Studied physics today and read Norwegian wood by Haruki Murakami. I really like Nagasawa's character a lot.
I will not settle until i find a man just like the ones I read about.
riding buses rules bc when ur on a bus all you can do is sit & stare, & thats all i ever do anyway, & theres none of that βi should be doing somethingβ executive dysfunction anxiety bc ur trapped on a bus. u cannot do the thing
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βBeing a confessional human being for me is like a defense mechanism. If I can tell you the flaw before you see the flaw, then maybe itβs okay.β Melissa Broder
ik blue period addresses a lot of topics in art and wouldve eventually transitioned into talking abt art for the sake of aesthetic and how not everything has to be imparted with deep meaning (kind of feels like what yotasukeβs arc is gearing up to be) , but i really reaally enjoy hearing hashida talk abt velΓ‘zquez in ch 35 .
he and yotasuke both kind of encapsulate the part of it that i really enjoy so idk im just πππ these chapters r like . getting me so excited . ive always been sooo invested in like . just the overall visuals and looking specifically at the brushwork and the technical aspects of it all vs the more abstract stuff that yatoras been preoccupied w
i mean he kind of transforms it into thinking the skill sets themselves r full of meaning which is fine and definitely applicable 2 a lot of pieces and how diff movements are interpreted (like impressionism), but i also like the convo of things just existing 2 be because u wanted them to or bc you thought it looked good , pretty .
i also found the crab to be a super interesting part of the chapter. i read a comment from someone who said that everyone fawns over the tiny crab while yatora himself could not be less enthused. but after he goes to the exhibit w yotasuke and hashida and talks abt purpose, meaning, and the lackthereof, he ends the scene by painting the same crab from earlier , symbolizing his shift in mentality
aaa i loved it . one of my fav chapters honestly
dark science academia β‘
paintings.
' I put my heart and soul into my work, and have lost my mind in the process '
β Vincent Van Gogh
(part one is here)
Narcissus β Egotism.
Nightshade β Bitter truth.
Oak β Hospitality.
Orchis β Beauty.
Osier β Frankness.
Peach Blossom β "This heart is thine."
Peony β Anger.
Phlox β "Our souls are united."
Rose, Bay β Danger. Beware.
Ruellia β Constant remembrance.
Rush β Docility.
Saffron β Beware of excess.
Silence armeria, Catchfly β "I am a willing prisoner."
Silver Bells β Good news.
Snowdrop β Faithfulness. "I am no summer friend."
Sorbus aucuparis, Mountain Ask β "With me you are safe."
Speedwell β My best wishes.
Sumach β Splendid misery.
Sunflower β Adoration.
Trumpet-flower β Separation.
Tussilago, Coltsfoot β "Justice shall be done you."
Tweedia β Faithful affection.
Uvularia, Bellwort β Modesty.
Venus' Fly-trap β "Have I caught you at last?"
Verbena β Sensibility.
Vernal Grass β Poor but happy.
Vinca β Remembrance of early friendship.
Vine, Grape β Intoxication.
Violet, white β "I must be sought to be found."
Volkameria β Good wishes. May you be happy.
Water-lily β Purity of heart.
Weigela β Maiden beauty.
Wheat-stalk β Riches.
Winter cherry β Deception.
Wisteria β "Welcome, fair stranger!"
Wolfsbane β Misanthropy.
Wormwood β Absence.
Xeranthemum, Chamomile β Cheerfulness in adversity.
Yarrow β To heal a wounded heart.
Zinnia β Thought of absent friends.