I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.
I feel like I need them more than they need me. Even if I am that one that ruined everything, I still need them. I crave them. It feels like they could care less. It's what I deserve.
When eating does anyone else feel like throwing up as soon as the food touches your tongue? Especially when it comes to meat?
"Sleep isn't really sleep anymore, it's just an escape from reality "
Would you love me if I was normal? If I was pretty? If I was skinnier? If I was kind? If I was... Better. Someone else
My favorite one doesn't even want me anymore
im craving attention and affection so much right now, but at the same time i dont want to talk to anyone.
people are fucking pieces of shit, but fuck i miss my favorite ones
The feeling of emptiness it's back. It's worse than usual, it's terrifying, it has never been this strong before.
healing is taking too long what if i just kill myself
WAIT I JUST READ THE FOREST FIC WAS JOSH REAL AT THE END??? WHAT
"Maybe i do just ruin people's lives. And it would be better if I didn't exist." -Charlie Spring S1 Ep 8