HELP I BRUSED MY FUCKING EAR LISTING TO BREAKCORE. IT HURTS SO BAD WHAT THE HELL.

The punishment

Warningzzzz: execution, nightmares, gore, failed romance. Forced breakup by other party, general trauma, angst, and an oc interacting with a cannon character

Autodale fan series, WARNING PROBABLY CRINGE BC MY CRINGY OC IS IN HERE. PROCEDE WITH CAUTION.

Sadly written by Two eyed shockwave.

It all happened so fast. Hive finding out. My lover- everything fell apart so quickly. What happened? Why did it have to be like that? Why did they- no. Why am- "Shadow?" I was then snapped out of my trance. "C-charels." I mumbled back. I was instantly brought back to the right state of mind when I heard his calming voice flood my audio receptors. He then sat me down on his couch and wrapped his arms around my waist, I shivered at his warm and slow touch. I look at Charles' eyes as he removes his mask, his eyes twinkle like the sun. He's the only reason why I'm still going, why I'm not going to kill myself in this God-forsaken city. "The... the thoughts are back again?" He whispered to me, "They never left me, my dear." I mumbled back. Charles then held me closer, caressing my chin as I was slowly calming down. "It's okay, I'm here shadow." Charles then lifted my hat a little to reveal my glowing eyes. I look back at him to see his sweet face, at the same time I am reminded of the grotesque episode I keep having. I am reminded that if we were caught as a gay couple Charles would be executed, I am reminded of the blood that will spill on the floor, the blood of my lover seeping into my shoes. I am reminded that hive may rewire me to forget about Charles forever, I am constantly reminded that hive will make me kill Charles instead of him being sent to the usual massacre of the "uglies". I am reminded that Hive will LAUGH at me for even loving him. HIVE WilL make fun of me, they will re-wire me. I will be reminded that it's going to be my fault for Charles's death. The death of the one who is my everything, the one who keeps me going. I will- "Hey, Hey, shadow? Shadow stay with me love. Shadow. Shadow hey?" I awaken again to his calming voice. I break, I couldn't hold it any longer, I wept with no tears into his arms. His reassurance then fled my receptors again while I breathed and wept hard on his chest. "Shhhh it's okay shadow, it's okay" he whispered and removed my hat, he caressed my head and skimmed through my wires. I calmed down again in his arms. "Please...don't leave me Charles..."I whimpered a little. "I won't ever love, I'll never leave you."

Uhh so yeah, kinda cringe right, anyways, basically Shadow had these episodes of him being forced to kill his lover as punishment because hive found out that yk they're gay and stuff. Charles is my oc and he's a cover-up mayor so people don't suspect things lol. Uhhh so yea. Shadow is not my character and was made by the lovely David Armbsy, go check out his Patreon and his YouTube

Me writing prepping to write a paper for school vs Me writing a fic for some fictional cowboy:

Screw it, I'm making headcanons on the Friendly shadow. If no one else will do it I will.

(No nswf here, it will contain romantic headcanons. This will be gender neutral lol, oh and also this is an AU where yk, you exist. The friendly shadow is not my character but is David armbsys character. Go check his channel out and his patreon.)

Romantic headcanons:

You and Shadow spend a lot of time together. The time is mostly spent with both of you trying new things together. Whether it's spent watching that new movie, or sneaking out in the dead of night doing the most random outdoorsy thing ever. And the best thing about all of it is that the handyman don't really question it because it always seems like you both are on some sort of mission that hive sent you both on. But in reality, you both were galivanting through autodales local park picking flowers or smth.

Hive knows about your relationship. The majority chose not to intervene because seeing you both together (and through the shadows surveillance system installed on him) was like an episode of a wholesome telenovela. And cause it was the only form of entertainment they had. Shadow and you on the other hand are completely oblivious to this eavesdropping.

Shadow is very much in love with you, but he has a hard time expressing it sometimes. Yk when you have a love overload or you see something cute and idk you just wanna...squish it? Yeah that's him whenever he's alone with you. He'll just freeze up and try staring at everything around you but not directly at you. When you somehow make eye contact though, his eyes dilate to the MAX. It's very obvious he loves you. You return it by being the person that he can trust and lean on. He loves you because of this.

Cuddles? Omfg he loves those. He's a touch-starved simp. He won't ask for cuddles verbally. Instead, He'll hint that he wants to cuddle. He'll scoot closer to you when you both are sitting down. He'll purposely try to stumble when standing up or walking when you're around so that you can catch his oh-so-devastating fall. It's so obvious when he fake stumbles, hands, and feet flailing in the air.

You'd catch him though and laugh while he insists that it was an accident and proceeds to cling on you for a long time after his "fall".

Kissing? It depends on you. if your not the kissy type he'll respect that. If you are though, he'll kiss you on the forehead or your hands. On the lips? Sure! You just gotta let him know first, he gets startled when you kiss him without a warning. French kissing? He's not great at it. Like not great at it at all. I don't think he has a tounge. He'll try though, just expect it to be very and I mean very slopy. He does feel embarrassed when you do kiss him but only because he thinks he's bad at it (and he is).

Just because he acts all shy around you doesn't mean he's tough, I mean cmon he's Autodales number 1 vigilante! He isn't afraid to protect you at all costs and defend you. He's just hoping you'd do the same for him.

Overall, he's a simp in denial. And you are too!

That's all the head cannons I could think of, anyways let me sleep now bc it's 3:00 am rn.

when you realize one of your posts was Hella cringe and you have no memory of making that post:

(Tottaly didn't happen to me)

Sages underground shop WIP

Srry if you can't really see what it says on the boards there. Here's what it says:

"Sages' crafty underground robot random part shop thing!"

"All sales are final! (Charles gets a 50% discount, no questions asked.)"

"Yes this sign is fuckin low, I'm short."

"Hey how are you- omg you're new!! Buy something from me please! I'm sage and uhhhh, yeah."

Im gonna give more info about their shop when I'm finished lol

Okay so I was watching autodale again and look what I noticed

He’s sticking his fucking tounge out 💀💀 like how snarky and mean is shadow in the comics- I just also realized what he was saying to- like- HE SEEMES SO MEAN IN THE COMICS😭

me and my persona in a nutshell

Reblog if you genuinely support asexuals

It terrifies me that there’s so much raging passion in the lgbt+ community that insist on marginalizing asexuals and implying that asexuals don’t deserve to have safe spaces. There’s still so much acephobia so I just wanna know which blogs are genuinely supportive and a safe space for asexuals

So smol

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Any udad fans out there who also watched Autodale dystopian series and vice verse?