you experience as a nonhuman - that is how a lot of human beings feel about being transformed into something nonhuman. It's the feeling of being the wrong species! It's the desire to return to the form that you know as yourself!

The fact that orthohumans are born into the species they identify as does not mean that they could never comprehend your nonhuman experience. You can explain your nonhuman species dysphoria to an orthohuman. Given all the examples of unwanted transformation stories throughout human history, I think you're likely to find that they'll understand when you put it in that frame of reference.

"How would you feel about being turned into another species against your will, leaving behind everything that feels good and right and comfortable about your human body? That sounds horrible, right? That's how I feel, being nonhuman in a human body, and it's distressing in the same way you would hate being human and stuck in a nonhuman body."

I know that the gap between humanity and nonhumanity looks enormous. The horror of, say, werewolf mythology looks like a completely alien experience when you are a wolf, so you see being transformed into a wolf as nothing short of a wonderful experience, and you don't understand why anyone would see it as horrifying.

But if you understand that it's not about the species, but the experience of species dysphoria, of being trapped in a body that has never been yours and desperately trying to return to one that feels like you, well - that's a lot more understandable, isn't it?

Humanity and nonhumanity are not two opposite ends of a binary, destined to never understand each other. I know many alterhumans who are both human and nonhuman, and their humanity is an identity in much the same way as their nonhumanity. Humans are just another species on this planet, as bipedal tool-using social primates, and we have our species identities just like many nonhumans. You are not as alone in this world as you might think you are.

There is room for understanding and connection. Your experiences as nonhuman are not purely individual, not wholly unique, not utterly incomprehensible to human beings, and this is a good thing. The gap isn't actually as wide as it seems. You can reach out and cross it if you just remember - you have far more in common than you might think.

8 months ago

Hi, i was hoping your moodboard requests are still open!!!! :D

If yes, could you please do a white ferret and blueish green and silver bettafish one? Or either of the two. Whichever works best lol

With fish tank/pond themes and/or snowy themes lol

Do whatever you want to do, im not forcing you :)

Picture of the bettafish:

Hi, I Was Hoping Your Moodboard Requests Are Still Open!!!! :D

If you find any other pictures of this kind of fishy, then kudos to you because i cant find them on pinterest very easily lol

Have a brilliant day/night :)

Hi, I Was Hoping Your Moodboard Requests Are Still Open!!!! :D
Hi, I Was Hoping Your Moodboard Requests Are Still Open!!!! :D
Hi, I Was Hoping Your Moodboard Requests Are Still Open!!!! :D
Hi, I Was Hoping Your Moodboard Requests Are Still Open!!!! :D
Hi, I Was Hoping Your Moodboard Requests Are Still Open!!!! :D
Hi, I Was Hoping Your Moodboard Requests Are Still Open!!!! :D
Hi, I Was Hoping Your Moodboard Requests Are Still Open!!!! :D
Hi, I Was Hoping Your Moodboard Requests Are Still Open!!!! :D
Hi, I Was Hoping Your Moodboard Requests Are Still Open!!!! :D

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