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You can eat that.

When you’re thin.

Untill then, I promise you it’s not going anywhere.

You know what it tastes like why eat it and ruin your progress.? Is it worth it.?

“I’ll start tmr”

“Just one more day”

“I’ll eat whatever tdy and start fresh tmr”

“Js one more bite”

Bitch you said that a billion times.

It’s now or never.

It’s a matter of do you want it or not.

Are you weak or not.

Do you want to be thin or not.

Do you have the discipline or not.

You have the power.

It’s all up to you.

Change your destiny.

You wont regret it.

Choose thin, choose your dream.!

Being thin is no longer a want.

It’s a need.

Keep pigging out..

And you’ll look like a pig this summer.

5-2-25 @na log

~White monster energy drink:+10

~fries and one chicken wing:+460

~gum:+10

~strawberry dragonfruit refresher:+130

~pepperoni pizza 2 small slices:+330

Total:940

Cals burnt:-317

Net:940-317=623 cals

Only had ten cals so far #locked in

Eat wise

Drop a size.!

So locked in for malnourished may I’ll be my gw by the end of the month (if not I’m offing myself)

Thinspo

I hate my thighs so much I can’t wait for them to be sticks.

I don’t only crave thinness

I crave the stares

I crave the worrying

I crave the envy

I crave the feeling

I crave the power

I crave the whispers and thoughts about how much I’ve changed

I crave the sculpted and hollow face

I crave the thigh gap

I crave the flat and tiny waist

I crave the light and dainty feeling

I crave perfection

And thin is the closest I’ll get!

I ended up not working out so I’m going to try and fast for two days but if I don’t, to make up for it my cal intake will be 200 for the next five days

I slightly binged what should I do???

I ate 2,000 cals and was supposed to eat under 800

After my net being 453 cals yesterday I lost 1.8 pounds

If I continue to have an intake under 500 I’ll be at my gw in 2 weeks hopefully

Your hungry?? now take off all ur clothes and get infront of a mirror, still hungry?? I didn’t thinks so!!stay strong, it will pay off!! Xoxo

⭐️Motivation

make Ana proud she has been there for you,she wants to see you win she wants to see you thin she wants to see you prettier don’t let her down she’s been counting on you,ana loves you she is comfort she is power she is thin itself and through her you will be.

Meanspo!

You say you want it but your actions prove otherwise, at this point food owns you your so weak like a pig you’ll inhale anything and everything, Everytime you give in every moment of weakness leads you further and further away from you goal, Its up to you every meal you skip every workout every healthy option every fast every restriction leads you closer to your goal, learn to sit with hunger it is not your enemy hunger is your friend sent by Ana she wants to see you win she want to see you thin, she has been there for you don’t let her down how long have you wanted this how long have you wanted to step closer and closer to perfection to step closer to prettier to thinner step closer to the limelight of power, to look in the mirror and respect the person looking back, toactually like the person staring back ,to know your better to feel the power off wanting to change and actually doing it, the stares that will follow the envy, the thin toned body that looks great in anything, the sculpted face the feeling of being dainty I know you want to feel it and if you truly do you’ll let Ana shape you into who you want to be, and like a caterpillar who goes into the cocoon you too will go through change and come out beautiful!!

Don’t be weak,weakness gets you now where,it is up too you! Prove it to them but most importantly prove it to yourself xoxo