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4 months ago

wanna give us more Gem x Pearl headcanons? if you're up for it ofc

YES. I will always take asks like that. I will do some ones that really show how much they care for each other. TW/CW: Mentions of pan!c attacks.

When Pearl came back from Double Life, the only person she could even trust was Gem.

Gem can calm Pearl from anything she faces, including severe panic attacks

Pearl can do no wrong in Gem's eyes, even when she really is doing something wrong

Some dates end in disaters, but they always laugh it off. Mostly

They don't fight much, but when they do, it gets ugly

Whenever Pearl/Gem talks about other servers they are apart of, the other always listens, even when it might be about the horrors they went through on those servers.

Pearl is one of the only people Gem will listen to when it comes to taking care of herself.

I think that's it. Please let me know if you want more, or any other characters from the Life Series. I can come up with head cannons for most characters.


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2 years ago
Screw It, Gonna Upload This Shit, Hope Tumblr Isn't Bother By It.

screw it, gonna upload this shit, hope tumblr isn't bother by it.

old description:

and last time i do a thread in 4chan

i'm officially leaving 4chan for good, it's was a good time when sun and moon didn't came out, i was fishing here and there for fanart and s**t like that, but that changes, after sun and moon came out for like 3 or 4 months, i tried to fish something out of /vp/ and i got nothing, nothing but old official art and art that is stolen from another website.

in this thread, i tried to get some ballio fanart before this creepy fake-a$$ clown fate out, these people downright disrespect me so bad, the last one was the nicest out of these a$$hole

goodbye 4chan, may see you shutdown, FOREVER.

edit: forgot that long post = lower quality, so here's a more clear veriosn: https://i.imgur.com/RpuCsHM.jpg

second edit: jesus, this shit ain't good, i took a look at it, and i don't like how i behave in 4chan, maybe that's the reason why they IP banned me, fucking bastards, full of racists and bigots anyway.


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2 years ago

Trigger Warning

i laid down on the hard sidewalk, staring at the stars while tears filled up in my eyes.

I impulsively messaged a old fp & while he instantly responded with positivity like he always has.

Simultaneously, my current fp messaged me back, responding to my response of his story on insta. 

I don’t even know why I’m crying, sure, maybe it’s because my dad has cancer, my childhood friend/bully died the other day, my uncle is in the hospital after being found unconscious on the floor, we are being kicked out our apartment, and im here weeping over stupid shit like why doesn’t he love me back…


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5 years ago

post - trauma sentence starters  blood, death mention.

“don’t do that. don’t shut me out.” 

“you’ve been crying. i can tell.”

“we need to change those bandages and get some food in you.”

“you want me to rub your back ’til you fall asleep?”

“that was a brave thing you did today.” 

“shh, that’s okay, get everything out.”   

“there’s something on your shirt. you – that’s blood!”

“need some space?”

“you should lay down.”

“there’s nothing wrong with asking for help.” 

“shh, shh. you were having a nightmare.”

“we can talk through the door.” 

“let’s clean you up and get you to bed, okay?”

“you almost died.” 

“i brought you a blanket.”

“you’re home. you’re safe.” 

“i’m worried about you.”

“is everything okay?”

“tell me how to make it better.”

“it’s been a tough few days. how are you holding up?”

“you have to stay awake. come on, give my hand a squeeze.” 

“you’re in the hospital.” 

“think you can make it to the bathroom?”

“no, no. don’t close your eyes.”


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4 years ago

TW//addiction

I am recovering from my pill addiction, instead of scouring the house for some, I went to my dad and sister. They gave me hugs and said I'm doing great, and said I should do some self-care. So I'm taking a little nap, then I will get up and get some food, clean or homework. It feels nice to be honest and not get rebuked.


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TW- My Inspiration For The Art Piece Is Rather Sad

TW- my inspiration for the art piece is rather sad

A young angel, drowning. Their wings wet, and they can’t fly to safety, snd they can’t call for help. Losing your innocence so young is so difficult, but you’re not alone. You have many supporting you, including me


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1 month ago

I was always a golden child, or so they thought. I wanted people to be proud of me, so I burned myself out since the tender age of five to make people fucking proud, so why do they take it for granted? Why can’t I shine as I did earlier? Why can’t anyone tell me they’re proud of me? I feel fucking disgusting, laying in bed all day and not doing anything, but that’s fine right? I’ll always be the one who when gets a C, she “Fell down” “Didn’t try hard enough”

FUCK YES I DID, IF YOU CAN’T FUCKING SEE HOW MUCH EFFORT I PUT IN, YOU CAN JUST GO AND FUCK YOURSELF. NO ONE APPRECIATES MY EFFORTS ANYWAY, SO WHY FUCKING BOTHER? WHY SHOULD I KEEP TRYING IF YOU TAKE IT FOR GRANTED? EVEN HELPING PEOPLE FALLS ON DEAF EARS! THEY REFUSE TO LISTEN EVEN IF I PUT UP WITH A VALID ARGUMENT, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG?


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