Kind Of Ig Not Really It Just Terrifed Me To Know Oh Shit One Of My Kins Died In The Same Way That I Was Trying To Kms In - Blog Posts

TW for mentions and talk about suicide (attempts) regarding the text:

You know as a haruka kinnie it actually terrifies me to know that he died from the same method I was using in so far (hopefully) the last and probably most planned out attempt I had at suicide...I already was doing it so no one would've noticed and had that one person not convinced me, even if it was indirectly, I wouldn't have been here.

That was nearly a year ago and I've been doing better but every now and then I think back to the day I planned it, the relief I felt when I found out I would no longer be there and the fear that followed after that thought at the realisation that I was happy about that, the fear from the fact that I actually genuinely physically felt like a weight and a burden was taken off of my shoulders.

Makes me wonder what would've happened had someone seen through muu and reached out to him sooner.

Anyway I never showed this sketchpage did I? Sooo here, I actually drew this quite a while back but I never showed it even tho I wanted to, glad I shared it now lol

(Also don't mind the hiragana for sakurai being wrong by the time my friend pointed it out I was already done with the page-)