Sometimes I Wonder What My Life Would Be Like If My Family Wasn’t So Homophobic.

and if i said i wanted to have a heavy make out sesh after we hot boxed my car, then what??

just read the NASA caitvi fic… am i crazy to think the storyline would be a box office hit romcom????

i'm going to be honest with you kitten, daddy is done seeing all the posts pushing docility and misogynistic beauty standards onto femmes as a femme who only wears makeup on occasion and has a dominant personality

idk if anyone will even read this

hihihi sooooo i totally ghosted and haven't posted like i said i would. i've been stuck on homework and my son has been tearing my house apart, BUT i am down two glasses of wine and am currently typing a wonderfully angst filled fic about sevika and i am determined to get it done in one sitting !!!

today i told my mom that the little girl i used to hold hands with in elementary school was actually the love of my life and she got so annoyed with me and my teen brother said that was gross. i feel like i’ve disassociated for so long and just woke up in this life that doesn’t make sense to me, and i’ve started to see why i checked out of life at 14.

just wanna show off my jinx nails and my hair with the Arctic Fox Vi hair dye K BYE

changed my name, feels weird

a dead mouse and a pretty field i found on my walk today

is it giving ethel cain lol

need a diddy freak off fic; except it’s only me, sevika, vi, caitlyn and mel

Now that arcane is over im seriously starting to doubt its “inclusion”

Mel being the disposable black girlfriend

Sky existing solely for the development of a white man (viktor)

Ekko and sevika both dedicating their lives to the betterment of zaun and getting absolutely 0 recognition and instead being favored for the white girl that didn’t even want the position (jinx)

Ekko having no personal development outside of jinx (white girl) and his only real purpose in arcane being to save the day and never being mentioned again

Silco being an antisemitic stereotype

Sevika being called an ogre by a white girl?????

Now that I’m actually looking at this shit, it kinda sucks. And when you consider the fact that the whole p/z conflict was thrown out the fucking window with the “both sides are bad” p.o.v + the fact that the whole reason the p/z conflict exists in the first place is because of ship angst, it feels like they never cared about any of it. The inclusion, the commentary, the mindfulness, it was all fake. Like damn. They really dont give a shit and never did. Its all just racism in pretty packaging :/