How can I trigger the honeymoon phase again😭😭
Waking up early is never a pleasant thing, since family is home and they remind me to pack food. Fortunately my mom gives a lift to my brother who starts really early, so she wasn't be able to force me to bring food and my sister and father doesn't really care.
It was so cold today I could see my breath in the air. My dumbass also forgot to pack handcream into my bag because my hands dry out because of the chilly air, so much that it's starts to cut up or something. I could wear gloves sure, but it feels restricting.
Alsoo! I weighed myself in the morning and I was 73.5kg! When I was talking with my best friend I could see it on my face an neck how much thinner it is already so I am really happy.
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➁ Plain black coffee 200ml - 0 cal
➀ Pickwick green tea (lemon) 300ml - 0 cal
➂ Green apples - 291 cal
➁ Homemade margherita pizza - 204 cal
Water - 1.7l/2l
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Steps - 8249/10000 - 330 cal
Exercise - No - 0 cal
Been fasting all day, yippee! It was really cold today and had to wear a sweater and a jumper over it and both of them felt looser.
Tomorrow will be a bit warmer fortunately, but overall I am glad that autumn is finally showing up, even though it was kinda late this year.
I also went shopping with mom and I saw so so SO many nice knitted sweaters. I always like just trying clothes on or just looking at the colors, feeling the fabric, trying to find the best kind of material. I uses to buy XXL clothes to feel comfortable in, to feel that they are lose on my body. This time I bought an XL and it felt loose and comfortable, even though I only lost 5kg so far.
I also bought hairdye with my classmate and dyed my hair from a poopie blonde and greenish blue to a color that matches Hatchi's haircolor. My ends stayed a lilac color because the blue stained my hair pretty bad, but it's fine because I will dye my hair until it fades or comes out.
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➀ Plain black coffee - 0 cal
➀ Pickwick green tea 250ml (strawberry & lemongrass) - 0 cal
Water - 1.2l/2l
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Steps - 11499/10000 - 462 cal
Exercise - No - 0 cal
I started a whole new routine and it's so much better than it was.
As much as I don't like working out and sweating I decided to put effort in.
An hour and a half on the treadmill is not that much.
Fasting through the day didn't happen because I binged lmao. Not with some really tempting food but with fish and eggs because they are my safe food and I like them a lot LOT, so I just couldn't help myself. I also realized that I quite like carbonara too even though for long I just couldn't even eat it because of the "weird" (at least for me it was) taste. Kinda ashamed, but as long as I stay under 1200 cals in the end (with how much I burnt) I am content.
Today was a long ass day too and I am exhausted. I made a promise to myself that I am fasting through tomorrow and the day after, plus my best friend is coming home this weekend and I need to prepare to hang out and drink with her, so three day fast it is.
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➃ Fish and eggs sandwiches - 576 cal
➀ Hell energy drink (lemon & ginger) - 117 cal
➀ Choccochino (200ml) - 117 cal
➂ Pickwick green tea (250ml) (strawberry & lemongrass) - 0 cal
➀ Small bowl of carbonara (220g) - 437 cal
Water - 1.5l/2l
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Steps - 7868/10000 - 316cal
Exercise - No - 0 cal
I gained 1kg back in two days even tho I barely ate. Time to fast it down and more 💕✨️
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I made a discord server for 18+ @n@/m1a/3d peeps who like anime and games!
There are lots of stuffs there already lmao. Gaming channel, anime channel, vent and a bunch of 3d related ones like th1nspø, m3alspø, tips and shared mesdia! You can reccomend your favourite music, movie that triggers you.
There is not a lot of people on it, and it's still under "construction", so suggestions are welcome!