He-might-make-me-juno

'you still listen to music from 10 years ago 🤨?' bitch if prehistoric humans had audio recording technology id be sat up here listening to grog and unga bunga's greatest hits don't play with me

"Today my mother asked me "What's wrong with you!? What are you, possessed by a demon!?" Because I've been absent and careless lately. I simply stood there silently, thinking, "No, I'm just tired. Tired of your voice, and your lies." Then, as she turned around it occurred to me that maybe she was right, that I was possessed by a demon, her."

My Heart's Thoughts

I sit here in the restroom crying at random moments wondering 'what did I do so wrong to deserve such a broken heart?'

- My Hearts Thoughts (true story, I'm falling apart)

Hope builds slowly..

"When does the hurt end?" I think as I see his blue hat, I remember feeling blessed with his memory when he gave it.

Now it's a reminder of all that I've lost, all that he lost and doesn't care about.

But one day I search for a hat to wear and see I have more than just that one,

There's memories attached to the bucket hat, the banana hat and the one from the place I used to work.

Today I choose banana hat and remember my sisters laugh when she saw it. We were just starting out in the world, but we were building it slowly.

I put it own and it reminds me I'm more than others fingerprints.

I am my own, and I will find many more happy sunrises with other people.

It happens slowly, but if you just keep going it ends, I promise.

"One day,

I'll find me a person who loves me, kisses me soft and makes me feel safe. But most importantly, they'll really love me. But not yet. And that sucks. Bad."

- My Hearts Thoughts

"You were the light in my eyes. The sweet, warm fire that made me glow. It was all for you, every shallow breath, every lonely sob, every happy hug and every gentle kiss. All the stinging pain and honey love we had; it was yours, all yours."

- My Hearts Thoughts

Stay away. Your already invading my mind. Your every thought I have, every slight hope that slips through, every fear, every wish, every memory I want to keep... God your beautiful... But god do you hurt... So stay away. I mean it.

My Hearts Thoughts

Look I have zero excuses for this, but the idea popped into my head and now it's in your head, sorry

I don’t know if anyone could make me feel like this way again. You’re the first person who can make me feel so happy that it flutters the inside of me. You’re the first person that looks so interested when I talked about anything. You’re the first person who made me realize that somehow I’m important in this world. You’re the first person who make me think like my dreams are very easy to reach. Aside from my family, you’re also my anchor. You’re the kind of person who is refreshing and fun to be with. I like the warmth in your smile. With you, it’s simply fun. Simply sitting beside you, talking about everything and nothing, makes me feel so happy. The kind of happiness I can’t contain. Just simply thinking about you is enough to make me feel giddy, too. You’re the first person to make me feel like I have more to offer the world than what I can do. In every smile you flashed at me, I got more inspired in every thing I do. You’re the first person whom I’ve shared my dreams without feeling awkward. You always share ideas with me. And you’ve always challenged me, pushed me to think in a different way. We have the ability to shut the world out when we’re together. Whenever you reach out and hold my hand, I find myself not caring about anything around us. To me, it’s just you and I. All I could think about is the way our fingers were intertwined, like it’s meant to be like that. I’m also struck by the feeling of familiarity when our skin/fingers touched. I’m so happy whenever I get to see you, you are the only one whom I’ve felt this pleasant and peaceful feeling in my chest. Each time you smiled at me, I get this good-kind-of-weird feeling that something warm touched my heart. I feel that what we have is a rare, once-in-a-lifetime. Being with you makes my life worthwhile. 

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Love is about holding each other up, I can't even stand on my own. Get away from me.

- My Hearts Thoughts