When Idols Have To Hide The Hair When They Have A Comeback.

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1,095 Days.

Its been one-thousand and ninety-five days since you’ve gone away. Those three years have been long. So, so long.

We haven’t forgotten you. We never will. Your music plays through the speakers of our cars, your smile is thought of, your humbleness is cherished, your imprint on our lives is well known. You are remembered Jonghyun, not just by your music alone — but by the four men who persevere in your memory. You are still loved, thought of, embraced, and missed. You are that beacon of light, of hope, of love.

Your battle was hard, and you did all you could do, but sometimes, that weight gets too heavy even for the strongest of people. There is nothing wrong in accepting that. You’re simply one person, and it’s not your fault.

The day you left us, the moon flickered out for just the briefest of moments. Was it welcoming you into its embrace? You are the moon. You are the stars. You are everywhere. You are a gift in words, in lyrics, and I just want you to know that we’ve heard them. Read them. We do it so we can sing them back at you. Write us something new if you get the chance, and we’ll listen to it in the wind. We’ll listen, because we weren’t listening hard enough before.

We love you. We miss you. 수고했어요.

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The sky began to darken and lights began to glow in the darkness. The man's face held it's fearful look as he realized he had been caught. Caught by the most important thing to him; the thing he wanted to protect the most from the absolute worst. He knew it was over before it began. His heart trembled knowing that this moment was his number one fear.

The girl didn't know what to think. Thoughts raced through her head, as did her heart. The nightmare had only just begun. She couldn't believe what she had just witnessed. Her entire world that she knew seemed to fall apart from the moment she caught him. Everything she thought she knew now changed as reality hit her like a bus. The man she gave her whole self too was not the man she thought him to be.

"Tom..." Her voice cowered back, afraid of what he could possibly become. Who was he really, now that she knew about his other side.

"I can explain, but you have to hear me out." He tried to speak calmly, but felt a shiver as he thought of a possible outcome, all pointing to something he didn't want to deem possible. The idea that the girl who became his universe, his everything, could leave him indefinitely.

"What is there to explain? You have lied to me this entire time about something this big!" Her voice quivered, yet showed strength at the same time.

"That I wanted to protect you. I wanted to keep you put of this world. This terrible one that I'm trapped in. I wanted to keep you put of it. I need you to be safe because I love you more than anything." He began to whisper as he began to inch closer to her.

"The only question I have is why? Why is killing your reality? Why are you trapped in something you don't want a part of?" Tears streamed down her face as overwhelming anxiety filled her core.

"I went down a path no one should ever choose. I thought I was doing good by my father. I was forced into this and if I try and leave, everything will be lost forever. They will go after the best thing in my life. I can't lose you. Not now, not ever."

The man pulled the girl into a tight embrce as if she would disappear from right in front of him.

She had a difficult time accepting the new information in front of her. Her love being affiliated with the mafia? His father being the leader and ruining his own son?

"I don't know anymore. I don't think I can do this." She said this as she pushed him away from her. This was the first time she ever felt like she was being suffocated by him and his love.

"Please don't leave me." His voice was was losing it's grip as he continued to speak in a hushed tone.

"Tom, I.."

He placed his lips upon hers in that moment. She melted into it, but soon realized what was happening.

"Tom, I can't." She turned her back on him for the very first time, walking farther and farther away from the best thing that happened to her as tears gushed from her eyes.

To whoever, and I mean WHOEVER comes across this I'm begging you to share it.

If you're on Twitter please report this account. This is literally the worst thing I've ever seen show up from an incident like this. A beautiful life was lost and people are being rude a disrespectful towards the artists themselves, the people who loved these said artists as well as the fandom they claim to be apart of but are clearly doing it to start fan wars.

Of all the horrible things I've seen in response to this heartbreaking event, this by far has to be one of the worst. I'm out of words and have no way to express how I feel about this because I'm filled with a million different emotions.

I'm sorry to all f(x) fans for your loss and although I'm not apart of your fanbase, I know that she was an amazing person who gave more love than she received. I'm also sorry that people create and share these kinds of things while dragging other fandoms into the dirt. You do not deserve this disgusting response.

It brought me so much sadness seeing all the negative replies about this and how others are using it as a "promotional period" for their own artists (yes I've seen people actually do this)

I don't know if reporting them will work but if done multiple times their acc will be checked out and hopefully banned.

My deepest condolences to all those who loved her, fan or family.

This also serves as a crucial reminder that your words, written or said do have impact. No matter how small your account or how large the platform, thinking "They won't see it" will not prevent them from seeing it.

Please always be kind. Be mindful of your words towards others and always check up on those you love. One second of your input could change a lot.

All fan wars should be put aside and forgotten because this is more important then that. These issues are more important then who got what awards or who topped which chart.

A fandom lost an angel today. A group lost a sister. So please out your hate aside and spread the love everyone needs.

Like my previous post, I apologize in advance for the unrelated tags.

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STAY, this is Chan

I’m writing at this late hour since I worried about STAY who must be more shocked and have it harder than anyone. I always wanted to give strength to STAY but today I feel like I made it hard for STAY so my heart was heavy all day.

When we first became 9 I was really happy…I’m sorry that we couldn’t protect the number 9 until the end. But it became a situation where we have to admit that we can’t continue as 9 anymore, and we’re trying to accept that truth now.

Of course STAY worried a lot about us SKZ today.. We are okay, so we hope STAY are not hurt.

The road Stray Kids have to go from now on is not an easy challenge, Stray Kids have to gather courage once again as 8. Us Stray Kids will continue to go on and give STAY strength and comfort through our music and performances.

STAY…I’m always sorry and thankful. You Make Stray Kids STAY

(translation by me, I apologise if there are any mistakes)

Dear Jonghyun, Today it’s been 3 years without your beautiful smile, your beautiful voice, your beautiful words, the beautiful you. I miss you everyday and I will cherish all the beautiful words, music and memories you gave us forever. You did well, you worked the hardest ♡

You know what?

Since JYP Ent. hasn’t spoken up about anything for a WEEK, I’m just going to assume the most likely case. They kicked Woojin out, plain and simple.

Because if it was really personal reasons, there would have been a specific statement as to why, like other companies did for Hwall and Wonho. If it was a family issue, we would have known from Woojin himself, like how we knew about IN2IT Kim Sunghyun’s economic situation concerning his family.

And it can’t have been something that bad because we would hear of it anyways. Like come on, drugs and sex scandals? We’ve been there. There can’t be anything worse.

But it doesn’t matter what’s going on.

I’m not going to give up on Woojin.

Unless there is a clear explanation as to why Woojin is suddenly taken out of a group I will keep on talking about Woojin and drive JYP and his company mad. But I am not going to be seen as the Stay that stood by while a member was forced out of his own group. That’s a regret I am not going to have.

if ten don’t end up on james corden with fruit flying at him then what’s the point