More Jenny Except This Time She’s Older !!!

kate bush is so beautiful people should talk about how she’s aged more bc people will post old photos of her and go “she’s so ethereal” and i agree but can we talk about how the horrifying concept of time is made manageable by looking at photos from before the dawn in 2014

like i actually don’t mind the idea of getting older and the changes that come with it when i look at her and i’m the most insecure person i know and that’s awesome

INFORGOT TO REBLOG THIS EARLIER AHCJSJFJEJ

ive been drawing characters saying stuff my friends have said so take @tothequeerphenomena's oc saying something @medictf2incarnation said once

messy ass rendering style with too much airbrush and effects is back hiiiiiii ik rain’s,,,, injury isnt realistic but i wanted drama

been brainrotting over these two and also silver springs 1997 separately and then i heard this line and took it out of context

crazy stuff happens when you feel like you’re being held together by masking tape and a dream!!!!!!!!!!! like relying on dead dove do not eat THE SHIP to cope ?!

barely rendered little bitch in the corner (the ref was impossibble i didnt want to actually try with that) belongs to @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition

god i love creating a new tumblr and having nish followers here’s a photo of the breakfast in bed my boyfriend brought me for my post boxing day hangover just because i can. the sandwiches had the good chicken on them and the tortillas are like cheesy roll ups but in a more triangular shape. there’s a fucking crepe. and a snowman christmas chocolate. one of the sandwiches was a fucking heart. god bless

fuck why cant mouthwashing fans be civil and not be at eachother's throats

its embarrassing and infuriating and misses the point of the game

a doodle of abbey i did with a new ibis paint brush

abbey will have a long hard day of screaming at everyone and telling them she hates them and some very oddly personal insults and then rots in the bottom bunk of her childhood bed staring at the drawings she drew on the wooden slats of the top bunk thinking about how much she hates herself

that’s what’s happening here basically the idea is that she’s just had a row with Asher and now she’s on their childhood bunk bed missing them and regretting her actions

abbey and asher argue a lot and it’s always abbey that starts it. she blames asher for being able to get out of their horrific household while she feels like she’s forced to stay and look after their dad

(until asher drops out of uni because they become an alcoholic and for the first time ever they are NOT the favourite their dad doesn’t HAVE a favourite anymore because asher has DISAPPOINTED him and the twins have solidarity over being stuck with him being awful to them)

i could talk about the twins and their dynamic for ages but it’s hard to explain

Please look at his little face he doesnt deserve any more suffering (do it)

How often do you rain

-SG

I often rain a lot he’s my little doll that I play with and put in increasingly weird and wacky and sometimes upsetting scenarios

even more art im catching up on posting !!

its jem and asher!! pre-recovery alcoholic asher edition

will post a breakdown of their dynamic later

Stay Still

More art about my oc Rain and @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition ‘s oc Pix!!!!! Pix only appears as a hand but still it’s about those two

Basically they’re in a very codependent toxic homoerotic dynamic they aren’t lovers they’re so much worse than that. Their ship name is literally PAIN.

Pix is Rain’s only “safe” link into the supernatural, and with him having several different dangerous near-death encounters with such things, he clings to Pix even harder because he believes that although they might hurt him sometimes they’ll always swoop in to protect him from the horrors - which are a lot worse than Pix’s verbal threats and coldness

But Pix is,, Not Right in the head. A bit crazy. Violence is all they’ve known and violence is all they’ll continue to do for the foreseeable. Rain never means to trigger them, but when he unknowingly does Pix comes close to just killing him from pure fear or anger. Eventually they just do it. Oh also they eat him bc ofc they do just to make it worse!!!

Rain’s ghost is bound to them and he hates them. He’s betrayed and hurt and mourning the better life he was slowly trying to build.

W. What is happening what have I done

PAIN!!!!!! drew rain and pix for artfight bc i hate and love them

they are so bad together i love it

credit to @/diseased_boy on most platforms they created pix and i am eternally grateful