he/him // metalhead, cripplepunk, tranny, AND fag // flags in our pfp are transmasc and bpd/schizo combo :)
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friendly reminder that you can do activities that seemingly clash with your disabilities and you can enjoy whatever you want
like yes i have chronic pain and fatigue and im autistic, and yes i went in the mosh pit and wall of death at a 5 hour long loud ass metal show. why? cause its fucking fun and fuck you i can enjoy my life however i want to.
does my body hate me even more now? yes. was seeing gwar live worth the pain and soreness and bruises after? fucking absolutely, and id do it again.
im not putting up with my disabilities, my disabilities are putting up with me bitch
yes i can
white boy the world is at stake you can not be busting it down like that !
romanticise your body
your trans body
your disabled body
your fat body
everything about yourself that you've been told to hate
love yourself in spite of it
the way you exist is amazing
If you want to call yourself "madpunk", "cripplepunk", "neuropunk", etc, your activism better not stop at the things you find "bad". People with no empathy. People with personality disorders. People who need their aids in daily life. People who have extreme fluctuating emotions. People with paraphilias. People with dissociative disorders. Psychotic people. People who have different modes of eating, excreting, having sex, etc. Homeless people. People who wear diapers. People who have violent urges/thoughts. People who you think are "dangerous". People who use drugs. People who need medication to survive and live. People with physical deformities. People who have delusions. People who struggle with feeding themselves, cleaning, working, etc.
If you think any of these factors make someone "abusive", you are ableist. Abusers are abusive. None of the above things make someone an abuser.
Madpunk and cripplepunk aren't just "adhd and autism punk". Or "mobility aid user punk". Keep that in mind.
schizoposting (said by me, a schizophrenic who thinks he's funny): cool!
schizoposting (said by a neurotypical edgelord): not cool!
does this make sense
"I love you more than anything" I love you more than I hate myself. The love I feel for you is so intense my body can't contain it. It makes me want to rip my organs out so that I can free the feeling. I love you so much I can feel my insides burn from the scorching happiness I get when i think of you.
jonathan davis king i know you hate the song but all in the family is such a bangerrrr
Aether reminds me of Hole in the Earth and Omega reminds me of Swerve City chat does this make sense do you get it
Haha yasss
we finally started using an aac app today!! we used it with a friend and actually felt normal even though we couldnt speak! we've been putting it off because "but we can still speak out loud sometimes, would it be okay for us to use it?" yes!!! it is okay!!!
(we have frequent periods where we physically cant speak. sometimes we can speak just like everyone else, sometimes we can force myself to talk, but it hurts and its only a few words. not sure what to call this, so any help would be appreciated)
COME GET YALL FREE SEROTONIN (aka Copia giggling at Aether’s lil jump)
he watched steve irwin
ive always liked the idea of the ghouls sounding like the people who play them, but imagine mountain speaks for the first time around everyone else and they lose their minds because all they can think is "why is he austrailian"
phantom ghouls favorite song is Father by Misfits send post
ive always liked the idea of the ghouls sounding like the people who play them, but imagine mountain speaks for the first time around everyone else and they lose their minds because all they can think is "why is he austrailian"
to the guy who asked if i could "see the hat man in the corner" when i told him im schizophrenic, i hope you have the worst day today
why are the only reactions to telling somene im schizophrenic 1) piss poor sympathy and 2) making jokes about hallucinations and delusions and sometimes 3) denying my diagnosis?? what ever happened to "oh okay, how can i support you?" kinda strange innit
this user is learning sign language
why are the only reactions to telling somene im schizophrenic 1) piss poor sympathy and 2) making jokes about hallucinations and delusions and sometimes 3) denying my diagnosis?? what ever happened to "oh okay, how can i support you?" kinda strange innit
I think vessel has a very VERY soft voice when he speaks. It's the complete opposite of his powerful and very strong singing voice. Maybe he needs to repeat what he said many times bc he's soft spoken and almost whispers and his voice is raspy as well and it's difficult to understand what he's saying
come get yo food
ANY REBLOGS ARE WELCOME!! <3
mountain will say the most awful, horrendus, 11 year old boy joke that youd only hear in a middle school cafeteria on a friday that makes all of the other ghouls jaws DROP and then sit there like
im in dire need of more sibling content of the Emeritus brothers so i made some
- Primo using all of their heads/shoulders as arm rests, no matter their height, in classic oldest brother fashion
- Copia being called their "baby brother" and then reminding them hes indeed 42 (theyll always see him as the baby no matter how old he is. especially Primo.)
- Secondo teaching Terzo how to do his paint and getting sappy and proud when he sees him wearing it around, but he'll never admit it
- Secondo knocking on Copia's door at 7am because "god dammit your rats were in my room again."
- them bickering over something small and turning to Nihil or Sister to resolve it
- Primo calling the other two "young ones" and then laughing at Secondo telling him he's not that much older than them
- Terzo confronting any siblings who pick on Copia because thats his little brother and only he can make fun of him, nobody else can
Some spins on the "mostly male team with a token woman" trope:
The woman is trans and stayed in her old circle of bros even after transition
The woman is the only one in her circle of "girls" who didn't turn out to be a trans man
if i ever spam like your stuff im so sorry i just scroll through tags and like cool shit </3
Mountain first learning drums and he keeps messing up. he hits the snare and bass drum at the same time when he shouldnt, keeps dropping his sticks, keeps accidentally clicking his sticks together, mixes up which hand plays the hi hat and which plays snare, among other things he's too embarrassed to admit. he feels awful about it and thinks he'll never be as good at the ghouls before him. but Pebble tells him its okay, hold him close and pets him behind the horns. he's still learning, mistakes happen. its okay.
mountain is written as so shy and mature and all that but what about the tiktok of the impera ghouls?? "a nameless ghoul with rythym"??? he's got 11 year old boy humour. him and phantom get along so good.
idk if im doing this right uhhhh
1) CORE - Toby Fox
2) Draped in Cerecloth - Repugnant
3) A Dying God Coming Into Human Flesh - Black Tongue
(im too scared to tag people just join if you want to)
i feel like starting a tag chain so i hope this works out :)
reblog this with 3 songs:
the song your listening to right now (or last one you listened to)
your current favourite song
a song of your choice
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mine:
its now or never - elvis presley/love in the dark - adele
trastevere - måneskin
nevermore - queen
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rain wearing his packer for the first time around the others. swiss loses his fucking mind. send post.